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Post by Teneile on Nov 29, 2007 9:50:10 GMT 1
Fine
Teneile's eyes widened. Her heart sank. He was going to do it. Yes, it was to save her, but in a way she would rather be dead. She would rather die knowing he loved and was true to her, than live knowing he cheated to save her life. it seemed stupid to think that way but no one every said you thought smartly in situations like this. But when he took his ring off. That was it. Teneile burst into thick painful gasping sobs as she heard the metal ping as it hit and bounced a few times on the floor. Never before had either of them removed their rings, a sacred pact was broken. Teneile turned her head to the side, her body heaving and making the most horrible racking sounds you could ever hear only magnified by the fact that it was a cement room. They made her watch though, one of Mika's men turned her head pulling her hair in the proper places to keep her eyes open she could only watch as Kazuma wrapped his arms around the busty blonde and kissed her like he used to kiss Teneile.
Teneile was not once allowed to look away, and so she saw him take Mika's head in his large hands and twist. And Mika fell limp from his body. Falling to the ground she was dead. Teneile froze, she didn't understand, her eyes went to Kazuma who was now a broken man and to the woman on the ground. it took her a moment to realize, what had happened but she knew those words, and that kiss would haunt her for some time to come.
"Cut me lose." she said softly to the men that were afraid to go near Kazuma. "CUT ME LOOSE!" she cried. one of them ran over and slashed her ropes. it took moments, she rocketed over so that she knelt in front of Kazuma who's eyes looked at her with the most pain she had ever seen them in.
"I'm still wearing mine, and I refuse to take mine off." she whispered holding up her left hand that had carried her wedding rings since the day he slid them on her finger. "For better or worse remember?" she whispered
Gently she leaned forward. She was holding herself together right now, but she knew the moment he held her she would fall apart again. She picked up his ring. It had a slight scuff but over all it was just fine. She kissed it gently. Taking his hand she gently smoothed out the fist that he had made from being so upset and slid the ring back on his finger before kissing it again. She looked up at him and saw a few tears streaming down his cheeks. Reaching up she wiped the with her thumbs.
"Kazuma. Hold me" she whispered her breaths coming in hard gasps and her body was shaking as were her words. "I'll never not need you. I'll never not love you." she whispered. "Oh Kazuma.. Kazuma hold me please, I feel like I'm going to fall apart."
And when he did hold her, she would cry as hard as she had when she thought he had forsaken her. She clung to him tightly refusing to move from his arms, there was no power in this world that could drag her away from him right now. she cried hard, and long but she needed and wanted and still accepted him.
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Post by Kazuma on Nov 29, 2007 21:37:38 GMT 1
He didn’t hear anything, everything was silent in his head for a moment. His stomach felt cold and he could not unclench his fist as he looked down at Mika’s limp unmoving body. He had did it and he had meant to, he had crossed that line he had never wanted to cross. The first time he had done it in a berserk like state, completely blacked out just fighting for his survival but this time he had known everything that he was doing the only excuse was that he was doing it for the safety of his wife.
He didn’t even hear Teneile scream for them to cut her loose only realizing they had let her go once she had already knelt down infront of him. His eyes were shivering in pain as his mind was in utter turmoil. She held up her left hand showing him the ring he had put there. His own finger felt naked without his on but at the moment he was not sure if he even deserved to wear it. He felt dirty, he felt that he was no longer the man she deserved.
He felt her take his hand straightening it out and placing the ring back on his finger. Tears leaked lightly from his eyes, not because of Mika though. He had just killed the one girl who had always been attracted to him even when he had no softer side to him, the girl how had always defended him and yet for some reason he was not sad she was dead. As as he let Teneiles hand come up to wipe several tears off of his cheeks he realized he was crying out of some kind of happiness. He was happy because even though she had watched him nearly rip Mikas head off she was still there, he could not ask for a more loving wife.
He held her then listening to her as she cried hard, he could feel her clinging to him so tightly as though she was afraid some one would try and separate them. He stroked her long red hair with his hand trying to calm her still a bit lost for words all except for “I’m sorry” which he seemed to mutter over and over again to her in a soft whisper.
The two that where in there saw their chance and grabbed their friend fleeing the room as quickly as they could while Kazuma had his arms around Teneile. His head leaned down to her own. That cold feeling still inside of him as he closed his eyes .
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Post by Teneile on Nov 29, 2007 22:36:57 GMT 1
Teneile felt his huge arms envelope her, pulling her close. She cried hard and long as he whispered to her over and over aain how sorry he was. He stroked her hair, and rubbed her back, and stroked her cheek, but she could tell he was not himself. And she was at a loss for how to get him back to himself. She wasn't sure if going through with their plans for the day would help or not. she cried herself out completely before she was able to stop crying. she lay in his arms, feeling his hand in her hair, but when she looked up into his eyes she could just see his pain it was so clear. She touched his cheek and her eyes as soft as they could be, hiding everything else she felt and trying to get him to know she was not mad at him.
