Post by Felix on Aug 12, 2007 9:28:10 GMT 1
(ooc- Kind of a realization for Felix, though feel free to interrupt his thoughts.)
Felix found himself sitting on top of the Hircine roof. He was gazing out across the courtyard, watching the small figures laugh and have fun, eat and chat with one another. It was the lunch period, and somehow he hadn't felt the need to eat today. He had started to think too much, which was unlike him. He was usually the one to think the least in things, letting himself get carried away and let his rash attitude handle situations.
Looking back around the vast roof, he hadn't seen a soul. It wasn't to say that no one was up here, but in his current line of sight, he saw no one, and some people were just good at hiding. 'Why am I up here in the first place, thinking to myself of all the things to do.' He shook his head roughly, a large collaboration of laughter reaching his ears and he slowly turned his head down and to the left. 'They have no understanding what so ever of the current situation. None of them probably even care. School is something you trudge through, not something you care about.'
He was referring to MacMillan's goon squad. Felix still wouldn't give them a respectable name. He had no real reason to. "Just another authority figure hiding behind the masses, it's rather amusing." He sighed loudly, releasing a deep breath along with it. A slight breeze came through in that instant, rustling his hair and blowing it to his right. His t-shirt clung to him and his rather baggy jeans took no notice at all of said breeze.
His mind had then sought to race, thoughts flying at him and then escaping in a matter of seconds; everthing from his past, and some recent events even reached his mind. "Why am I spending time thinking, I should be grabbing something to eat." As he spoke those words, his body did nothing to acknowledge them. Instead it kept him rooted to the spot, allowing him to watch the happy people down below.
As he looked down all he could do was think back to everything that had happened so far, faces racing through his mind, blurring in and out of focus. Was he going crazy, insane even? 'No.' His mind nearly shouted at him. 'I'm not going insane, I just have no real reason for coming back to this place. Had no good reason in the first place. It wouldn't have worked anyways.'
The last statement shook him from his mind, his self aware, self assured attitude was back and he frowned down at the students. "My plan for revenge wouldn't even work, because I was the one to blame. Just me." He slouched his shoulders a bit, trying to hide himself from the blazing sun. 'Maybe it is time to get some food,' he thought to himself, not able to get up or do anything about his growing hunger.
Felix found himself sitting on top of the Hircine roof. He was gazing out across the courtyard, watching the small figures laugh and have fun, eat and chat with one another. It was the lunch period, and somehow he hadn't felt the need to eat today. He had started to think too much, which was unlike him. He was usually the one to think the least in things, letting himself get carried away and let his rash attitude handle situations.
Looking back around the vast roof, he hadn't seen a soul. It wasn't to say that no one was up here, but in his current line of sight, he saw no one, and some people were just good at hiding. 'Why am I up here in the first place, thinking to myself of all the things to do.' He shook his head roughly, a large collaboration of laughter reaching his ears and he slowly turned his head down and to the left. 'They have no understanding what so ever of the current situation. None of them probably even care. School is something you trudge through, not something you care about.'
He was referring to MacMillan's goon squad. Felix still wouldn't give them a respectable name. He had no real reason to. "Just another authority figure hiding behind the masses, it's rather amusing." He sighed loudly, releasing a deep breath along with it. A slight breeze came through in that instant, rustling his hair and blowing it to his right. His t-shirt clung to him and his rather baggy jeans took no notice at all of said breeze.
His mind had then sought to race, thoughts flying at him and then escaping in a matter of seconds; everthing from his past, and some recent events even reached his mind. "Why am I spending time thinking, I should be grabbing something to eat." As he spoke those words, his body did nothing to acknowledge them. Instead it kept him rooted to the spot, allowing him to watch the happy people down below.
As he looked down all he could do was think back to everything that had happened so far, faces racing through his mind, blurring in and out of focus. Was he going crazy, insane even? 'No.' His mind nearly shouted at him. 'I'm not going insane, I just have no real reason for coming back to this place. Had no good reason in the first place. It wouldn't have worked anyways.'
The last statement shook him from his mind, his self aware, self assured attitude was back and he frowned down at the students. "My plan for revenge wouldn't even work, because I was the one to blame. Just me." He slouched his shoulders a bit, trying to hide himself from the blazing sun. 'Maybe it is time to get some food,' he thought to himself, not able to get up or do anything about his growing hunger.