New Beginning (Kazuma)

[Teneile]

it was the middle of the night. The pair slept in their warm bed, the windows were shut against the ever growing cool of the beach air. It was growing closer to winter every day. She was tired all the time, the twins were taking a huge toll on her small dancers body and she felt as though she was front heavy. As thin as she had always been with her ancing she had a huge stomach where in resided the twins that were due in two weeks. Her blessed children they were going to make it. They moved all the time, kicking and fussing about. And while she complained every now and then she loved them already even before she had even met them. They were already named, colorful letters spelling out their names hung in bright colors over each's crib.

Her eyes opened. The green letters on the clock glowed telling her it was 2:43. She sighed. It was like this often waking up in the middle of the night. The little ones were restless and moving about so Teneile carefully got herself out of his arms and got up heading to the kitchen to make herself some warm tea. With a yawn she pulled on her robe and tied it over her stomach as best as she could. She just mircroed the water because she didn't feel like waking Kazuma with the kettle. Placing the tea bags in her favorite mug that Kazuma had made for her that had her kids names on it already she lowered herself down carefully on the window seat covered with pillows and cushions. It was her favorite place because she could see the beach from it and so Kazuma had made it very comfortable for her. She gently took a sip of her tea and sighed as she looked out at the autumn moonlight on the water.

Teneile grunted in pain as they kicked. But settled down. Yet five minutes later there was another. She got up. Wanting to go to the bathroom suddenly but she was only half way there when she felt herself go wet from the waist down. Her eyes widened.

"Kazuma!" she called out in the dimly lit house staring at the puddle beneath her.

[Kazuma]

He was sleeping soundly, he had always had a habit of sleeping like a brick but now he had even more reason to. His wife had grown with their children and he had done everything possible to make her life as easy and stress free as possible. He also was forced to work out much harder now in their home gym to keep up with his career now that he was clean from any kind of supplement he couldn’t buy at a local GNC. Still though for his family it was worth it, they had wanted it for so long and had tried so hard and they were now only two weeks away from…

‘KAZUMA!’

Her call immediately forced his eyes open and jerked his body right up. She was not by his side. He felt his heart pound especially as rocky began to bark that deep bark of his. The only thing that kept Kazuma from reach for a gun was the fact the alarm system was going off. Quickly he got out of bed with his sweatpants on and grabbed his own robe as he headed out of their bedroom.

When he found her Rocky stood by her side whimpering as his tiny wife leaned against a wall holding her stomach. His eyes opened wide as he realized what was going on as her beautiful blue eyes met his. “Holy shit” kazuma could not help but say nervously before going to her and giving her his body to lean against.

“Come on baby, we have to get you to the hospital” He said as he began to lead her out of the house. Sure they were in their pj’s but it didn’t matter. He could no help but smile in his worried state though, though it was a bit early with twins it wasn’t surprising. They were coming…they were finally going to see them

[Teneile]

Rocky started barking. Which made the happy little Bella puppy get out of her warm bed and trot over to see what was going on. She began to whine immediatly not liking the distress that her mother was in nor what Rocky was saying with his loud distressing barks. Kazuma came around the corner quickly as Teniele eleaned against the wall for support her hands holding her stomach as her face was contorted with pain. Those last 'kicks' hadn't actually been kicks at all they had instead been the beginnings of labor her contractions. She was in a great deal of pain but in a way her mind was the happiest it had been. They would finally be able to meet their children and see what they were like, to see what traits they had, and to enjoy all the wonderful things that came with being parents.

He cursed and came to her so that he could hold up her body for her. She knew that he was in a hurry and nervous it was all over his face. They had some bumpy paths back in Febuary but since then Kauma had been clean and the wonderful man that she had married was there again and she loved having him back to the way he had been.

"The bag Kazuma, we can't forget it we won'e be home tomorrow." she said softly.

The bag had everything in it they might need. Clothing, things for the babies, and a bit more no telling how long they would be there. Kazuma hoisted her up into his arms wet and all as he raced through the house to grab the bag that was beside the bed.

"Wait! I want to change! I'm all wet!"