"You saved me." she whispered. "I love you." she whisered softly as she looked into his eyes gently.
"Come on, lets go.. we have to leave." she whispered gently as she rose and wiped her cheeks. She took his hand and tugged softly til he rose, he wasn't saying anything at all and it was really beginning to scare her. She knew that he needed some time to just calm down so she took his hand and led him out of the building. Their sponser would get along fine they did their bit. she led him down the street and to a cafe across the street from the club they were planning to attend later. She took him iinto the cafe and ordered them a kettle of black coffee before she took him to the back and sat beside him as they looked at the menu. she placed herself in his lap thinking about it a little better. The waitress brought them coffee and said she would be back in a minute for their orders.
"Lets get something to eat." she said to her silent husband as she placed his hand under her shirt and on her stomach. They were both expecting a child soon, she didn't think she was pregnate yet but it wouldn't be too long if she wasn't now, they were quite the fertile couple because they had already gotten pregnate on birth control. Teneile felt his fingers and his hand begin to stroke her stomach and she knew he was slowly coming back to her.
"Hmmm what do you feel like? They have a lot of choices." she said leaning against him she held up the menu so he could see. "You might like this one." She was trying to be normal, bring up anything but what had happened, as she picked out a large beefy platter, of steak, ribs, two mini burgers, fries, and a coke.
"I think I might get this one over here." she said pointing out a nice burger and fries platter with a free appetizer. "And how about those potatoe skin things you like for the appetizer?" she asked pointing the picture out as they sat together.
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Post by Kazuma on Nov 30, 2007 9:07:18 GMT 1
They left Kazuma still in a bit of half daze as they all but ran out of the convention center. He knew they had to leave, he knew that life could never really be the same after this but he kept telling himself as long as Teneile still love him that everything would be okay. She led his down the street to a café . He heard her order the coffee, he could really use some right no as well as a few other things. He was looking for his old vices like cigarettes and alcohol, hell even the weed he used to enjoy way back when in his first year of high school. They came to a table and Kazuma sat down and Teneile found his lap like he suspected she would have, she was always the type to either sit next to him or sit on top of him. She took his hand and placed it on her stomach his fingers beginning to stroke it out of natural instinct. Her stomach, it was were his children would develop. He knew she was either pregnant already or she soon would be he wanted those children they had wished for but he knew he would have to wait.
She began to mention something about food it was all just a mumble to him still though. “Its okay” he said his tone was still off as though he wasn’t actually here but some were else in his mind. “I’m not that hungry anyway….you get what you want and I’ll just get something to bring back to the hotel” he said to her. He could feel her eyes on him in complete worry, never had Kazuma turned down food, especially when he was like this. But right now his stomach felt like it was still filled with a dark ice of some kind that was making the rest of his body shiver
In a bit of worry it seemed that instead of both of them staying here Teneile suggested that they go back to the hotel now instead of waiting and eating here. When the waitress came back they ordered some food telling her to pack it up and that they would be leaving with it and 10 minutes later sure enough their food was brought to the table in two large foam containers packed in a plastic bag. They paid and left jumping into the first cab that would stop for them. Kazuma was being quite he just could not think of anything to say at the moment.
The cab ride seemed to take forever but eventually they got back to the hotel. Kazuma was in a daze all the way back to the room when he got back to the room he placed the food on the small kitchen table and went into their room. He seemed to be in a complete trance though everytime he looked at Teneile a fiant smile crossed his lips. In the room he got a pair of boxers and then left the room “I…I’ll be in the shower” he said as he passed her speaking in that same I’m not all here tone.
He got into the bathroom and then just turned on the hot water a stripped down. He didn’t feel clean and he needed to feel warm, the water was hot enough to scald him but he didn’t seem to even feel it at the moment.
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Post by Teneile on Nov 30, 2007 18:43:26 GMT 1
He.. wasn't hungry? Now Kazuma and Teneile had been together a little over a year now and he wasn't hungry? Never, had she heard him say that, he was always willing to eat especially with the way he burned through calories because of how much muscle he had. She looked up at him in shock and so when they ordered they got the food to go and with that they just drank their coffee. Teneile was worried, she had never felt more worried about the man stroking her stomach. she hadn't told him of the symptoms, the ones that made her think she was pregnate, he needed to concentrate she wouldn't tell him til she knew for sure. As far as she knew she could be coming down with a stomach bug. She sighed softly as they left, she held his hand the whole taxi ride back to the hotel. They got back and he was just in a daze, she kept trying to talk to him but he wouldn't respond so she ended up just shutting up and stayed quiet.
They went inside and Kazuma headed to the bedroom as she put the food down. She followed him and made sure he wasn't going to do anything stupid like jump out the window. He grabbed a clean pair of boxers and headed towards the bathroom saying he was going to take a shower and shooting her a half assed smile. Well.. a shower couldn't be too bad. She nodded and kissed his cheek before he headed to the bathroom. She went back into the kitchen and sat down eating her lunch. While he wasn't hungry she was, and even more so after the whole ordeal of being kidnapped and beaten up. It was a little shocking to her he didn't even seem to care about her face and the bruises that she had been given that hour he was finding her. But he was still in shock. She finished eating, and still realized he was in the shower.
