Post by 'Amadis on Jun 6, 2008 2:15:57 GMT 1
Amadis Grimoire
Name: Amadis Grimoire.
Her first name is a Latin name that means ‘The love of God’. Her last name derives from a book that is used to summon angels or demons, mostly known for summoning Lucifer. It is called The Grand Grimoire. Using these separate meanings in her name she in fact mocks God and Satan.
Nicknames:
The Grim
Le Veritable Dragon Rouge [The True red Dragon]
The blood dragon
The golden dragon
The black widow
Others:
A; 72.YH.666
Nationality: Russian
Ethnicity: Scandanavian.
Age: 27.12.1989 [19]
Height: 6'2 might reach a height of 6'4 in the future
Weight: 177 lbs
Blood Type: HHIt's a rare blood group also called Bombay Blood group. Individuals with the rare Bombay phenotype (hh) do not express H antigen (also called "substance H") (the antigen which is present in blood group O.Individuals with Bombay phenotype blood group can only be transfused with blood from other Bombay phenotype individuals. Given that this condition is very rare, any person with this blood group who needs an urgent blood transfusion will probably be unable to get it, as no blood bank would have any in stock
Gender:Female
Sexuality: Questionable
Eye color: Bright amber colored eyes with a strong golden/yellow tint.The rim around her pupil is black.
Hair: Amadis has long straight hair, the color is deep red with a mix of dark brown, giving it a bloody color. Her hair is one of her most prized possessions so she takes very good care of her hair. Due to the constant attention, her hair is soft and well nourished.
Pass Time Information
Hobbies:
-Substaining her hunger.
Talents:-Manipulating people
-Fighting
-Freestyle running.
-Dissecting people
-Popping her joints back
Favorite things:-Raw meat
-Artworks; ‘Black Paintings’ , ‘Red Dragon'
-Blood
-Cherries
-Mirrors
-Slaves
-She loves to spend time in a library or at high places. There she usually plots her sadistic games. Amadis enjoys the thrills when hunting and killing for her belief.
Habits: Cracking her knuckles ,neck and back.
Extracurricular: Football.
Personality
Note: Her personality has been studied for years but due to a little accident with fire, most of it has vanished. What was left was glued to together, making a strange fucked up and almost unreal personality.
Her personality is one of the deepest and most profound yet. Though she acts very uncaring, cold and anti-social, she has a wise understanding of the human nature - their sorrows, joy and love. Knowing these things she is capable of manipulating people in order to get what she wants- pain, objects or humour.
Amadis is quite selfish and a narcissist , finding herself the embodiment of perfection and judges everyone and everything based on her perception of their beauty, or lack thereof. On the surface she just seems like normal person that has some unhealthy interests she is most certainly not.
For years she has been brainwashed and mentally abused for the sole purpose to become a killer. In order to keep her under control they burned a stop word in her memory and put her under heavy medication. This made her like a doll- emotionless and quiet, making it easy for the whispers to control her.
Even though she acts withdrawn and shows no emotion whatsoever , she grows increasingly unstable , displaying extreme sadistic and sociopath tendencies. She suffers from a multiple personality disorder but she also has symptoms from other personality disorders ,making it difficult for many professors and psychologists to diagnose her condition. They also have to debate about what is real and what is not from her past. Can she really see the dead in the shape of shadows ?Did she got possessed by demons? Half of the researchers believe that she is physic and that she was possessed by something but the other half believe that she is mentally ill and that she sees hallucinations. During their sessions they usually only got one reaction out of her: Spit.
They however agreed on one thing: She is a true monster.
In the first stages of her insanity she was just a cold-blooded killer but as the traumas build up she couldn’t take it anymore . So, she let is consume her mind and became obsessed with torture ,making people feel what she cannot feel- Suffering.
She murders humans to sate her bloodlust, killing any and all who witness her transgressions so that they will not come to light. She also enjoys torturing and playing sadistic "games" with her opponents in battle, bathing in their blood and devouring their flesh. Amadis usually talks in a very feminine and polite way, but once something doesn't work out the way she wants it to or somebody disturbs her "having fun", she changes to a very vulgar, masculine tone. Even though many of her crimes remain undiscovered, or at least unproven, many of the people who have met or worked alongside her are aware of her monstrous nature.
