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Post by kruzy on Feb 11, 2007 18:42:23 GMT 1
The movie was over, adn Raven shut the tv off. The room was like a bird in the oven, just a little light, but dark everywhere else. Raven said her goodnights basically before dozing off the sleepy land. "G-goodnight Raven.... and same to you" He said replying to her in a low-tone, as not to wake her as she fell asleep. After about fifteen minutes... Kruzy as well fell asleep, their hands slowly fell to a normal swing apart from eachothers, and dangled off the couch with no motion.
*****6 hours later*****
*"Aaint aaint aaint aaint"*..... that was the sound of Kruzy's cell phone in his back pocket, he had always put it their, and it was his only source of an alarm clock. At first it was just a sound to him. Nothing that he would really wake up to, but it had it's different settings... the frist time was sound, and the second time was the sound and vibration.... so another ten minutes past.... Kruzy was in a half sleep.... his eyes squinted, a smile on his face that Raven hasn't left his arms through the whole night. But then again... Kruzy's arm was asleep, they somhow managed to get her on top of his right arm, and he had that needle feeling all up and down it.... but for now, the sleep would help him ignore it.
*"Aaint brrrrr, Aaint brrrr etc...etc..."* the second alarm went off.. which told Kruzy that it was 7-o'clock, and the feeling while on the couch had a slight tickle.... The vibration running up and down his butt, then into his back, shimmying the couch a very little bit.... Kruzy's head arose after that, his eyes wide open.... now he was nervous again.
The needles in his arm tingled with that needle like pain, without the blood circulating, it was as if he could probably swing it into a glass window and not feel a thing. But he couldn't anyways.... sombody was lying on top of it....
Kruzy slowly pulled his arm out, trying not to awaken her, as he now sat up and climbed over her. He placed a blanket over her that he saw draped over a chair, and added another pillow to lay under-neath her silky black hair. ~wow... she's so beautiful~ he thought to himself...... ~now..... wheres the bathroom~. He walked around the house, looking for the bathroom... and eventually found it. Trying not to awaken her, he slowly closed the door.... it squeaking pretty loudly..... ~damn door~ he whispered. The did his buisness.... flushing the toilet. ~shhhhh! shhhhh!... god this bathroom is loud~.
He then proceeded to the kitchen where he still see her lay on the couch, her eyes like squinting as if maybe having a dream, or just breaching the point to wake up..... he smiled. And helped himseld to a glass of orange juice. He was thinking about somthing else.... but his thoughts proceeded himself..... he would stay here till she woke up.... he liked her.
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Post by raven on Feb 12, 2007 14:07:50 GMT 1
Raven heard the little beep.. it was somewhere off in her dreams. For once her nightmares didn't come and she felt safe wrapped up tightly in Kruzy's arms. They had shifted in the night and she lay closer to him now, and unfortunately on top of his arm. She slept peacefully her breathing deep and soft. Her pale eyelids closed and that hair that could be her name sake covered part of her face and her shoulder. She slept the beep only becoming part of the dream. The one where she wasn't alone anymore, Kruzy was with her, and they were happy. Of course that was just a dream she had no idea if he actually wanted to be with her or not. Truth was that she wanted to find someone to share her days and experiences with. And her mind and shoved poor unsuspecting Kruzy in that line.
Kruzy moved and she felt the covers of the blanket come up around her. In her half asleep state since he moved she smiled softly but didn't wake as he looked at her nor as he went to the bathroom. The bathroom was just inside her room, since it was a one bedroom apartment that was the only place to put it. So it was there, in her room that had a large bed in the center with red sheets and a black comforter. Sheer curtains drapped down from a canopy and surrounded the bed. Dark wood nightstands sat on either side and there was a matching desk. Glow in the dark stars spotted the ceiling in real constellations. Raven fully woke when the toilet flushed and Kruzy came back out and went into the kitchen.
She turned over on her back her breathing taking that sharp inhale that said she was awake. Her fists came up and rubbed her eyes. She missed Kruzy's arms all ready. Sitting up Raven ran a hand through her hair and her blue eyes opened and found Kruzy watching her. She blushed deeply and got up off the couch folding the blanket and placing it back where Kruzy had found it. He was really sweet she had to give him that and she found herself wanting to make a more.. bold move.