Oh.. fuck.
She shot up and ran to the bathroom. She knocked on the door.
"Kazuma!?" she asked through the door trying the knob. It was locked. Shit! Now Teneile was not the kind of girl that cursed, .. ever.. but when the man of her heart was doing something she knew she wouldn't like. He didn't answer. She sighed. Beating on the door again trying to get his attention, it didn't work. She tried the knob again. No luck. Okay.. she was about to go Kazuma on this door.
Stepping back she looked at the door. The knob area would probably be the best place to do this at. Because it would likely be the area she could tear the door from the jam. The lock would be too hard to bend and with force it woud likely tear through the wood. Taking a deep breath, she knew this was going to hurt but Kazuma was worth just about anything. She slammed her leg, using a huge kick and all her leg muscles, the door moved violently and cracked but didn't open. She reared back again and WHAM! She broke the door in it swung on it's hinges inside the bath room. Teneile stepped in, the air alone in there made it hard enough to breath, she could feel the heat of the water and she wasn't even in it. it had to be on the hottest settings. Suddenly, she gripped the shower curtain and pulled it aside. There he was. Red and shaking from the pain he didn't seem to be feeling. She slammed her hand down on the facet, it was hot, and burned her but she got the water off none the less. She looked up at him tears running down her cheeks as his eyes seemed to find her. But she didn't wait. She pulled him out of the bathtub, and he followed her down out of the bathtub. There she did something she never thought in her life she would ever do.
She punched him. A right hook, right into his eyes.
POP!
Well that woke him up, she could see him blink back in surprise.
"You bastard." she whispered. "You think killing yourself is the way to go? You think that makes everything better? Hmm? Well what about me!? What about the fact that I was kidnapped, and I was beaten, and I had to watch as you kissed that fucking hussy?! What about the fact that we have a future we're planning on? What about the fact that I love you and will always love you? Hmm!? Kazuma!? What about that. You're being an idiot! And you know it! Kazuma Sagara, how could you do this!?"
She pushed him then, sitting him down on the toilet seat she went to the counter and got the first aid kit she knew was there from burning her hand at the stove yesterday. She first dried him off with a towel using very soft and carressing movements of the soft towel and then she gently knelt down and began slathering his body with the burn cream working it into his aching skin slowly letting the aloe do it's job and cool down the burns that she knew would hurt the moment he woke the hell up. She didn't say anything else, she had said her piece, it was her turn to be quiet now, her turn to give him the silent treatment she had never been so pissed in all her life.
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Post by Kazuma on Nov 30, 2007 19:58:18 GMT 1
Kazuma just stood there, he had already washed himself and the oil that still had traces on his body off. Now he was just standing there his eyes staring out into a viod It felt good in a way the hot water, which was hotter then he actually noticed at the moment. It was relaxing the sore muscles from his training, his mind for the thoughts that ran through it and it made that cold feeling die down alittle more, like his flesh it all just seemed to be burning away. He mind was so far away that he did not even hear the bangs at the door. Something in the back of his mind told him that some one was trying to get to him but he just could not seem to care.
Before he knew it though the curtain was thrown wide open and Teneile was there his eyes finding her. Before he knew it she pulled him out of the bathtub he was a bit angry he had no idea what was going on but then she did the unthinkable and actually hit him punching him right in his left eye his hand came up to it and then he seemed to just shake it off as though he was brought back to reality.
She began calling him names saying things that were shocking him. He let her have her moments letting her get what she needed to off of her mind. He even let her push him on to the toilet as he just looked at her shocked. He knew he was out of it but never had he thought about killing himself, but yes he had forgotten about how they had beat her. What shocked him though how most was how pissed at how pissed she was he had kissed Mika and said nothing about her anger about him killing her.
She got quite as she began to slather up his chest and his hand finally rose and grabbed the hand she was using to smear the burn cream on his chest. His eyes looked at her almost tearung, it wasn’t that he was hurt, he would just do the macho thing and ignore it anyway if that were the case. “Alittle hot water and your worried I’d kill myself” his tone was almost angered
He then pulled her body right into his lap and wrapped his arms around her “I’m not doing this to end anything, I don’t want anything to be better….and I can only imagine what down there must have been like for you” his tone was still alittle rapid but but it was considerably soft.
“The reason why I am so out of it…the reason why I can’t think straight at the moment, its not because of the guilt I should be feeling but….” He let out a sigh “Its because I know that I could have lost your love today,…its because I know that by doing what I did I could have jeopardized our future together and because your all that matters to me I just cant wrap my mind about such things. He was tearing heavier now and let out a large sigh
He lifted her up and got up as well standing her on her feet, he didn’t care about his own burns. “Now That that’s clear, I’m getting dressed and were getting over to a clinic to get your bruises looked at…as well as that new burn that probably on your hand”. While he just wanted to hold he and break down he knew that if he did he might break down in tears, it was not something he was going to let her see not now or ever.