Amadis is confused about who she really is and tries to figure that out by acting several personalities out.They managed to categorize her 4 most common and dangerous stages/personalities ;
The doll: The cold and serious side. In this state there are no emotions or facial expressions, well she still remains sadistic. She is mostly seen in this state when she’s bored, rarely talks and is constantly controlled by whispers.
The Joker: Playful and Seductive. In this state she can mimic other personalities, Ideal for working undercover and for fooling people. She’s an born actress and very manipulative. Only seen in this state when she wants something or when she wants some fun. The Joker is the vain and overconfident side of Amadis. When she doesn’t get what she wantst , she turns into a vile and nasty person that will make people pay for their failure. Some say they rather fight the demons than the Joker for she is considered the more dangerous one in this state than in the demon state. The Joker once vaguely said that she hates the demon because they make her face ugly so she often fights with them over who dominates the body.
The demons: The source of her violence and insanity. Hostile and highly aggressive, They have no respect for anyone and have no mercy. They mock everything that isn’t righteous in their eyes, they make fun of those that live by a code of honor or the urge to protect the weak. Animal characteristics are shown in this state and so far there are 6 demons in her head/body. They are the whispers in her head that control her every move and they make her paranoia about little things-people that might reach the true personality,The child. These whispers constist out of 6 persons that only emerge when the medicine wears off or when she snaps.
The child: Also known as the core ; She is very unstable and emotional, this is the true personality of Amadis. She still has the urge to rescue people that remind her of her past situations. This urge is constantly suppressed by the demons .This ‘child’ is being terrorized by the demons for several years that made The doll and the Joker to protect herself. She is generally good and quite ignorant. She doesn’t believe she has done anything wrong and those that killed and ate people were the actions of others; The doll, Joker and demons. not her. the only thing she wants...her desire, her wish ; Is to be normal. There hasn't been a sign of the Child for almost 4 years so this personality could've just..dissapeared.
Ideals and quotes:
Amadis has many ideals/quotes but these are her favourites:-Cannibalisme: Eating another person is the only true way to express affection and to show Dominance over them.
-The strong live.The weak die. It’s as simple as that.
-Defy me and thy are defying both Satan and God.
-I have no master.
-God made me a cannibal to fix problems like you
Belief: She sees in the world in Black and white, there is no room for grey. But what she sees as good and evil is yet unknown. What is certain is her logic stands above others.Extra info:
-Amadis is what you might consider a cannibal and finds the male population disgusting.Well those that are beautiful in her eyes might escape her wrath. Just to let you know to what extent she hates males is shown by one of her way to finish people;
She will cut off your limbs ,one by one and castrate you. The castrated 'goods' will be shoved down your throat and if your not dead by then. Amadis will pin you down to a tree by using your own bones and leave you there to rot or in worst cases- be stripped off your skin until ya die.
-Amadis goes easy on women but this will change when they prove themselves to be nothing more that a annoyance. Women that lower themselves to the pleasures of men are filth and those that stand in her way will be treated the same way. If you keep quiet and move out of her way..she might like you.
-Amadis cannot enter holy places. Whenever she tries to, her mind will fill up with voices and make her head almost explode. She will feel a excruciating pain on her skin like it's on fire. This is due to her extreme fear of churches.
-Amadis hates children.
-Amadis doesn't answer to anyone.she has no master.
-Amadis is probably of the most reckless people you will ever know.One tip; Never..ever let her drive.
Physical Information
Body:
She is generally well built since she trained every inch of her body to perfection. Her body is firm and toned but she hasn’t lost the curvaceous shape of her body. Because of her height she has long, strong limbs but they are well proportioned, her hands are typical female hands. Her feet are small compared to the rest of her body but that makes Amadis move graceful.
Skin: Her skin is slightly tanned and flawless on the area’s that aren’t damaged by wounds. She has scars on the ;
Back:-4 ragged diagonal scars on her back.
-On both her heels
Front:- Several scars on her wrists, the scars lie messy; diagonal, horizontal.
- A thick ,horizontal scar right under her chin and runs across her entire throat -almost like an necklace.
-Long ,thin scar under her breasts reaching from her left side to the other side.