She knew that he wouldn't understand but the last thing she wanted was to be wet as she rode to the hospital. Getting down she tossed the robe and the pj pants she had slept in to the side and got some new pj pants sliding them on she grabbed one of Kazuma's large robes, as he had more than one, and put it on around her slipping on the furry slippers she couldn't see over her large stomach.

"Okay now I"m ready" she said looking up at Kazuma she came over to him. She was excited, and nervous, and scared all at once. She was frightened but ready to go to the hospital and bring their children home.

[Kazuma]

She stopped him reminding him of the bag that they would need, truth was he had no idea what to think anymore. On his brain was..wife..babies..car..hospital. it was his only train of thought right now his number one priority. He hoisted her up knowing he could move much quicker carrying her and raced to get the bag. But before he got them out of the bedroom she stopped him telling him he wanted to change. His tiny brian nearly exploded at that. But he let her have her way as he had a tendency to do ever since they had first started dating 2 years ago.

She changed as while she did Kazuma slipped on his own slippers as she put on of his extra robes on. He always had to make sure to have a few since he wore them, she wore them and rocky and bella loved to take them and lay on them when they missed daddy. She told him she was ready and without blinking she was back up in his arms.

He wasn’t worried about the dogs, they had an automatic feeder and their walker would be by tomorrow to take them out for a bit. Grabing his keys he headed outside with her, walking her down to their car. His mustang was now being garaged with her own sports car, now they had an Element to adjust for the family, and he still had his bike for his whole weekend warrior time.

He got her into the car and settles as he closed the door and put their bag in the back before getting into the drivers seat “Just relax baby…the doctor said that they would probably be a bit early…I’ll get you there as quick as I can” he said as he started the car and pulled out f their driveway. He could not believe this was happening

[Teneile]

He seemed to be a great deal more upset about this than she was. Teneile had been preparing for this day for nine months and she was actually oddly relaxed. Of course she wasn't having a contaction at all at the moment. He carried her all the way down the stairs. Something she was very grateful for because it took her forever to get down the stairs considering with her stomach she couldn't see them. At the car he held her easily and opened the door. It was handy having a strong man around at times. He sat her in the seats of the SUV. it was a nice green and grey color. She sat down in the soft cloth seats and accepted the bag from him. She moved the seatbelt over her as much as she could. She clipped it but barely her stomach was very large the doctors had already told her that she would likely need a Csection because the children were large.

Her hands were stroking her stomach as she watched Kazuma move around the car. He got in and started the car telling her that he would have her there soon and she would be just fine. Not to worry because the doctor said that they would come early. She nodded. As they turned the corner she went into another contraction. She cried out and doubled over. Grabbing his hand her nails dug into his palm. She knew that she coudln't really hurt him there they were always very calloused. She bit her lower lip as she concentrated on breathing. It passed after a few moments and she pushed herself back against the seat closing her eyes she breathed heavily.

"It's going to happen Kazuma. Finally. We'll have our family. When we get there you should call your parents. You know they'll fly down quickly. They'll want to see the babies. You're mom's bought so much stuff for them already." she said to him with a smile.

They already had things in the trunk of the SUV. The baby carriers, diaper bags small stuffed animal for each. The little hippo that she had bought when they visited New York was for Noa and they had gotten a little lion for Ryan, so that they each had something to hold onto to be special for the both of them. Teniele smiled as she looked up at Kazuma. She was so happy. It was finally going to happen. They would be parents. She was in her senior year of high school, but Kazuma had already graduated so he could be at home with the babies while she was at school.

[Kazuma]

As he drove he felt her nails dig into his hand as she went into another contraction, luckily his hand did not bleed thanks to his calloused hands but his mind could not help but feel worried feeling the kind of force she had behind her squeeze. Part of him wanted to pull over and comfort him but he knew better. He could not help but be worried, they had been through so much fear could not help but grip him at times. He was always worried about her safety, about their future. She made him feel so weak at times because she was always the one between them that was so upbeat and positive, always looking on the brighter side of things.

She was so happy in this moment he didn’t have to look at her to know that, he could hear it flowing in her voice even through the pain she was in. She had always wanted this, ever since their relationship became serious. While he had thought about them waiting a bit longer to have children now that it was happening he could not help but look forward to meeting his little boy and girl.

