A night together (Kazuma)

[Teneile]

The house was clean. Though Teneile suffered from nightmares and she was afraid to be alone. She didin't let Kazuma go anywhere without her anymore and he was much the same. She was afraid to be alone and they both knew why. While her father was arrested and currently awaiting charges in jail, but she knew he was a cop and she was afraid he would find some loop hole or a buddy that could 'lose' evidence. She was never far from Kazuma, she followed him like a lost puppy at times and she wondered sometimes if it got annoying. But she went with him to the basement and sat on the equipment while he worked out. She would stay quiet or read a book but she wouldn't go far. She wouldn't be downstairs unless he was, and the door to the nursery had not been opened. She could barely stand to look at the door she didn't want to see the things inside. They slept but she tended to be restless and it would take Kazuma to hold her and whisper to her to get her calm down. The loss of their child had hit the redhead hard but she was slowly beginning to show bits and pieces of herself again. Save one.

Dancing.

She had not danced. Not since they had been home. Though her legs were bruised they were for the most part fine, her arm was still in a cast but on the mend and her bruises and cuts were beginning to heal and fade. It had been two weeks since the hospital and she was getting better both physically and mentally but she had some problems still. She was seeing a therapist something she hated more than life itself it was hard talking about things with someone she barely knew.

It was Friday. A night where most people went out and all Teneile wanted was to curl up in Kazuma's arms and lay there. She was afraid of the dark sometimes. She would jump at shadows or something she would see that was not really there. For no reason at all a sound or a glance would make her blanch and freeze. She was shaky at best. It was hardest at school. People stared because the normally beautiful and fun loving Teneile was so hurt and a bit depressed. She couldn't see Kazuma except at lunch and it was very hard for her to be apart from him. They were planning to move, the therapist had said it was almost imperitive they do so. But they had yet to find their perfect house. She wanted one on the beach and they were looking into a beautiful yellow home with a nice yard for the dogs a sea side front and a beautiful home with warm wood floors and a place that she felt she could be safe in. They had made an offer on the house but Teneile had not heard back, though they had Kazuma's phone number she could only hope he would let her know today if they had called.

She drove home in the mustang quiet, no music, driving as slow as she could hoping Kazuma would beat her and already be there. Parking in their driveway she got out of the car and headed up the front walk. Opening the door Rocky and Bella were there to great her and she picked up her tiny puppy and cradled her in her arms as she pet Rocky his tail wagging happily.

"Daddy home yet?" she asked closing the door and locking all the locks that they had, Kazuma had the keys and she no longer answered the door when anyone knocked. She would run into the basement and hole herself up down there silently til they went away. Rocky whinned and she knew her answer.

She sat down on the couch at the far end and brought her legs up it. She bit her lower lip her body was completely tense right now as she waited. It wasn't long before the sound of his chopper was heard and then she could hear his heavy steps up to the door. The jingle of keys as he found each key for each lock before opening the door. She was pale, blanched and afraid. As soon as the door opened and it was him she relaxed and rushed over and into his arms nuzzling in softly.

[Kazuma]

It had been hard on the big man, to see her the way she was now compared to the women she had been only a few weeks ago. He rode into the neighborhood that sad look still on his face, he kept a lot of the blame on himself. He tried convincing himself of so many things but the truth was that if he had never entered her life, she would have never had to be put through such pain. They never would have moved in together, never made love, Zea never would have been a thought in their minds. He felt he had ruined her though he knew better then that.

He came up to the house the old mustang there already. A month ago in this situation he would open the door to the smell of food or would have to go through the house only to find her putting finishing touches in the babies room. Now he knew she would be their waiting for him behind locked doors tense and afraid. It killed him to see her like this, to see that fire in her eyes gone and extinguished. She was once the girl who tried dancing with 105 fever, now she could not even bring herself to go into the dancing room he had created for her months ago. It was clear they would have to get out of that home to a place away from their neighborhood.

He turned the locks to the door with a small smile on his face, he had a bit of good news for her, smoothing he knew she would love to hear. It would hopefully rekindle the passionate fire for life in her eyes once more.

When the door open she looked like a frightened animal at first. Pale with wide eyes. It only took a second for her to leap from her spot on the couch and into his awaiting arms nuzzling deeply into him. “Hi honey” he said softly to her holding her to him with one of his hands stroking at her red vibrant hair. ”I missed you”. He thanked god every night he still had her. They had been told they could have kids still that no perminate damage had been cause to Teneile but after a long talk it had been decided they were going to hold off for a while this time. The school had become more violent and the principal had created a set of watch dogs. Kazuma knew this move would cause a riot eventually and he did not want to go through this pain again because of a bunch of violent teens.

He picked her up closing the door with his foot as he cradled her in his arms. No matter how many times he had lifted her up this way each and every time still felt as special as the first. He sat on the couch putting her in his lap letting her body lean against his own. He cradled her holding her for a moment before he looked down at her. “I’ve got a bit of good news for you” He told her his hand running through her hair gently as his hand cupped lightly at her cheek “Were gunna be spending a lot more time near the beach now….I got a call and they took our offer” he said to her in the softest tone he could muster

[Teneile]

"Hey baby." she said softly as he pulled her close to him and stroked her hair calming her down immediatly. She closed her eyes softly and nuzzled into him gently it was nice being in his arms where she knew she was safe from anything and everything but even still she moved around him, her arm stretching out to reset the deadbolts before she curled back into his arms. "Missed you more." she teased with a soft smile kissing his neck softly.