- 30 cm horizontal scar under her abdomen, right above her private parts
Tattoos;- She has her number [A; 72.YH.666] tattoed in the back of her neck
Head: Average shape; Well trimmed eyebrows , long black eyelashes, round;oval eyes, straight nose and full peachy lips.
Torso: A slender hour glass figure with a large C cup size. She has a long torso.
Arms: Muscular and athletic long arms
Hands: Typical Female hands with hard knuckles and slender fingers.
Legs:Long and Curvy Powerful legs.
Feet:Petite feet.
Apparel Information
Head Gear://
Shirts: Corsets or simple tops.
Pants: Skinny or baggy jeans, usually dark colored.
Shoes: High heels, boots, all stars
Misc: Wears a ring around her ring finger and a necklace.
Fighting Information
Fighting Style: [unknown .No one lived to pass it on]
Years Practiced: about 13/14 years.
Description of style: Her fighting style is barbaric since she likes to make people suffer by playing a game .Her games are cruel and disgusting.She has no boundaries to who she fights , not even against children since she believes that if you face her and do not respect her , you're challenging her. The word 'fair' or 'mercy' doesn't apply in her way of fighting. She has two ways of fighting;
Control:
With A mix of Muay Thai ,grappling and Shoaling kungfu movements she hunts her opponent down and immobilizes him by breaking their joints.When his or hers limbs are broken or ripped off she tends so play with their minds by letting them think they could escape her wrath. Until they are filled with despair and hatred to wards her she slowly peels off their skin and just slashes them up with her bare hands.Making a morbid artwork of their flesh and bones.When she finds her 'Canvas' truly beautiful and perfect she videotapes the entire game and sends it to their next of kin or to a broadcasting site.
Out of control:
When things don't go according to her game she looses it and goes berserk. In this state she fights like an animal and will destroy her opponent until theres nothing left.
Strengths:
Mental: Her mind is complex and cannot be reached by those that have no experience with ‘such people’. Amadis is very manipulative and can talk her way out of any situation if needed. There isn’t a person or machine that call tell when she’s telling the truth or when she’s lying. Her bloodpressure always remain the same no matter what the circumstances are. She is in complete control of her emotions.
Physical: After years of constant training , Amadis is build for fighting and therefore has incredible power and speed. The saying that men are stronger in physical area’s than women doesn’t apply to her. Due to her height and weight she is almost equal to most male fighters. Her power comes from her hips and shoulders, with short bursts of speed she can increase her strength. She is a close range fighter and mostly depends on her reaction speed. To make up for her bad eyesight she has a highly developed sense of smell and hearing.Weaknesses:
Mental:-Due to her history of being brainwashed , mental attacks on her don’t work. She might be persuaded to change her mind with her favourite things but the price must be equal to what you’re asking from her.
- She can only function properly when being medicated. Without her medicine ,the whispers take over and makes her inhuman.Endangering herself even more.
The following Information is highly classified and cannot be used without my permission.-There are 2 stopwords embedded into her memory that control her every move. They are so powerful that they can stop her when she’s snaps and goes into the Demonstate;Adonai: “the ultimate Lord, the Supreme Lord, or Lord of all’ – Used by those that have the power to control her and therefore have the right to place themselves on her level.
Adonai,My lord: The title Adonai, therefore, emphasizes the sovereignty of God, the Lordship of God. The meaning of Adonai in the Hebrew language, God is Lord, clearly defines our role as servants of our Lord. – Can only be used by ‘servants’, normal people.
Physical: Her eyes are her main weakness. The sight of her eyes is reduced by 80% and the other by 20%. She refuses to wear glasses and therefore she often has headaches- doesn’t feel pain but she does feel pressure inside her head. She is weaker against smaller and faster opponents.
Amadis cannot run long distances for 2 reasons: she is out of shape and her knees cannot bear her weight after a while.
CIPA: Congenital insensitivity to pain.
This might be called a blessing or a curse. Yes she cannot feel pain and has a major advantage in battles but she’s constantly in danger of losing limbs due to infections and therefore needs to go to the hospital every week. Due to a nasty infection years back ,her knees have been badly affected. She can make sprints but it will not last for long. And she cannot set any limits to her actions. Whenever she thinks her body might be in danger she steps down.
