Post by Li on Dec 4, 2008 3:06:37 GMT 1
I've been thinking for a all this time. Having been around the RP board for... god knows how long, I'm trying to figure out why I'm still lurking. It's both a habit and a nagging feeling in the back of my head. There's a part of me that WANTS to come back.
So I've been keeping track of what's been going on and I think I finally know what my problem is. My character has been rotting. What bothered me the most is how time albeit somewhat out of sync has been flowing and my character, while with a good foundation is starting to fall. Li would be a senior now and off to whatever by next year. What have I done with him so far? Nothing. Rather, in those grace periods where I took a break due to work and such, it derailed my thinking and left me in a block.
Oddly enough, I can write my book, revise it and re-write entire chapters without worry because of how "perfect" i want the overall product to be, but I feel like, if I make a mistake here.... "meh, whatever."
Sorry, I'll get to my point. I'm gonna try and redo everything. New account, new character, new history, new fighting style and begin as a freshmen, with lots of time remaining. Maybe, I'll be able to get rolling again. Perhaps this will change things up a bit for me. I'll be amongst the ranks of a new generation.
Mods will probably know it's me, would appreciate it if you don't tell, nor place me in the VIP list. So, I bid you all farewell as Zerreth and Li. I'm going to try and start a new life.
Edit: I'm gonna wait a while before I actually start. It would be weird if I began right off the bat...
Not to mention OBVIOUS.
So I've been keeping track of what's been going on and I think I finally know what my problem is. My character has been rotting. What bothered me the most is how time albeit somewhat out of sync has been flowing and my character, while with a good foundation is starting to fall. Li would be a senior now and off to whatever by next year. What have I done with him so far? Nothing. Rather, in those grace periods where I took a break due to work and such, it derailed my thinking and left me in a block.
Oddly enough, I can write my book, revise it and re-write entire chapters without worry because of how "perfect" i want the overall product to be, but I feel like, if I make a mistake here.... "meh, whatever."
Sorry, I'll get to my point. I'm gonna try and redo everything. New account, new character, new history, new fighting style and begin as a freshmen, with lots of time remaining. Maybe, I'll be able to get rolling again. Perhaps this will change things up a bit for me. I'll be amongst the ranks of a new generation.
Mods will probably know it's me, would appreciate it if you don't tell, nor place me in the VIP list. So, I bid you all farewell as Zerreth and Li. I'm going to try and start a new life.
Edit: I'm gonna wait a while before I actually start. It would be weird if I began right off the bat...
Not to mention OBVIOUS.