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Post by Teneile on Dec 1, 2007 0:25:25 GMT 1
He caught her hand and she stopped. Her eyes didn't look up as he spoke crossly to her, sure she had punched him and dragged him out of a shower that had been WAY too hot. And he was mad at her.. go figure. She looked up at him and sighed, not letting her tears fall.
"It wasn't just hot Kazzy." she whispered. "You're skin.. it's burned.. look at it, it's all red. And.. I read! And people.. they do that.. and then the next thing you know there is a handy razor and.. and .. and." she bit her lower lip unable to say anything else because if she did she would break down in tears. He suddenly used her hand to pull her up and into his lap. she leaned against him kissing his collarbone softly as she lay her head on his shoulder. He told her that he wasn't ending anything nor trying to make anything better. She was just happy he was.. speaking again.
He picked her up and sat her on the tile again. He told her they needed to get dressed and get to the clinic so she could get looked at, and he had apparently seen the burn on her hand. She didn't care. Her body hurt badly, it wasn't anything too bad, nothing like what her father had done. She took his hand and let him lead her back to the room but instead of letting him get dressed she pulled him onto the bed and lay them down. It was the only way she would be able to do this with such a large man. She pulled his head close and placed it on her breasts gently and stroked through his hair with her fingers.
"Confide in me kazuma, let me help you for once, you always help me and look out for me, but this time it's my turn." she whispered softly as she rocked him gently on the bed stroking his hair, whispering her love into his ear. Soft gentle whispers. She felt him heaving, and prayed he would let go of everything he was holding back trying to be macho like he always was. And then he did. A huge sob came from his massive chest and she held him tightly as his arms shot out and grabbed his little balerina holding her tighter than she had ever been held before. she sung to him then. In his ear she sang him a gentle lullaby in his ear while he cried, his large tears soaking through her shirt but she didn't care, she loved him so much. Never had he cried, not in front of her, and never had he even really shed a tear. But right now he was crying, full force, and she would let him cry everything out. It seemed to last forever, but it was only about five minutes or so before he quieted down and soon she felt his arms loosen on her small waist, and his breathing fell quite deep. She smiled looking at her sleeping husband and she kissed his forehead gently.
"I love you." she whispered.
And with that she too fell asleep holding the thing most precious to her in her arms.
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 1, 2007 23:10:19 GMT 1
He lead her into the room ready to get dressed and get her looked at, he knew she was bruised and hurting but he had a feeling she was alright. Truth was though he did not want to take that chance on a guess, she meant to much to him and now that he was thinking straight again she became top priority in his life once more. But before he could even get anything on she pulled him onto the bed , Kazuma was a bit shocked she did this but it was not something he was going to fight. She pulled him close his head on her chest listening to her heart beat. He felt like he was about to break down really, so many thoughts had rushed through his head and it had really all just hit him at once.
He tried to move his head from her grasp but she pulled him in closer every time he tried to move, he knew what would happen like this and he did not want that to happen. He tried to pull away one last time before she spoke to him telling him to confide in her, she wanted to help him but this time he didn’t want help. But as she began to rock him he began to heave, never had he ever had this before never had anyone tried to comfort him like this not even as a small child. He began to cry and cry hard his arms wrapping around her and holding on to her.
Never had he ever really cried, not infront of her or anyone. Even as a child he never cried to his parents who could not care less for him, he had to be strong he had always needed to be strong. The world had always been an empty place for him, there was never really a sympathetic shoulder for him to cry on. Everything seemed to hurt inside fear an guilt raged in his mind as well as sadness. He had killed Mika, a girl he once though he had loved without a second thought, he he had put in danger his future with Teneile by doing so as well, and now what really hurt him was knowing the kind of person he could be deep down inside. It was scary to know what he was capable of what his large hands could do if he was ever driven to that point.
For five minutes he cried until he began to quite down. His eyes felt so heavy now and he realized now he had not eaten anything or drank anything since this morning. His body was so tried from everything ontop of the hard crying he had just done and soon he passed out needing just to rest.
He slept for no more then an hour before his stomach decided it was time for him to get up. His eyes opened, he felt slightly better now after getting that out but he was embarrassed as well that he had let himself break down like that. His body hurt a bit as well but he was just going to do the normal thing and ignore it. He slipped silently out of his Teneiles arms who was still fast asleep, he knew she had to be tired as well from this day, which he wished never happened.
Putting on some clothes he got up and went into the kitchen area were his food still was waiting for him on the table. Pouring himself some water he went right to the table and began to eat viciously as though he had never eaten before. He had pushed everything into the back of his mind as he did with everything else in his life that angered or saddened him as he chowed down on the luke warm food. He knew he had Teneile to confide in, he knew she loved him with all of her heart and he did her as well. But he just did not want to drag her down with his own problems, he would live with it as he did everything else because he knew if he dwelled on it or even thought about the pain certain things made him feel the part of Kazuma that Teneile fell in love with may die within him.