“I’ll be sure to call them as soon as we get you settled first…I can almost bet that they’ll be here before your released from the hospital” He said with a chuckle as he continued to drive. Give the time of night though the roads were empty and clear making the short trip already shorter. On his way he had already called ahead this way they would have a wheelchair waiting.

Soon enough he pulled into the hospital and sure enough an nurse or an orderly what ever they were where outside waiting. Parking he looked to his wife and he could not help but lean over and kiss her softly letting it break only to smile softly to her. “Its time to met our babies” he said before getting out of the car and coming to her side opening up the dorr for her letting her hand him the bag she had to him.

[Teneile]

Teneile smiled as he told her that he would call them once they got settled. With the amount of money the both of them had they probably could charter a private jet if there wasn't anything available tonight. She settled into her seat and listened to him calling ahead to the hospital. Telling them that she was on the way and to page her doctors so that he could come up there. Her doctor was a wonderful woman that had been supportive of the pair since the beginning. She was one of the few that Teneile had gone to that didn't judge her because she was a teenager that was pregnant. Instead, she supported the love they seemed to have found and had sent them to parenting, marriage, and childbirthing classes to prepare for the changes ahead.

As they pulled up to the hospital she opened her own door and released the seat belt but before she could move kauma was there taking her bag from her and picking her up in his arms she chuckled and at least was able to close the door for herself. She leaned into him as another contraction gripped her. She bit into his shoulder as he carried her towards the wheel chair. He was wearing a robe so it wasn't like it was going to hurt. But Teneile was a dancer she wasn't used to pain so this thing was something different and it hurt. It was the worse physical pain she had ever felt in her life.

He sat her down in the wheelchair and she groaned as the nurse began to wheel the very pregnant teenager into the hospital. She knew that Kazuma was close by but right now she couldn't see him all she knew was that it hurt but would pass soon. She just concentrated on breathing. The nurse of course was in a bad mood. It was late. And it was yet another pregnant teenager, so she was not speaking to them just wheeling them in and setting Teneile in the hallway while she went to go get the paper work that they would have to fill out. The contraction passed and Teneile lay her head against the back of the wheelchair, she could already tell that this was going to wear her out. It was harder than she thought it would be but she tried to keep her mind on what would come of it.

"here. Fill these out." the nurse said coming back tossing the clipboard and a pen at Teneile. It clattered to the floor because she was not in the kind of shape to catch something tossed at her right now.

"Kazuma.. help me." Teneile said as she sat up a bit reaching out for the clipboard and pen.

[Kazuma]

He picked her up in his arms as another contraction hit her, he felt her bit into his shoulder and part of him could not help but enjoy the sensation. He had always enjoyed that when they had made love the way that she would bite his neck or shoulder, he prayed it was something that would never change. He soon got her into a wheelchair, while he did not mind carrying her at all truth was he was afraid of shaking her as he walked. To him right now she was all but made of out the most delicate crystal, fragile and utterly priceless.

He ignored the nurse as they got her in to the hospital, his mind was on his wife, on the children he would soon be meeting and the lives they would all soon share. He knew even Rocky and Bella looked forward to Noa and Ryan, those to were so protective of their mommy, it had taken them some time to adjust back to daddy after what had happened some months ago but now those dogs were in love with that bump of Teniele’s belly. He had caught them just the other day resting their heads against her belly listening to the heartbeats in her womb.

They got Teniele to a waiting room as they had to wait for the doctor. The nurse left them for a second to come back and toss a clip board at his wife. A wave of anger flew through him but he held it back for teniele’s sake. He came to his lovely wife as she asked for his help. Be bent slightly and grabbed the clipboard and pen.

“Don’t worry about this stuff baby…I have it” he said as his eyes looked over the sheet. “You just concentrate on your breathing right now” he said smiling softly to her. “Just think about those two sets of blue eyes that are going to look up at you soon” He didn’t see how it could be otherwise as both he and she had some of the richest blue eyes to be seen. In many of their modeling pictures people though they wore contacts but the truth was it was all them.