"Good morning. I hope.. you slept well." she said softly with a blush as she came into the kitchen. That blush didn't leave because of the ideas going through her mind, she didn't have enough nerve to kiss him just yet unless maybe it looked like he wanted to be kissed which .. well she was trying to avoid having to make that move on her own. She stepped forward to him and blushed deeper.
"Would you.. like some breakfast? I can cook some if you are hungry." she said softly as she looked up at Kruzy with her pale eyes, she really didn't want him to leave but she knew that he would go soon. It was only natural she couldn't imagine him wanting to spend all day here. Thinking about him leaving made her make her move. She moved forward before her nerves could stop her and she hugged Kruzy around the neck closing her eyes and hoping her was okay with this. After all he had held her all night.
"I suppose.. I'm not yet.. ready to say goodbye." she whispered softly as she lay in his arms for a moment enjoying the touch of them and trying to memorize it for later when she was alone again.
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Post by kruzy on Feb 14, 2007 0:23:37 GMT 1
((OOC: some parts may be mature, so just go with me here.... im not going to let it get as far tho... lol)) Her arms wrapped around Kruzy's neck, and she whispered that she wasn't ready to say goodbye.... this inticed Kruzy in two different ways... the first way was that he became shy, and blushed deeply with just the fact that he liked her... the second.. was well........ "I'm not ready either....." He whispered... his voice somewhat vibrating in his throat.... something was different at the moment.... he wasn't just embarrasses at the fact that he liked her.. but somthing else. He became arroused somwhat....
Kruzy fell into her hug, with his waiste kind of bent out, so that she could not notice anything, well, unless she noticed a bit of a buldge... But before she could look down, Kruzy went for it.... he hugged his arms around her tighter, and then fell into a kiss. Interlocking his lips with hers. It was a decently long kiss, they were both in sync pretty well also. It felt as if the whole world stopped moving just for them, all Kruzy thought about were her beautiful lips upon his own. Her beautiful eyes, and her lovely voice with that accent... could he be falling in love so fast? Love at first sight?
They stopped almost the same time, Kruzy pulling out of it a little faster than she. He stared into her eyes for a long time, and smiled as he found that sparkle in the back of her eyes... that sparkle, the one he's always looked for in a girl that he wanted to like. Raven had it....
"Your eyes..... their... your beautiful" He said staring at her, his arms still tangled behind her back, his body up-right again...(hmm) It was definitly a good feeling.
"I.. Im sorry....." He then said, letting go of Raven, pulling away.. and then turning around, he had just remembered, he wasn't exactly limber.... or limp.... He blushed deeply, trying to calm himself down...this was a huge embarrassment... and somthing that shed probably be upset with him possibly for.
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Post by raven on Feb 14, 2007 1:48:41 GMT 1
Raven looked up at him as his arms came around her small body and hugged her back. A smile crossed her face as she figured that he must like her too or he wouldn't be hugging her, or so it would seem anyway. She noticed the way he stood but she figured it was just maybe his way of hugging her and so she stepped into it a little more. But he seemed to be evading complete contact and she was about to move and look down to see what the problem was when suddenly his lips found hers. Raven's eyes closed softly her black eyelashes lay against her pale cheeks as she kissed him back and let her lips dance with his softly her heart raced amazingly fast she felt like she had just finished a run when the kiss finally broke.
He straightened up and instinctively Raven moved in hugging him more fully laying her head on his chest and at first she didn't feel the bulge that was .. there. She just was enjoying his arms around her like last night. But when she did finally figure out what it was she blushed softly but said nothing. He looked into her eyes and told her that her eyes.. and then she was beautiful. She blushed brighter and was about to say something to him about it when he suddenly pulled back. For a moment Raven stood there not understanding just what was going on, why he had pulled away after saying something so nice to her. Then when he appologized her brow furrowed. Maybe it was because she was Russian and not born in this country but she didn't understand what he was appologizing for.
"Steven?" she asked softly stepping up to him and taking his arm wrapping both of hers around it and hugging it to her softly. "Don't appologize."
Gently taking his hand in her own she turned him to face her again. Her eyes never left his face, not because she was trying to avoid something else but because she was trying to get across how much he meant to her already. She smiled softly at him and stepped back into his arms cupping his cheek softly in her hand.