He ate knowing Teneile would be up soon, he would get her to atleast she the hotels doctor before they did anything else tonight.
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Post by Teneile on Dec 2, 2007 0:45:40 GMT 1
Teneile woke with a start. A slight intake of air. Her eyes flung open and she sighed softly rubbing her eyes. She groaned, the pain in her hand was worse and looking down at it she sighed, it had blistered when she slept but she would keep quiet about it, she didn't want Kazuma worrying. She got up but she wasn't hungry like Kazuma not at least for food. she changed quietly back into her workout clothing, when something was bothering her she tended to work out, it just worked best for her, helped her clear the mind a little bit. She changed into black tights, a leotard, a tank over the leotard and the same pair of boxers this morning. She put on her ballet slippers and figured she could make use of the attendants over zealousness and get herself a place to practice ballet for a little bit. She came out pulling her hair back and saw Kazuma inhaling the last of his meal.
"Hey baby." she whispered as she kissed the top of his head gently. She felt his arm come around her and pull her to him she pressed his head to her chest and nuzzled into his hair. "Love you baby."
She pulled up his chin and gave him a long romantic kiss. Her lips and his lips gently playing with one another's she could feel his arm pulling and she fell into his lap. She kissed him deeply and heatedly, her hands rushing through his hair and around his shoulders. The kiss broke and she smiled up at him softly.
"I'm going down to get a little practice in. I figured I could get someone to find me a room with wood floors." she said softly as she stroked his cheek gently. "Want to come?"
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 3, 2007 5:39:04 GMT 1
She came out of the room he had not sure how long she was going to sleep given the exhausting day the both of them had to deal with today. She was already dressed for what looked like pratice so he was sure she was feeling alright for the most part, atleast physically. As she came over to him and kissed his head his arm came around her as the both of them began to share a long romantic kiss. It was just what he needed to know she really still loved him, her kisses were one of the things in this world that made his life worth living.
She asked a question and he pulled her into his lap with a little grin. “You know I always want to come” he said with a little grin on his lips, it was clear his lust for her had not died out. He held her for a moment with that grin still on his face. “But I was thinking…instead of practice, we get you check out real quick and then we go out for some real dancing” he let out a sigh
“But if you want to just practice and stay in for the night…I would be fine with that…its been a long day for us huh”
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Post by Teneile on Dec 3, 2007 6:24:22 GMT 1
Teneile smiled softly as he told her that he would rather get her checked out. She sighed softly. She really didn't want to see a doctor but it seemed it was something he was not about to let go. He told her that if they went to see the doctor then afterwards they could go and do some real dancing, and she smiled at that. Remembering the promise they had made to go to the latin club after the convention. She looked up at him and into his blue eyes. She kissed him again and felt his arms come around her body holding her tightly to him before it broke, his hand raking through her long red hair, she smiled softly at him.
"Fine.. we'll go see a doctor since I can tell you aren't going to let it go." she said with a roll of her eye. "But after that no matter what he says, we're going dancing." she said softly and kissed his neck again. Getting up she went into the other room, and got undressed only to get redressed. In a pair of jeans and a tshirt she picked up her bag from earlier the one with her dancing clothes in it and came back out.
"Lets go then." she said softly holding her hand out to him.
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 4, 2007 0:14:02 GMT 1
She came back out and dressed in real clothes for outside. He was glad she had agreed because though he had made it sound like a suggestion she wasn’t really going to have a choice right now, even if he had to put her over his shoulder kicking and screaming she was going no matter what she wanted, but still making it sound like a pushy suggestion was easier then doing it the other way around.
They left the room for the second time today and headed back downstairs. Kazuma knew he had a few more things to do this vacation then he had originally planned thanks to todays events but he was not going to tell Teneile about them.
Kazuma was still a bit silent as they left the hotel, it was alright though, it was not the cold kind of silence that had engulfed him before, more of just the I can’t think of anything to say at the moment silence. After all he was more of the quite type and Teneile knew that, but she knew the difference between his happy silence and they other kind which had been him for most of the day.
He lead her to a small clinic that was not to far away. After all he doubted she was really hurt just a few bruises, he just needed this to ease his mind a bit. He knew they would check her out, probably prescribe a strong antibiotic and burn cream and send them on their way. Kazuma needed to hear it though from some one else that she was okay and healthy, he didn’t even care to get himself checked out at the moment even though he knew he should thanks to his burns.
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Post by Teneile on Dec 4, 2007 16:36:14 GMT 1
Teneile took Kazuma's hand as he led her out of the building. He knew of a clinic that wasn't too far. And while his silence was a better silence it still worried her, but it wasn't the silence as the look in his eyes. Determination and pain. She didn't know what to do with him, what to do to help him what she could do to make it better. So she too stayed silent and let him lead her to the clinic. It wasn't too busy, most of the business came in during the evenings and night time when the crime rate skyrocketed because of the dying sun. And so Teneile went to the front window and got the clipboard. Leaning against the wall she began to fill it out and under pregnate? she put a question mark. Kazuma had already taken a seat and so when she finished filling everything out she handed the clipboard back to the woman and went to sit in Kazuma lap. His arms wrapped around her automatically.