“Just remind me to hurt that woman when your released alright?”

[Teneile]

She thought Kazuma was going to go nuts. But he contained his anger easily and she looked over at him as he bent over and got the clipboard and the pen off the tile. Telling her that she should concentrate on breathing and he would concentrate on the paperwork. She nodded as he took a seat that was next to the wheelchair and began to fill everything out. Teneile leaned over and pressed her head into his shoulder softly. She closed her eyes and did as he had said concentrated on her breathing. She was tired though and just wanted to go back to sleep but she knew that she had long hours of labor ahead of her and a possible surgery if it was needed.

Contractions came and went and finally after half an hour the doctor showed up and was outraged that she was still sitting there. Her contractions were about two minutes apart at the most and getting more frequent and yet she wasn't even in a bed yet. The doctor feared that the possibility of an epidural had passed. Which meant more pain, unless they did a C section.

The doctor gathered up the nurses that she wanted and began to wheel Teneile into an empty room. She looked up at Kazuma, she was in pain and already tired but it was only just beginning. In the room they got her up in the bed and Teneile was hooked up to a couple IVs to keep her on fluids as Doctor Ross began to check Teneile's condition.

"We don't have time for an epidural. We're going to have to do it a natural birth. I won't lie. It's going to hurt, but, it's the only chance we've got. I wished I had been closer, but I wasn't and I can't change that."

Teneile nodded.

"Don't.. care.." she grunted in the throws of another contraction. "So long as .. they're born."

[Kazuma]

After he had filled out the papers it seemed they had been forced to play the waiting game, He was getting nervous extremely nervous. Her contrations seemed to be getting more frequent with the passing moments and they had yet to be even shown to a room. He swore if anything happened to his children or his wife because of this he’d have it shut down, he didn’t fucking care anymore.

Before he lost his mind though their doctor came outraged by this as well. No time was wasted after that moment which made the large man happy. He kept with his wife the entire way, he wasn’t going to leave her side. They hooked some IV’s into her. Kazuma was expecting the C section they had originally been told what would happen but Doctor Ross’s words nearly made his eyes bulge out of their sockets

“Your joking right?...do you see how tiny she is? You expect her to do this naturally?” His words where being ignored as doctor and nurses began preparing.

He came next to his beloved Teniele and took her hand , he felt her nails dig in once again. “Don’t worry they’ll be fine” that was when one the the nurse took a look at him in his bathrobe and reached into a draw pulling out a gown and giving it to him.

“Sir you have to put this one and leave that dirty robe outside” Kazuma could not help but grunt annoyingly

“Fine” he said as he looked to his wife “Honey I’ll be right back…just have to change and I’ll make that call to tell them whats going on” he said as he stepped out. Sure enough though it would barely even be 3 minutes before he was already reentering the room

[Teneile]

Teneile looked at Kazuma. He was upset she could tell but there was nothing they could do. It was stupid that the both of them thought this was going to go easily. She looked up at him. Watching the way he he was trying to get them to chose another way but there wasn't time the babies were coming she would just have to deal with whatever pain came. Kazuma was told to change and left the room. While he was gone, the nurses went ahead and gave her the epidural but they told her it likely wouldn't kick in until after but in the case that they had to do a C section they wanted her to be numb. The doctor checked how far along she was again as another contraction passed and they quickly got her prepared. Putting ice chips by the bed, getting her ready because it would be happening pretty soon.

"Do you have the names picked out?" asked the doctor trying to get Teneiles mind off of the pain.

"Yeah.." she groaned. "Ryan after my brother and Noa a Japanese name since Kazuma's family is Japanese."

Another contraction gripped her as Kazuma came back in the room. Teneile was huffing and covered in sweat already. This was not going to be an easy birth by any means but Teneile was not going to let anything happen to her babies. She grabbed Kazuma's hand as she hugged heavily.

"Tell me.. what.. what they said.. are they .. coming?" she asked as she closed her eyes.

"Don't push yet Teneile, give it a few more minutes." the doctore instructed. "Just breathe."