"I really.. well I.. like.. I like you." she got out finally with a blush. "A lot. I know.. we just met yesterday but.. but I.. I do Steven I really do." she said with a gentle smile letting her eyes fall to the floor. And with that summoning up all her courage she moved back up and kissed him again, since he had made the first move and opened the door of kissing to them she was going to make the second kiss and she made it soft but passionate letting her lips meld with his break then meld for an even longer kiss letting him hold her in his arms as tightly as he wanted. When the kiss broke she blushed but didn't move from his arms.
"Would you.. like breakfast.. or maybe.. we could go out somewhere and do something.. I.. what do you want to do?" she asked softly leaning against him all she knew was that she didn't want him to leave her just yet.
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Post by kruzy on Feb 22, 2007 22:52:31 GMT 1
Kruzy finally felt at ease, Raven was the real deal. A sweet and pretty girl, one that Kruzy already thought was mroe than special. This now made Kruzy think that this was the best part about moving to Cali, it was becoming great. Kruzy blushed as Raven asked him to breakfeast or to go out to eat or whatever, and then he immediatly smiled, thinking of the best way to say yes, without sounding the least bit too foward. "I would of course love to eat somthing with you... maybe we could go out?... I don't really feel a need for you to work at making somthing to eat.... theirs no need... let me treat you" KRuzy said, almost talking as if he had a lot of money, but all he had was his recent pay from work.... five hundred dollars under the table in cash.... illegal, but it paid bills.
"When ever your ready.... im not sure if you want to change or whatever.... im going in these" He chuckled kind of softly, grinning of the fact that he had no real choice to wear what he was, he slept over in them.
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Post by raven on Feb 23, 2007 6:21:03 GMT 1
((yay Kruzy posty!!))
Raven looked up at Kruzy and smiled softly as he told her that he wanted to go out with her and get something to eat. She was happy that he was like her, not wanting this to end so soon though she knew eventually she would have to say goodbye to him. Hopefully though they would call each other and get together more often. Raven chuckled softly when he told her he was going to take off in the clothes he had on and she had changed last night just before dinner so she was allright for the most part. She looked up at him and blushed.
"Let me get my shoes." she said as she finally moved out of his arms. Raven went into her room and found some white tennis shoes she sat on the edge of the bed and put them on lacing them up she smiled as she thought about Kruzy and how taking a weird route during her run and enabled them to meet. She brushed her hair incase there were tangles in it and grabbed her purse and put her keys and the like inside.
"Ready." she said coming back out and tucking her hair behind her ear, a habit of hers. she smiled as she laced her hand with his and blushed softly. She felt so knew to this whole dating thing even though she wasn't she was only knew to dating Kruzy and he was as shy as she was, she liked that though, it was refreshing.
"Hey Kruzy?" she asked softly as they stepped out of her apartment. "What.. are we? Are we.. dating now? Or.. just friends.." she asked softly as she pressed the button for the elevator.
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Post by kruzy on Feb 24, 2007 1:38:34 GMT 1
As Raven asked if they were dating or just friends, Kruzy's face immediatly turned to a snow white, then glazed over in red. ~Dating..... me?..... I... Girlfriend?~ Was the first thing that came into his head... but he tried and quickly shook it out to think of the first thing that logically came to his mind.... "Um.. well, i definitly like you way more than a friend.... though we just met last night... but it seems as if...." He then hesitated for a few seconds, taking a breath,... "as if, well.... I'd really like to say..... i want to.... er..... Raven?" He then spoke locking his eyes on hers.. "WILL you go out with me?" He asked, trying to make it seem more official, and also keeping any kind of suspense off of his own shoulders... he'd love it for her to say yes....
Before she could answer the elevator door opened up, and they walked inside.... Kruzy was now kind of nervous.... what if she said no? and she wanted to be better friends first.... ~it wouls be okay i guess.....we still only just met~ He thought again in his head... becoming even more ansy and nervous... his eyes widening, like a child at a toy store.... as if he found the toy...err... girl that he's always wanted.
"I really like you..... Raven.... your beautiful" He sputtered out, right before she answered.
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Post by raven on Feb 25, 2007 20:09:37 GMT 1
Raven watched as Kruzy turned white before he turned red and she smiled softly. He was so cute. He began to stumble over his words but she waited patiently wondering what he might say. Sure he liked her more than a friend but that didn't necessarily mean he wanted to date her. But when he finally got the question out she blushed and was about to answer when the doors opened and Kruzy led her into the elevator. As the doors closed Raven didn't press the button for the first floor just yet instead she turned to him to answer but again before she could he blurted out that she was beautiful and he really liked her. Raven blushed making a slightly bold move, at least for her it was.