"Hey baby." she whispered softly giving him a quick and gentle kiss. It didn't last long.. the nurse came to get Teneile after only about five minutes of waiting. But with Kazuma's silence it seemed to last forever. "I'll be back."
She didn't want Kazuma to come. She wasn't sure why, but she had something to ask the doctor and she wouldn't be long. So she was weighed, and her temperature was taken. She sat in the little room reading a magazine for a few minutes before the door opened and a female doctor came in.
"Lets see this burn." she said. Teneile held put her hand and the woman unfurled the fist that Teneile had put it in, because the skin had healed in that position since she had been hiding it from Kazuma it was hard to open her hand. But with some cream she treated the wound and then wrapped it gently in guaze. "That will heal in a couple days, just try to keep your hand as flat as often as you can to avoid any tightness." she explained.
Then she checked all the bruises, and it was then Teneile asked. "CAn you see if I"m pregnate?" she asked softly.
"Of course." she said. When Teneile was dressed again the woman gave her what she needed and pointed Teneile in the direction of the bathroom. She did what she had to, and came back. The test only took a few moments and sure enough.. she was. Teneile smiled softly as she closed her eyes and touched her stomach fondly. A child. She couldn't wait. "Congratulations!" the doctor said. Teneile was practically beaming. "Want to bring your husband in here?"
"NO!" Teneile sat up. "I mean.. no not right now, he's had a really hard day, and I want to save this for when we get home again. We're on vacation, and I got burned and so he brought me here, I figured I would check while I was here. But I'll tell him when I get home." she said with a smile.
Teneile came up front and paid the woman at the desk the money it cost for the check up and the cream and medicine they had given her.
"Congrats!" the woman said reading the report. Teneile blushed and beamed, glowing as she came out she went over to Kazuma.
"Ready?" she asked softly pulling on his arm. When he rose she put his arm around her waist, but said nothing about the child, no. Either he would have to guess or wait, though she couldn't wipe the smile and the loving look off her face. She was happy, happier than she had been since they lost Zea.
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 4, 2007 21:20:00 GMT 1
They came into the clinic and Teneile began to do her thing with the clip board. He took his seat his eyes on her the entire time, he was silent and unmoving small things running through his head trying to keep himself occupied without thinking about todays events. He thought about Rocky and Bella who probably missed their parents dearly, hell he even thought about the trip to his parents place this week. He had promised Teneile they would go but he was not sure now he could do it anymore after everything, he would see them and they would see him, burnt from the shower and a Bruised up wife, he was sure that would be a surprise for them, he had never told them he had gotten married hell he had not even spoke to them since they abandoned him in Varron.
His thoughts subsided as Teneile came back and sat in his lap his arms coming around her as they always had and always would. This place reminded him of the small clinic they had gone to that time they went camping and found out Tenile was pregnant, thinking about that day always made him smile it was such a happy day for the both of them. He did not suspect though that he would be leaving here with such great news though, no life was not being that kind to him this day.
Teneile was called and left Kazuma for a little while. He did not want to part with her but she seemed to want to go in alone. Part of him did not blame her, he was not being the best husband at the moment anyway. He knew he was coming off as distant and quite, he could only imagine what his face must have looked like with all the anger in him at the moment. He knew he was suppose to let it all out before when she had gotten him to cry but for Kazuma Mika’s death was only the beginning in many ways.
Tonight he would have to watch the news to hear about the murder, curious if there was any kind of survaliance tapes taken in or if any one had come forward with information. Jail was not what frightened him but it was the thought of being taken from teneile that scared him more then anything. And During the week he knew he would have to confront the gang, he had taken out their leader and he knew that the gang was the type to go out for blood for one of its own. These things weight heavily on his mind and it was one of the reasons why he was unable to think of anything to really speak to Teneile about,
Time passed and eventulay Teneile came back, he noticed a slight blush still on her cheeks and a smile that seemed to over take her. She came over and grabbed his arm. “Whats got you in such a good mood” he asked with a chuckle “They give you a lollypop for being a good girl?” he asked her in a bit of humor. One side of his brain telling him to just be happy that she was smiling and alright but the other part of his brain was thinking other things. Her wound was treated and she seemed to have a glow about her, she had taken longer then he had thought for a simple burn. Yes That part of his Brain thought that the doctor she had seen must have been a young male and some quick love had taken place.
It could not be seen on his expression but it was a paranoid little thought that nagged at him just given his weak state of mind today. After all it did not seem so impossible as they began to walk outside, she was glowing, practically beaming compared to the hurt and distraught thing he had no more then a little while ago. He knew she was pissed for him kissing Mika one last time before he had killed her and he figured maybe she had done something to feel she had gotten alittle pay back.