[Kazuma]

He came back into the room as she went into another contraction. He hated to see her in pain, infact it drove him wild to see his wife hurt. But there was no way around it at the moment, you could not get anything as great as children without some type of pain after all. He came to her and she took his hand gripping it tightly.

“My mother nearly blew my eardrums out…I think she killed the speaker on my phone” he chuckled lightly “She so happy she began screaming in Japanese…From what I could understand she said her and dad will hop on the first red eye over here…apparently she had emergency suitcases already packed” he chuckled lightly looking down to his beloved teneile with such blissful love in his eyes.

“You know you have to call her grandma now…and knowing her she’s already called my aunts and uncle back in Japan which means we may have more company then before” he said with a smile. She had done more for him and his family then she realized, it was because of her he had given them all a second chance and why they were all back on speaking terms after 3 years of being completely distant from one another.

[Teneile]

His parents were on their way on the first flight they could get onto. And she knew that they would be here not until the babies were born. But it would be much needed help. Because while kazuma and Teneile had taken the parenting and birthing classes they had never been parents before. And this just wasn't one baby it was two at the very same time. While the nursery was ready she sometimes had doubts that they were really ready. That they knew the full extent of what they had taken on. But in her heart she knew that she and Kazuma could do it, they could be good parents it just was going to be a bumpy road at first. Kazuma was already done with his touring and had no more of that crap in the house. And while they both wanted Teneile to continue dancing she was ready to quit if she had to, to raise her family.

Kazuma said that probably the family they had in Japan even knew and they would probably have a lot of visitors. It was good that they had a spare room but still they couldn't really hold too many people. Though there was no shortage of hotels in the area.

The next two hours were agonizing for the young woman. She was made to give natural birth. With her small body she was in pain constantly, and it wouldn't be just once but twice. Her screams and cries filled the room as she clung to his hand and the hand of a nearby nurse that was coaxing her through her breathing and pushing process. The nurse was down below making sure that everything was going well and to help guide the babies out of their mother. The babies wanted out of there fast and they wanted out of there now. Teneile collapsed back onto her pillows as the nurse wiped the sweat from her face and pushed her hair back. She was drenched in sweat. It was hard work, and her breathing was getting harder and more shallow with every breath.

"Im.. so tired.. " she panted out as her eyes closed.

The nurse fed her some ice chips hoping that they would help keep her hydrated this wasn't over yet and giving birth was a long hard road. It seemed only seconds had passed before another contraction gripped the ballerina and she began to push again.

"I see the head!" the doctor exclaimed after another half hour passed. Teneile pushed harder with renewed hope that they were finally getting somewhere. She wanted this to be over. The pain was unending, she was so tired, and covered in sweat and tears. She just wanted to see her babies.

[Kazuma]

Hours seemed to pass, it felt like an eternity of waiting and he could only imagine what it felt like for Teneile. He could see her exhaustion with the passing time. When he looked down at his wrist hr could see it was just about five in the morning already thanks to the sports watch she had gotten him . She knew him well and knew how active he was so it had been a perfect gift.

He looked to her constantly doing his best to keep her focus on him and not on the pain which he knew had t be emense. The children were only two weeks premature, basically full grown and with her tiny body he could not imagine what it had to be like. The best analogy he could think of was trying to fit a watermelon through a hole smaller then a lime. He knew it was why they had originally planned on a c section but the hands of fate had been against them and ruined that plan.

‘I see the head!’ the doctor exclaimed finally and his eyes opened to the point where they might have popped out. He could see teneile’s face contort in pain as she tried to push harder. His hand gripped hers a bit tighter. “Come on baby… I know you can do this just keep pushing” he said “Come on Tenny…keep it up” he said to her trying his best to encourage her though he knew that was the last thing she needed.

He began to lean over so he could get a better view of what was happening and he felt his knee’s go weak at the sight. This was nothing like he had expected He looked to Teneile “Its almost there, we almost have our first one” he said with a smile, though in all truth if he could faint right now he truthfully wished to

[Teneile]

She heard that exclaimation. She wanted these babies so badly. And she couldn't wait to meet the next generatio of their family. She pushed clasping on the hands of the people that were holding them. She pushed so hard. She could not feel anything but pain, but she was going to get them out and meet them. And forget all about the pain. She was going to love her children like she was never loved. And she hoped that Noa would do ballet, but even if she didn't Teneile wouldn't hate her for it. It was her life. And if she wanted to be a doctor, or a mechanic she didn't care so long as the girl was happy. Same with her son. But first she had to get them out.