Raven stepped up to him and smiled softly as she reached her arms up high around his neck and hugged him gently. It had been a long time since Felix and she had to admit that Kruzy's arms felt amazingly sturdy around her. she didn't want to leave them and she didn't want to know a day without them.
"I would love to go out with you, Stephen." she said softly with a warm smile as she pulled back gently and looked into his eyes. She was smiling brighter now than ever before. "And.. " she blushed very deeply.
"You're welcome at my place any time you want.. to stay.. sleep.. visit.. live.. whatever. I like being around you Stephen." she said softly and she smiled gently leaning against him hugging him again in the elevator.
"Maybe after breakfast you could show me your car. The one that you were working on?' she asked as she pulled back and took his hand again in hers before pressing the button. She leaned against him gently as the elevator began it's descent.
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Post by kruzy on Feb 28, 2007 3:14:14 GMT 1
Her hug was a warm and delicate one at that. Her soft skin rubbed on his neck, as she drew in close to him. It was a great feeling, to be liked, to have sombody that cares. And having a girlfriend was meaning that Kruzy was finally having a reason to settle down from racing, and fighting people. ~And my life has finished it's storm~ He thought to himself, and grinned deeply to himself as her hands began to leave his neck, then made contact with his again. "I'd be glad to show you my car after breakfeast.... since we have a nice walk to get their anywho" He let off a soft chuckle, as the elevator finished it's decent to the first floor. "You have any idea where you'd like to eat?... I don't even know much about this state, let alone this city....heh" Kruzy finished talking when the thought finally hit him.... she invited him to visit, sleep stay, etc, whenever he'd like, and the truth was that he didn't have a place of his own in the begin with. He was one that would sleep anywhere he could get his hands on. Lucky for him his boss gave him acces to stay at the garage, where he lay in a small back room, where thier was a shower, and a toilet, a sink, and a small microwave. Just enough to live his life.
He finally thought about her offer some more, and as they were walking hand in hand, he stopped, pulling on hers just a little enough for her to stop and face him. "Can.... can i stay with you?... like... actually stay?" He let roll slowly off his lips, somwhat quite shy, but also becoming more and mroe foward with being around her some more.
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Post by raven on Feb 28, 2007 4:18:08 GMT 1
Raven smiled. A bright smile too. Things were finally looking up for her. She had a decent job at a local bakery about equal distance between school and home. She had a nice place to stay that was in a nice area she didn't have to worry too much and she had a nice place to run. But now things were even more so better because she had Kruzy with her. They were dating now and she couldn't be happier, true they had moved fast into a relationship but she didn't mind at all, in fact she liked it, because they seemed to have near instant chemistry and both of them were getting stronger with each other every moment. They were learning to become more forward and soon they would be closer than now.
The elevator chimed and Kruzy asked if she knew where to get breakfast and she shook her head. Truth was she cooked all the time she wasn't used to eating out often. But she was willing to try it out if he wanted to take her and it seemed more like a date that way now that they were together. Out in the morning coolness of the day the fog hung low over the city but the sun was starting to peek through the clouds it would probably be a nice day. Kruzy said she could see his car after breakfast and it would be another nice long walk for them, remeniscient of yesterday only now they could hold hands.
Suddenly she felt a tug on her hand and she turned around to face Kruzy who was looking rather shy about something. Raven took a step forward and heard his question. As she did a smile started on her face and grew until it lit up her eyes as well as the pale skin there. Reaching up she touched his chin and kissed him softly on the lips for a moment before pulling back.
"Of course you can. I would love it if you did. I haven't slept as good as I did last night in months. I'm certainly not going to turn you down. And besides, I would love to have your company every day." she said softly. "We can spend more time together that way."
Raven smiled and squeezed the hand she still held as she resumed her position by his side. She liked Kruzy liked him a lot and somehow her hand in his just felt right. Her eyes scanned the street they were on and she pointed to a small seaside diner that looked promising.
"We could watch the ocean and eat together." she said with a soft blush. "Maybe.. we could get a booth.. and.. umm.. sit close." she whispered and looked down shyly as she held his hand softly in her own.
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Post by kruzy on Mar 3, 2007 17:22:53 GMT 1
Kruzy fell into her kiss and it just felt right. His mind was as if in another dimension, with no worries and problems when next to her.... it was great... They walked a little till the salt ocean air was a huge noticable difference. Raven spoke up and said she'd like to try the little resturant on the beach side. It sounded like a great idea, since Kruzy didn't have any options of his own. They went inside to where they waited at a front podium, waiting for a waiter to seat them.