Normally people aren't able to perspire but there are cases known to have a differnt kind of CIPA where they can. Only 30 cases have been reported about this kind and Amadis luckily has this kind.
History:
A; 72.YH.666 was born on a farm in Gällivare, a Swedish village in Gällivare Municipality in northern Sweden. At first glance she looked like any other baby, cute and healthy. But then her parents saw that she wasn’t the perfect child they wanted. The cute and ‘healthy’ baby wasn’t crying, she constantly poked her eyes and bit on her fingers. It got worse when she started teething, she literally chewed of the flesh of her fingers, bite her tongue and lips. Her parents panicked and went to see a doctor; he didn’t know what their child had. Only after a few months of testing they found the cause of her self mutilation. Amadis had the rare disorder called CIPA;
Congenital insensitivity to pain.
Since her parents weren’t one of the wealthiest people around they decided they couldn’t pay and take care of her. The harsh truth was that they wanted a normal child and she simply wasn’t it.
So they dumped her at an orphanage and forgot about her. And what happened to her? She was put in a room and strapped to a bed, for her own protection of course. During her stay there, some nurses noticed that she was waving and smiling to something that wasn’t there. They became worried that she might be seeing hallucinations but she wasn’t. What she saw was shadows of people, probably ghosts.
Due to her disorder and ‘gift’ it took a while before someone took any interest in her. The little girl had to wear huge diving goggles to protect her eyes from her constant poking and special gloves to prevent her from chewing off her own flesh.
After a few months someone took interest in her and her disorder. It was the 20 year old Mikhal Czarov . He came from a wealthy and well known Russian family. He didn’t look like the typical father since he had a few deep scars on his face but since he was the only one that wanted her, they agreed.
As soon as he put his signature on the adoption papers he took her with him to start a new life . Driving off in his black Mercedes he took her to a large monastery high up in the hills , near the border of Russia. He showed the new girl to a few monks and after they blessed her ,he took her to a large mansion, only a few kilometres away from the monastery.
She spent her first 5 years with him and his family in this mansion. The girl didn’t have a name but the wife of the man gave her the name ‘Maria’ for the time being. Slowly Maria warmed up to them and got to know their names; Mr. Mikhail and Anastasia Czarov
During these 5 years they helped her to control her self mutilation and tried to suppress her ability to see things that other could not.
For the following years she grew up in the monastery with fellow adopted children. You might think that what the people were doing was a good thing, but no. Secretly underneath the monastery there were dungeons ,cells. Places were children were trained to be killers.
It turned out that her ‘father’ was a violent and an important member of an Organization that trained people to kill. As such he began to train her to be a killer, from a young age he took her to warehouses where he and his servants tortured people that opposed the Organization. There were allot of people against their ways but nobody tried to say something about it. The elders, Rulers of the Organization had a special way to keep it that way.
The Organization brainwashed people from a young age and trained them to be monsters so that when there was a problem , it would be taken care of.
Soon Amadis was rising up to be the number one of the organization but then something happened. The shadows she saw began to move in on her ,attacked her .Soon after the attacks began, she started seeing devilish grimaces in the shadows and objects around her. She began to panic since she was only 10. As days went by she began to have severe spasms. The organization didn’t knew what she had and took her to a neurologist at the Psychiatric Clinic Wurzburg .He diagnosed her with "Grand Mal" epilepsy. Because of the strength of the epileptic fits, and the severity of the depression that followed, Amadis was admitted for treatment at the hospital. . Amadis's attacks were sometimes so strong that she would have to be held down by 3 men, or even chained up. When she was going wild she would often speak in a language she never learned.
When she got back to the monastery , she insulted, beat, and began biting the other members of her ’ family’. She refused to eat because the demons would not allow it. She slept on the stone floor, ate spiders, flies, and coal, and even began drinking her own urine. She could be heard screaming throughout the house for hours while breaking crucifixes, destroying paintings of Jesus, and pulling apart rosaries. Amadis began committing even worse acts of self-mutilation at this time, and the act of tearing off her clothes and urinating on the floor became commonplace .Her knees ruptured due to the 600 genuflections she performed obsessively. things got worse when she began to act like she was more than one person. The entire time she was screaming numbers and speaking in tongues:
1,2,3,4,5,6!!