Kazuma spoke to her.

"Shut up!" she growled.

His support right now was pissing her off. He apparently seemed to think this was easy. But she had been beaten by her father near to death and this was the most pain she had ever felt in her life. It hurt so much. She felt like her body was being ripped open.

"Okay Teneile, one really big push and we'll have Baby one." the doctor said. She told Teneile to rest for a moment as the nurse gave her a couple of ice chips. She was so tired. Her eyes were circled in black. But she would have to deal with sleeplessness because she was the only one that could feed them and they would need her about every two hours.

When the doctor said to push. She grabbed the hands tightly and pushed. Screaming out as her eyes slammed shut and she gave it all that she had. And sure enough in about thirty seconds, a cry radiated from the room. Teneile collapsed on the pillows again breathing heavily as tears of happiness leaked from her eyes. The doctor cut the ambilical cord and held it up.

"It's a boy!" she cried as the other nurses came over and wrapped him up in a blanket and took him away to be cleaned. Teneile looked over at Kazuma.

"Our.. baby.. it's our baby Kazzy."

[Kazuma]

She growled at him but he could not blame her, he had no idea what she was going through after all but her effort was telling him she wanted this pain if it meant that she would get her children. Eventually she managed to squeeze out baby number one its cry’s ringing through out the room as it did Teneile collapsed on the pillows her tears flowing over a glowing smile They had number one the first had been born and from the doctors words it seemed that Rayn was going to have a younger sister if only by a few minutes.

They took him away to get cleaned and wrapped in a blanket to keep the little guy warm. “Yes its little Ryan..our son” he said with a smile as he looked down to his wife. He didn’t know how she had any more energy to keep her eyes open much less speak.

“I swear baby, if I ever complain of anything less then having a pike shoved through me your allowed to shoot me” He said with a gentle smile on his face.

His free hand came and cupped her cheek softly “We almost have our whole family…its all thanks to you baby”

[Teneile]

As Ryan was born Teneile was overflowed with joy. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she listened to her son cry. She smiled softly. As tired as she was it was amazing. She had a son. Her son. Their son. The one they had wanted for so very ,long and these children had made it. Her father had not been able to hurt her and make her lose the baby this time, no she had made it all on her own with Kazuma there to make everything even better. He had been supportive for so very long and now everything was so perfect for the two of them. They had hit many bumps on the road but overall they were a great couple.

Teneile felt faint. Her eye lids fluttered softly as she began to fade. Blood was coming from her body and soaking the sheets. The doctor was calling her name in a paniced state. She tried so hard to open her eyes. But she just couldn't she was so tired.

"She's losing blood!" the doctor said. "Well have to take the last one by force."

The doctor shoved Teneiles' hospital gown up and began to clean her stomach off so that she wouldn't get any bacteria in the wound. Taking a scalpal as the monitors went nuts her heart rate was growing faster and faster. The doctor cut open Teneiles stomach. A small cut. They could do so much with something so small these days. She reached in and grabbed Noa. The baby screamed and cried as she came lose of her mother, the ambilical cord was cut as she handed the daughter off no time to rejoyce just yet. Teneile was slipping.

"Get me blood!" the doctor ordered as one of the nurses ran from the room. The doctor got a syringe of some fluid and came over to the girls' IV. If she could just get the heart to calm down they should be able to save her life. As the fluid entered her vein the monitors began to calm down, but Teneile was still unconscious. the doctor began to then sew up the young woman. She had ripped giving birth to Ryan, and then there was the Csection for Noa. She had to save this girls life. She had been too thin to birth these babies but there had been no other choice.

With her wounds patched up the doctor got her onto a new and clean bed. The blood arived and she was immediatly hooked up to it.