"How may i help you too? Booth or Table? The waitress said... with then Kruzy replying..
"Uh, can we get a booth? next to the window please?" They were then walked to a nice little booth in the corner of the resturant. The view was immaculant... the ocean still had the reflection of the sun, turning the water a nice blue red and pink tint. And the sky was just ridding of all teh clouds, with it's light blue peakin out.
"Wow.... it's beautiful ain't it"... Kruzy said as he waited for Raven to sit, then sitting rather closely beside her... giving her a blushed smile.
"Just tell me when your ready to order"
"And here i thought you couldn't get any prettier... your beautiful.. the beach view suits you hun" Kruzy blushed slightly, but this time his words were mroe confident... which was a good thing...
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Post by raven on Mar 3, 2007 19:33:36 GMT 1
Kruzy seemed okay with the idea of eating in the ocean side restaurant. Together they walked over hand in hand and went inside. There were tons of windows all over the outside walls and even some of the inner walls making it so no matter where you sat the ocean and beach could be seen. It was magnificent and she was happy now that she had seen this place it would be a nice place for them to come and eat dinner. The hostess asked where they wanted to sit and Raven's shyed away a little because she was good with one and one but strangers in public still unnerved her a bit she was working on it but it would still take time before she could be more open with someone she didn't know.
The hostess led them to a beautiful corner booth and Raven's eyes lit up at the view. It was fantastic. She slid into the booth and placed her purse close by. Kruzy slid in next to her and she smiled softly taking her eyes away from the beautiful scenery to hear his comment. She blushed a dark red and smiled shyly at him. He was filled with compliments about her beauty. She leaned in and kissed his cheek softly her hand cupping his other cheek.
"Only because you are here with me." she whispered in his ear. Blushing a shade deeper she pulled back and scooted close so they could touch and be close while they picked what they wanted to eat.
"Lets see what we should eat." she said softly as she picked up one of the menus and lay it in front of them and opened it so they could read it together. Raven's head fell sideways landing gently on Kruzy's shoulder as her blue eyes read the pages of the menu wondering what she would want for breakfast.
"What are you in the mood for?" she asked curiously. All she knew was that hot chocolate was a definate must.
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Post by kruzy on Mar 5, 2007 1:32:47 GMT 1
Kruzy blushed softly, as it was somthing that would just take time, if ever to go away while being with a girl. She leant her head upon his shoulder, and Kruzy rubbed her back a little bit as well, just to not ignore the fact that her head was their basically. Raven then continued to ask what Kruzy was in the mood for.... thier were so many things on the menu that Kruzy didn't really know.... except for the fact he wanted scrambled eggs....
"Um... maybe a coffee and uh......... eggs?" He said aloud, saying *eggs* in such a comical sense. He then continued to go throuhg the menu, turning the pages slowly so that raven could look along with him.... bacon.... ham, pancakes, french toast etc.. etc..
"What do you want..... babe" He said with a slight smirk on his face, shifting his eyes over to hers, then giving her a slight kiss on the lips.
"Are you two ready to order?" the waitress came over with a smile and said.
"Um... i think we would like our drinks... but uh... we need more time for the food.." Kruzy spoke out after glancing at raven first, and then looked back at the menu, then the waitress again..... "Um, ill have a cup of coffee... extra milk, and extra... EXTRA sugar" He said once again with a comical joke sense, sicne he literally had to have that extra sugar...
"And this pretty lady will have...." He said with a smile looking into raven's eyes.... thinking she may be embarassed by the fact he said it to the waitress....
"You two are too cute.... and for you my dear?" She said while writing down Kruzy's order, and then directing her attention to Raven.
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Post by raven on Mar 6, 2007 11:06:38 GMT 1
Raven smiled softly feeling Kruzy's arm rubbing her back. At least he didn't seem to mind that her head lay on his shoulder. She liked being close to him and now she had a roomate. She wondered when he would want to move in, perhaps after he showed her his car they could go get his things. They looked over the menu and he mentioned that he wanted coffee and then eggs but said eggs so cutely she chuckled softly as she looked up at him. Returning her attention back to the menu her eyes read over what they had to offer and she decided on the pancakes before he asked.. calling her babe.