As they opened the front door and a cool breeze hit him Kazuma shook his head forcing such horrible thoughts back, he could not suspect her of such things, it just wasn’t right not after all they had been through. They had been through this, he trusted her, he knew he had to get over this jealous paranoid husband thing and convince himself she was his now and forever.
His eyes spotted a department store and he smiled as they walked down the city streets stopping the both of them realizing she still had the bag filled with their clothes for tonight. “Hey baby” he said with a light smile “Lets stop in there and use the dressing rooms to get changed…this way we don’t have to track all the way back to the hotel” he said to her
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Post by Teneile on Dec 4, 2007 23:45:30 GMT 1
Teneile chuckled.
"No, just.. I'm good.. really good." she said with a nod. Maybe she would tell him tonight before he fell asleep, maybe she would whisper it in his ear when he fell asleep, or tell him when he was going to do something stupid. But for now she kept the knowledge to herself in his state of mind it would probably only make him worry more, and she didn't need that. He had been hard enough to deal with when she was pregnate before, but now, it would be so different especially after what happened this morning.
They headed outside and she noticed Kazuma shaking his head. A frown crossed her features. She didn't know what to do. If she told him he might smile and be happy. Or he might worry more and become more withdrawn. She knew she couldn't expect him to be normal, not after this afternoon but.. he didn't know what else to do. he had gotten him to cry, but he seemed to be holding so much in. She was at a complete loss. Looking away from him she held his hand gently as they stepped from the clinic and onto the sidewalk.
"MS SAGARA!" cried a female voice from behind them. Teneile stopped and turned, seeing the doctor coming out running towards them. "Here, I want you to start taking these. To take care of yourself, for.. well you know, and make sure you take one every morning til you can see a doctor back in San Fran." she said handing Teneile a bottle of the prenatal vitamins that she needed to take to stay healthy for the baby.
"Oh, thank you very much, doctor." she said with a smile. Taking the pills Teneile pocketed them in her jeans. The doctor turned and went back into the clinic and Teneile and Kazuma turned around. He had right before the doctor came out mentioned them changing at a department store. "But changing in the store sounds good to me." she said with a soft smile.
They headed across the street and into the store. They seperated and used different dressing rooms. When Teneile changed it was into a silk ruffled skirt, very spanish style, with a slit high up on her left thigh. It was a beautiful black color and shimmered with black thread pulled throughout the ruffles. Her top was black with red designs on it, they were geometric and gave a lot for the eye to look at besides the plunging neckline that gave her a nice cleavage and the fact it was so tight you KNEW she wasn't wearing a bra. It had a low back and just tied around her waist. She let her hair down and fluffed it up a bit around her before she came out and put her shoes on, high heeled black sandles with lots of straps. She grinned at the look he gave her as she came walkin back to the entrance, she knew he wanted her, and now, not later, but sadly he had promised her dancing.
"Ready?"
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 5, 2007 1:06:19 GMT 1
“MS SAGARA” was all Kazuma heard after he had asked Teneile a question. Both turned around to see one of the dotors from the clinic run out. He sighed in a bit of relief, putting two and two together he figured that she had seen a female doctor which made his previous thoughts dwindle away. He felt bad for ever needing to think them but he was chalking it up to the mixture of drugs emotions and adrenaline he had to experience today. The doctor handed Teneile what looked liked vitamins of some type and Kazuma smiled. He knew while Teneile was trying to do better eating wise she lead an active life style along with him and did not eat the massive amounts of foods or drink all the shakes that he did, and so he figured it was just a multi vitamin of some type for her to take like the ones she took at home from time to time.
She turned around and answered him and soon they head to the store. He remembered doing things like this before when he was a tad younger, the fitting rooms in stores were a godsend to change in a clean enviorment of some type. They left each other to go get dressed. Kazuma knew he would be with a knock out tonight and as he got dressed he soon began to see a problem, after he had put his black pants on he was going to put on a tight fitting stretch tee only to realize his arms were still red from before, the skin was tightened around his massive muscles as well almost making him look freakish.
He knew he had a few moments and so he left the dressing room with his pants and shoes on and went to the racks picking out a black button down shirt and paid for it quickly before jumping into the fitting rooms again. It took all of 5 minutes and while they did not approve of such behavior no one was going to say anything to him, his size and the fact he carried cash stopped them from doing so. He finished getting dressed, the black button down barely seemed to fit him around…well anywere besides his waist but it cover up those red parts of his body and that was all he wanted, he really didn’t want Teneile to see were he was hurt.
He left the dressing room and soon Teneile came out from the woman’s side Kazuma could not help but lick his lips alittle in eagerness and lust as he saw her. Shee was beautiful there was no doubt about it now or ever but when she dressed like this and in other ways it was clear she had a sexy side, one that could make a mans blood boil with no effort besides a wink from one of her deep blue eyes which always drew you in.. He took her hand and grinned “Oh believe me I’m ready” he said in a playful happy tone.