"I'm sorry." she said to kazuma. "She just lost so much blood, and then with how big the children are, it was too much for her. So pray.. if you can.. she isn't out of the darkness yet." she whispered touching his shoulder as the little babies cried from the cribs that the nurse wheeled close by.

One pink. The other in blue. They cried out so small and tiny. Their eyes closed. Skin all wrinkled. But they were alive.

[Kazuma]

Teneile began to lose…BLOOD!

Kazuma’s face turned white it was as though he had seen a ghost watching as she began to bleed out. This was why they had opted for a c section knowing she would not be able to do this safely. His heart felt as though it was going to collapse as he watched the staff try and save mother and child, his entire body shaking as he looked to his wife, the woman he had pledged his very life to. This couldn’t be happening he couldn’t believe this was happening.

Doctor Rose was able to save Noa handing her off to get cleaned off and went immediately to Teneile. He felt like he was about to vomit, it felt like that time he had come home and saw her half beaten to death. Tears were in his eyes, he loved her so much, why did this have to be happening.

Eventually they patched her up and moved her to a new bed, the doctor came to try and comfort kazuma. His fists were balled up so tight his knuckles were whitem he wanted to tear something apart, not something any new father should have to feel. The babies were wheeled in, both tiny bundles warmly wrapped tiny pink and wrinkly.

He looked at them and forced himself to take a lot of deep breaths.

“”This isn’t fair….she was suppose to be the first one who got to hold them…say their names and tell them how much they were loved” He said as his voice began to crack

“Doctor…that nurse…the one that dicked me and my wife around….if I see her right now I’ll kill her” he said as he bent down to look at his children trying to hold back the flood of tears that wanted to burst forth

[Teneile]

The doctor felt bad for the pair of them but there was nothing that she could do. Though she knew that if the girl had any strength that she would make it and Teneile had never had anything but strength. She smiled softly as she patted the large man on the shoulder and nodded she was intending to have the woman fired the instant she left the room. She looked at the little ones, that were already falling asleep inside their little bundles of blankets. They too had strenous days and she figured that by the time they woke up their mother would hopefully be awake as well and be able to take care of them and enjoy them as the wonderful children that they were.

"I"ll see to it that she is taken care of."

The doctor left. Teneile lay there sleeping, restoring herself with the blood moving into her arm to give her more strength. It was about three hours that her eyes began to move. Her eye lids struggling to open, she was still so tired and so weak. Giving birth now seemed like nothing more than a dream. She couldn't feel anything from the waist down. But she knew that she felt weird. As if something were gone. Her eyes opened slowly. Her fingers moved against the sheets slowly.

"Ka.. kazzy." she whispered softly.

Her eyes slowly opened trying to find him but her focus was hard to get. She blinked a few times trying to get her vision to clear up a bit. She heard her name being called out loudly and then there was a warm hand clasping hers tightly. Her eyes moved up and she smiled weakly at him. His large other hand cupped her cheek softly.

"Hey baby.. I had a crazy dream." 'she whispered softly. "that our babies came, that we had our family."

[Kazuma]

3 hours,how he had not gone crazy he had not figured it out. He had stayed in the roon sitting by the bed , the babies with him as well still asleep. In a way he had happy about that, he wasn’t sure he could pick one up at the moment his nerves felt so shot. He had even been so close to smoking again, not something he had done since they had lost poor Zea which seemed like a life time ago. It had been their doctor though that had talked him out of resorting to such a thing saying that its smell could upset the babies even with just the scent on him.

‘ka…kazzy’ his head turned suddenly and a smile came across his face, what ever god was out their he was thanking them right now. He took her hand beaming now that she was awake the one thing he had been more worried about then anything else. Standing his other hand came and cupped her cheek softly as she came to.

“You’ve had babies on the brian so long, no wonder your dreaming about them” he said with a soft smile as his hand left her cheek and came to the beds tilt control. He leaned down and kissed her softly as his hand worked the incline of her head so she would be in a slight seated position

When she was just at the right height he let the kiss break with a smile and stood up. To his side now visible to her were the children sleeping “Now that you dreamed them into reality…would you like to hold them…they’ve been so good waiting to be held by their mom”