She looked up blushing but smiling. Gently he leaned in and kissed her softly. She broke it abruptly when the waitress came by and Raven blushed as she asked what they wanted. Kruzy being the braver of the two in public seemed to get up the courage to order some coffee and then calling Raven pretty which made her turn a shade more red she was asked what she wanted.
"I would like some hot chocolate please." she said softly.
"Of course, I'll get that right to you." the waitress said leaving the new couple alone again. Raven looked up at Kruzy and smiled.
"Hear that Steven, we're cute." she chuckled. She leaned in and kissed him softly again returning the one he had given her earlier. Blushing she pulled back smiling brightly. "I'm happy I got to meet you yesterday. Thank you for coming to talk to me. And I'm even happier you're comiing to live with me, I look forward to our days together."
She smiled and blushed softly as her head took it's place again on his shoulder. Her eyes looked at the menu again but she already knew what she wanted so she just let Kruzy still look since he had yet to decide on what he wanted to eat. But she was more enjoying his company anyway. She looked up at him with another soft smile, seeming that her smile just wouldn't leave her face today.
"I think I'm going to get the pancakes." she said softly as she pulled away from his shoulder so she could look into his eyes. "What about you? Decided yet?"
There was a couple walking hand in hand on the beach and Raven's eyes flittered over to them and froze. A blush rose on her face but she quickly dropped her eyes and focused back on Kruzy, thinking about how they should do that one day. Perhaps not today but she hoped they would be together a long time and there would be other days a walk on the beach could take place.
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Post by kruzy on Mar 11, 2007 7:04:28 GMT 1
Kruzy smiled as well, looking at the beach and seeing the couple hand in hand. Then looking over at Raven, her soft eyes looking back at him, he smiled for a bit and just knew what she was thinking. It wasn't that far off to guess it....
"Maybe when we're done.... we.... we could walk the beach as well..... and i could, hold your hand?" He said as his voice went from sturdy and confident, over to being shy once again, ending his comment with a question like tone, seeing if she'd mind it or not.
Kruzy was begining to get the butterflies, his feeling for her were getting overwhelming, and though it hasn't been even 24 hours of being together, he could sense in her beautiful eyes that she was perfect... for him at least.... but he still thought she was no matter what.
"Beautiful" He said quietly under his breath, while staring into her eyes.... as he did, he blushed to a deep shade of red, and moved in closer. He followed this up with an upcoming kiss on her lips, locking thier faces tother for a good five or so seconds, while the waitress walked over and interupted...
Are you....... oh im sorry to bother you..... but thats so cute..... the waitress pronounced, she saw them both kissing, then saw as Kruzy's face was beat red... he was still embarassed over these kind of public displays... but he'd eventually get used to it.
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Post by raven on Mar 12, 2007 3:11:19 GMT 1
Raven looked up as Kruzy looked out the window and then back at her. She smiled shyly at him. He seemed to have either deduced what she had been thinking about or was thinking about it himself. It was just so romantic and if Raven was one thing at heart aside from shy it was romantic. He told her that perhaps after breakfast they could walk the beach and then.. more shyly than before asked if he could hold her hand. As if he had to ask. It was cute that he did but he needent ask for anything like that, she liked Kruzy there was some kind of near instant connection between the two. They were happy together and though both shy they could find their confidence together.
"I'd love it if you held my hand while we walk." she whispered as he moved closer. He called her beautiful and she closed her eyes smiling just because it was.. wonderful to hear someone say that. That she of all people was.. beautiful.
He kissed her. And the very moment their lips met Raven's face turned a red that would rival Kruzy's own. She, like himself, was unused to kissing in public. She had done it before, with Felix her ex, but only a few times they had rarely gone anywhere. But she had to admit, venturing out and kissing in public with Kruzy was a nice change. She wanted to be someone special for Kruzy and someone he could be proud to say he was with. The kiss was short though because it was interupted by the waitress coming back. Raven pulled back and her blush only deepend as they once again were called cute.
"I would like the pancakes." she said with a soft smile to the waitress but she couldn't make eye contact, she was just too shy to do that, especially after a kiss. The waitress set Kruzy's coffee and her hot chocolate down taking out her pad and writing it down before expectantly looking at Kruzy.