They got outside and Kazuma called for a cab, she made him get in first only to sit in his lap once she got into the cab as well. Kazuma gave the street address to the driver, it wasn’t hard to remember thanks to the fact that it was so close to the convention center. He held her with his arms around her his hand stroking at her stomach lightly as he did. It took about 15 minute with Traffic but it was still better then taking the train and he did not imagine her walking with her heels on.
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Post by Teneile on Dec 5, 2007 7:16:56 GMT 1
She sat in his lap in the taxi, and for the first time since this afternoon he seemed himself. Unable to keep himself off of her. His lips seemed to lay everywhere. Her shouler, her neck, her arm, while his left hand gently moved around her, not touching anything intimate but being soft and loving and showing her how much he loved her in a physical way. The ride lasted about fifteen minutes and by that time they were in full make out mode. She sat sideways in his lap. His hand was inside her skirt's slit carressing her leg softly up and down her thigh. They usually didn't do so much in public on occassion sure, but rarely, but today they both seemed to need to feel that love. To make sure it was still as solid today as it had been yesterday. The taxi stopped and Teneile broke the kiss that she and Kazuma had been sharing. She smiled as he smiled down at her.
"Love you baby." she whispered kissing his lips gently once more feeling his hand clench down on her thigh, she knew he wanted her, hell he always wanted her.
Together they got out of the taxi and hand in hand they went over to the club. Showing their IDs Teneile's hidden in a nice strategic place, after sliding it back inside her shirt, she went inside with her husband. Inside the latin beat was already going but she knew Kazuma very well by now and knew he would need a drink before he was loose enough to dance.
"Come on baby lets get you a drink." she said softly as they headed to the bar.
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 5, 2007 7:41:05 GMT 1
When they got there and headed inside kazuma could already hear familiar beats playing inside. He knew this music, it was unlike the latin music they played in cali, he always chalked it up to the fact there were so many different kinds of latin people in this city. She said they shoulf go get a drink and Kazuma chuckled. Normally Kazuma’s feet did not move without help it was true, but right now he was kind of afraid to wet his lips with alcohol. It used to be one of his vices along with cigarettes and right now he knew if he got them it was all over. “Its alright” he said stopping her “Unless you want one this time I think I’m gunna pass tonight”
She refused, she still had a smile all over her face though for some reason. He took her out to the dance floor, it was crowded an very lively, something he normally never approached without a drink but tonight was going to do that tonight. The current song had a medium pace to it something easy for the both of them to work there way into. His eyes seemed to be fixated on her as they dance together.
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Post by Teneile on Dec 5, 2007 19:38:36 GMT 1
He refused a drink. And for a moment she just looked at him. Never in their history had he ever actually refused to drink before they went dancing. So instead he offered her one but she shook her head only beaming brighter. He led her onto the dance floor, a nice mid beat song began to play and he spun her out quickly. If anything, they had practiced latin dancing most. They were very good at it. And as she spun back her eyes locked on his a grin on both their faces as they began dancing easily. They were good and she, well she was a professional and sometimes it showed, though she had fun her technique was perfect. She smiled at him as they began to dance, working their way on the dance floor very quickly and beautifully. The skirt moved around her easily, making her dancing look all the better, the ruffles and the slit giving the skirt a lot of movement.
As their eyes continued locking she was unaware they were gaining a crowd. People began to stop dancing to watch them. It was something she didn't even notice. He took her hand and they did a quick spin. And this time when she spun back her back was to his chest and his hands were all over her waist and stomach while her left hand was on his neck. Their eyes still locked, they leaned in. Almost like they were going to kiss before she quickly spun back out and they went back to dancing once more, moving through the few people that were left. And when the song ended he lifted her up and dipped her down before kissing her throat. Applause filtered into the silence left by the music and she smiled as he helped her stand up, she did a fun little bow to those watching the smile just wouldn't leave her face.
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Post by Kazuma on Dec 5, 2007 19:58:16 GMT 1
When their dance ended he watched her do her fun little bow with a smile on her face. He grinned lightly, she was always happy when they danced to latin music, he had always figured because not only did it take a certain level of skill something he knew her professional side loved but it was also very passionate and between the two of them dancing in this manner normally meant that they were going to be all over each other later.
He looked closely at her though. Even though he knew she loved to dance he could not explain that blissful smile on her face, the one that seemed to make the entire room come to life. There was something about that smile that put him at ease and made him feel better even though it was leaving him with questions. He turned to her his large hands finding her waist and engulfing it within his hands “I swear what is with that smile” he said chuckling “I, I haven’t seen you smile like that in months” he said with a happy sigh.
He pulled her close to himself and kissed her gently and lovingly on the lips before she had time to actually answer and when he let the kiss slowly break he stayed close to her so she would be able to here him. “On second thought…I don’t care…its just nice to see you beaming after a day like today” he told her softly with all his love in his words.
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