1,2,3,4,5,6!!
When they asked her what it meant or who was in her , she would laugh hysterical but then after a few days she began to scream it and mutter something strange in Hebrew, Latin & Ancient Greek.
We are the ones who dwells inside
"Ah-nee-hoo-sha-show-CAIN-be-toe."("I am the one who dwelt within CAIN!")
"Eh-galee-shoo-quee-avi-avitah-NERO-eh-neh."(I am the one who dwelt within NERO!")
"Eh-no-ente-so-paro-thene-JUDAS-een."(I once dwelt within JUDAS!")
She was calling the 3 of the six but never got to the other three.They were names of demons and being a christian Organization they knew something was wrong.
The Elders decided they had to do something, it would be a waste to kill such a child with such potential. So they began to perform exorcisms on her and then drugging her by medication. Only after a year there was some sign of improvement. Slowly she began to ..change back into her old self. But Amadis would remain her psychotic mind. As years went by she became more stable due to the medication but she developed a cruel sense of humour.
Her aggressive and hostile personality came in handy for the Organization en soon she was working for them.They began to study her as she became mentally unstable,showing disorders. While being under medication it all went fine until one day she went missing for a couple of days. They didn't know what happened to her but when she came back, she did something that would make even the cold-hearted Elders shiver;
The members of the Organization were looking for her partners for a few days and when they reached her room they were horrified.
In the centre of the room they found Amadis sitting on the floor while feeding on raw flesh, human flesh. When they went further into her room they saw that it was painted red and soon they wound the remains of human bodies, each severely mutilated. Limbs and pieces of the torso were scattered through the room, having bite marks on them and it all got worse when they stood behind Amadis.. they saw 2 heads next to her. Their eyes were torn out and their jaw missing- it was ripped out. their skull was bashed in and what was Amadis eating? She held a third skull in her hands, it had no jaw but they had to throw up when they saw Amadis kissing an eye and then , pulling it out with her teeth..When the eye was out of its socket..she crushed the eye between her teeth and then pulling on the muscles that were attached to the eye..somewhat like eating spaghetti.
Her father walked in when she was about to start on the second eye, he backed slightly away from shock. He couldn’t believe his ‘daughter’ had turned into a monster. Quickly he ordered the servants to grab her and take her to a cell, but when they tried to touch her …she attacked them like a wild animal. She laughed hysterical while ripping their Adam’s apple out of their throat , when she was about to attack her father he stopped her by using her Stop word. She stood in front of him, her fingers only a few mm away from his throat. Amadis was hissing and drooling blood, showing her teeth to the one that raised her. He asked himself how he could’ve let this happen. Father watched how her body made wild spasm but her hand remaining stiff near his throat.
The demons were back.
But this time they only remained as whispers in her head. Telling her what to believe, creating her most twisted Belief.
The only true way to show you love them is to eat them.
Thus she ate her partners.
The Cannibal was born.
He shot her with a tranquilizer and moved her to a cellblock and get all chained up and muzzled. Her father couldn’t help her out of this one, the Elders decided she would be banned from Russia..no Europe, forever and be transferred to a mental institution in America. Far away from the Organization. She hated it. AMERICA?!! It was the most disgusting and unfitting place for her.
When Amadis heard the news warned them she would have her revenge. Slightly scared of what she might do they still proceeded to transfer her.
For the next 3 years she sat chained up and muzzled in a Solitary confinement. She was threaten pretty badly and even though they tried to confine her ,she managed to kill two people in her cell. She would stay there for the rest of her life , but then something happened.
Amadis got a visit from her Father. He asked her for a favour , saying that there were some problems. After hearing the ‘problems’ she refused the favour. But then he made an offer she couldn’t Refuse. If she did what they told her to do, she would be allowed back into her Home land. Without a second thought she accepted it.
And then..he left.
A mysterious fire burned down the room where all the files of the people in Solitary confinement were, and with no evidence against her they had to let her go.
She walked out of the Institution with her muzzle on and laughing. The people who worked there couldn’t bare to watch this monster get back into Society. But there was nothing they could do.
The Organization dropped her off at Hircine High. Why she was released and why she was sent here is still unknown but it wasn't a good sign.Photogallery
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