Once the waitress left with a giggle and a wink to the couple Raven turned her attention back to Kruzy. She smiled at him and reached up gently touching his face lightly. There was something about him that just made her happy, carefree, like she was before moving to San Fransico. She was happy that she had decided to run that way yesterday and happier she didn't let her shyness get the best of her and had actually invited Kruzy up for dinner.
"Where do you live now?" she asked curiously trying to spark some conversation despite them both being so shy. "We'll go by soon and get your things so you can move in. And, if you need anything, we can go shopping later."
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Post by kruzy on Mar 17, 2007 20:09:54 GMT 1
Kruzy frowned lightly as raven asked him where he lived at the current state. He was quite embarrassed as he thought about it to himself, as he really didn't have a home... but he wasn't quite a bum seeing how he has a job and all. Being a good friend at the auto shop, Kruzy and the owner became close friends through Kruzy's father back in Mass. And he let him stay at the shop to sleep and get back onto his feet eventually... but being with Raven would help this a lot.
"I...uh.. kinda live at the shop where i work right now..." He said quietly, but she could at least hear him. "I came over not having any plans or money for where to live, so i became kinda sunk... im just lucky my dad knew the owner back when they worked together in Mass".... Kruzy looked at raven as he spoke his second sentence, making good eye contact, directing his attention towards her.
~It was still hard trying to get that out though, who else can say they came and live in a garage now anyways?~ He thought to himself, lightly smiling now, finding a slight humor in the whole ordeal.
"We don't have to rush for my things, all i need is my car and clothes.... but i have to buy some more anywho" And that was true, Kruzy's clothes at the meantime weren't the cleanest things he could have on while eating out. Pair of blue jeans with a oil spot under the knee, and two t-shirts on, one of which that was covered in oil, that he threw out, the other which he was wearing was a bit tighter of a white t-shirt, semi clean. Along with that he had oil slick yet dried work boots....
"do you know where thier are some good stored around here?"
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Post by raven on Mar 18, 2007 19:13:13 GMT 1
Raven looked at Kruzy as he spoke and she smiled at him reassuringly placing her hand on his upper leg gently. He seemed a little embarrassed about where he lived but it didn't matter to her. Really it didn't. At least he had been given a roof over his head and he had a job, Raven smiled gently because she knew things must be looking up for Kruzy now he had a place to live again, a real one, with her, he wouldn't have to worry about not having a place to really call home.
"Well you have a real home now. With me." she smiled softly and looked up at him. She liked Kruzy he was shy but he could find confidence when he needed it and she liked that spark in him. Not to mention she loved the way he had held her last night even after just meeting her, he had held her all night for once in such a long time she was rested.
He mentioned that he really just needed his car and his clothing and she smiled. It would be odd to date someone with a car, she never had but she was happy that he had one, that would make going places a lot easier sometimes. She nodded softly at his question.
"Oh definatly. There's the mall and then there's some small shops that might cater to you as well. I don't know the kind of clothes you normally like to wear so you'll have to help me out on that one but I'm sure we can find something." she said with a gentle smile as she looked up in Kruzy's eyes.
"And I work at the bakery that's a few blocks from the school." she said with a bright smile. "So, if you want to get something sweet later we could always stop in, I'm off today but we could go get something if you want. Though I usually bring things home all the time, because my boss gives them to me." she chuckled.
"But.. I think I have my sweetest.. right.. here." she whispered. Raven blushed at the corny yet romantic line as she leaned in and kissed Kruzy gently on the lips her hand moved up from his leg to his cheek to touch it gently as they shared another morning kiss together. When the kiss broke Raven bit her lower lip and looked up at him she closed her eyes and sighed.
"There is.. one thing.. I should tell you before you get too close to me." she whispered tears burning her eyes as they opened glistening softly with the uncried tears. She looked down and leaned her forehead against his shoulder. She couldn't look him in the eyes. "You may.. hate me.. or.. not want me after this." she whsipered.
"But.. when I was with Felix, all that time ago.. we were forced to join a gang. Given the options of join or die, we joined so we could find a way out together." she whispered. "But.. when Felix left town.. and never came back he left me.. still in the gang and I .. I haven't heard from them or anything.. not since moving here but I'm afraid.. that I might still be a member." she confessed.
"The Hand.. they.. they won't let me go easily.. if Kvist finds out that I'm here, he'll know I'm still a member and.. and I dont want you to become involved if you.. don't want to. I'm not worth it." she cried tears sliding down her face as she did so because she really didn't want to lose Kruzy, he was so good and so honest.
"I should have told you before.. but I... I was having so much fun being with you, I like.. you a lot Kruzy I feel something deep for you and I dont want to see you hurt." she looked up at him with her tears streaming down her pale cheeks. "If you.. hate me.. or want to leave me.. I'll understand.. I'm sorry.. I just.. want you to know before.. so you can.. make a choice."
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Post by kruzy on Mar 19, 2007 22:13:55 GMT 1
Just before Raven siad she was in a gang Kruzy knew that their was hard news for her to say. Why else would she hide her face.... and this made Kruzy mentally nervous at first..
~Was she pregnant before?, or still in love?~ But those were the two things out of a hundred he had wondered about in those few seconds. But it wasn't that, it wasn't that at all.
Raven confessed in a shy and scared manner, Kruzy could feel her almost like shaking beside him, and could hear her voice wander from calm to mixed. Then she came out with it.... she was a member of the Hand. Odd, how such a pretty and sweet, and shy young girl could be a member of such... but what Kruzy had to say in return was probably going to shock her... but maybe not.
"hahahaha" He laughed out loud at first, showing no hard feelings toward her in the least. Kruzy wasn't one to get scared off so easily, he may be shy at times.... but when it comes down to it, he's a tough competitor.
"Thats nothing to be worried about baby.... I'll protect you.... nobody will take you from me.... ever"... Kruzy stated in a very brave voice, but it was true.... he'd die first, and she was somthing that he would want to protect. He put his index finger below her chin, lifting it from his shoulder, and lowered himself to herr level bending down a little. He quickly had her lips meet with his, and gave her an "it's okay" kind of kiss.....
"Im in a gang too..... but then one im in is to protect people like you... and the school, and the city." He then pulled his hand out from hers, and showed her the ring bearing upon his finger.... "The watchmen".. he stopped and smiled, proud to be in a group fixed on helping others...
"If you don't like me as well for being in the Watchmen, id leave for you.. but.....i dunno if i could... so fast.... i want to be made somthing.. i want to be a legend to this place.. everywhere for the matter." He stopped talking while holding his hand straight out in front of him.... starring at the ring on his hand, his eyes as if in another world... gazing upon it....day dreaming.
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Post by raven on Mar 19, 2007 22:34:25 GMT 1
Raven's eyes opened quickly. He was.. laughing. She almost wanted to look up at him to find out if it was that good natured smile or one of those 'reached the breaking point' kind of smile. He lifted her chin up and she let him looking up into his eyes her cheeks were wet with her tears. He kissed her then and her heart stopped as she kissed him back. She had expected many things. Fear, anger, betrayal, .. but a kiss was the last thing she had thought to recieve from him just as she told him that she had been forced into the gang. She had figured that maybe he wouldn't beleive she had been forced at all, that maybe she was just saying that but Kruzy did beleive her.
He told her about his own gang and showed her the ring that was on his finger. She listened as he told her that his gang was good and made to protect people, even people like her. She stopped crying now as she listened his voice was so soft and so confident. This was the first time she had really heard such innate confidence in his voice and it was beautiful. She smiled softly as he told her he would leave the gang for her and looked at his ring. Her hand reached out and clasped the hand with the ring gently bringing it back to her.
"I woud never ask you to leave something so good." she whispered to him. "I'm proud to know you Steven, and I am so happy you aren't mad at me, or upset. I didn't want to lose you, so I thought maybe.. being honest. I didn't want to see you get hurt, I care for you too much to let something terrible happen to you. I'd blame myself because I didn't warn you, so I had to tell you." she smiled softly.
She loved how he called her small little pet names like babe and baby, no one had ever done that before, Everyone just called her Raven, she had never had a nickname or a pet name before. She hugged him now, tightly wrapping her arms around him and smiling softly. He was going to protect her. He was going to help her cut her ties with the gang and she loved him all the more for it. When she really needed someone Steven was going to be there for her. She pulled back and smiled softly.
"I'm so happy! That I met you, that you walked me home yesterday and that I got to cook for you. I'm so happy I met you Steven." she said with a deep blush as she gently kissed his lips. She held it for a moment before she broke it and smiled again cuddling up to him even more now than before.
"But.. what do we do? I mean.. what if they come looking for me?" she asked softly. "The gang you know.. I want out so bad but I know they won't let me out and if they did they'll probably ask me for something I don't want to give." she said as she leaned against him her fingers playing with his ring gently.
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