Kazuma picked her up gently and she was putty in his capable arms. He led her back to the couch and sat down with her placing his wife in his lap. She curled up into him softly and she felt the soft stroking of her hair. It was something that not only relaxed her but allowed her to sleep many times. He stroked her hair and let her nuzzle into him days at school without him were hard she was very jumpy and they did go to a very violent school. Thankfully she would be a senior soon and she was tempted to take her courses online to pass. He cupped her cheek and told her had good news. She looked up at him her blue eyes alight with curiosity. what would he say? When he told her the news her eyes lit up like never before.

"Really!?" she was in utter shock. For a moment she just sat there. It was her dream home. It was large and open with many windows. A large kitchen, a downstairs portion for Kazuma and her to work out, a huge upstairs to live a beautiful home that over looked the ocean painted a pale yellow with white trim she could already imagine the guazy white curtains fluttering in the wonderful ocean breeze.

"Oh Kazuma!" she squealed as she turned quickly, a little too quickly but she didn't care and threw her arms around him so quickly and so tightly. The only person to sign her cast was Kazuma almost every day he wrote something on it for her to remember him by at school. She looked up at him and suddenly her lips were against his in a passionate and deep kiss. She was so happy. They were going to get their new home. And be able to set it up just like the wanted to. They could have a new start a new beginning. She broke the kiss and smiled brightly a great deal of the old Teneile shining through.

"I'm so happy. I should cook! You have to be hungry right?" she asked looking into his eyes. Hers were bright. Maybe things would be better. A new home a beautiful place to live. Right on the ocean and they would be able to still have a yard of grass in the backyard for the dogs and she could imagine being able to lay with him on the beach any time they wanted, sneak down for a midnight swim, go for a morning run with the dogs. Anything, their life could be back on track.

[Kazuma]

She was in shock and lost in happiness. It was so warming to see her eyes with that light again, nothing he had done up to this point had been truly able to bring full life back into them but now to see them again like this, he felt they would finally be able to live once more. She turned quickly her arms threw themselves around him so quickly holding onto him as though he was her entire world. It was the first time they had been able to embrace like this with a feeling of happiness between them since the attack 2 weeks ago.

They had always been a physical couple even since their first date. He was an animal when it came to her like some rabbit hopped up on caffine and Viagra. Even through out her pregnancy their physical love had not come to a pause. It was only up until recently that Kazuma had restrained himself. She had a cracked rib and a punctured lung along with everything else. Seeing her like this had changed him, at night he spent most of his time holding her and stroking at her body gently relaxing her at night.

And then before anything else was said she kissed him, passionately and deeply, all the love they had for each other consintrated into this kiss. He could feel happiness in her lips, something they had been lacking lately. She seemed alive again and it filled his large body with joy.

When it broke he could see the women he had fallen head over heels in love with. She was here once more asking him if he was hungry. He held her tightly looking into her eyes . His were a different blue then her own and his right one was even lighter then his left because of his small handicap. He shook his head as he looked at her. “Oh no…we have something to celebrate…as much as I love your home cooking I think this is the perfect night to take my adorable loving wife out for a nice night”

His head came forward kissing at her neck lightly his lips running from her collar to the underside of her jaw in a shower of soft sweet kisses. “That’s if you want to…if your not up for it just yet I would understand”

[Teneile]

He wanted to go out. She bit her lip for a moment as her mind tried to think of where they could go. What she would feel safe doing. As long as she was with Kazuma she would be fine. She looked into his eyes and thought about it. She didn't want to get too dressed up. After all she had a cast and still some bruising so the more clothing the better really. She wondered what would work for that. But she also wanted to have fun. She sunk down in Kazuma's lap sitting with her back to his chest and pulled his arms around her waist holding her there tightly. Her eyes closed and she nuzzled into him her face against his neck as she kissed it softly. She loved being in his arms. She loved it when he held her tight and stroked her trying to get her to relax. Most of the time when her nightmares woke her he was there to calm her now before the tears could start. He would rub her arm or her stomach and whisper somethings in her ear and help her relax back to sleep again.

"i want to go out too." she said finally. "Dancing. I want to go to eat and then to a club. I want to go to a club that we can dance at together. What about one of those Latin clubs you're always talking about? And I want to drink." she said.

That was odd. Teneile was never one for alcohol but she felt she deserved a beverage. To loosen her up just a little bit.. okay a lot with her zero tollerance. And to allow her to have some fun. She needed a night out to have fun. And she couldn't wait to do so with Kazuma.

"I'll go get dressed." she said as she turned and kissed him softly, but deeply letting their tongues mingle in a loving kiss that was deep and true. She knew he would be turned on by it but this was not the only kiss he would recieve tonight she intended to play with him all night to make him the man he was before the accident. To grow careless and not hold her as if she was fragile for one night. When she heard the growl come up from his chest she broke the long lasting kiss with a grin. "Love you." she whispered.

And then she was gone. Running up the stairs her eyes automatically scanned past Zea's room without thinking because she knew if she gave it thought she would ruin their night in one minute. She went to her large closet in her room and pulled out something to wear. She closed her door so that Kazuma wouldn't see her when he came up to change and took off her clothing from school throwing it in the hamper. She pulled on the very dark wash jeans, the deep blue accented with the orange thread that really seemed to set it off nicely. Over it she placed her new shirt that really went with her colors, the pale skin and red hair. The sleeves were flowing enough to go over her cast and loose enough not to make her arms hurt while tight enough to accent the body enough to turn Kazuma into the man she was hoping to. She sat down at her vanity.

Teneile had never really been one for makeup but right now with her still bruised face a little bit woud help. so she quickly began to smoothe out her skin using some base the same color as her skin overlaying some powder softly to smoothe it out even more. She placed some eyeshadow with sparkles in it on her eye lids and some lip gloss to give her lips that wet sexy glow before she put on her black boots and zipped them up underneath her jeans and came out.

"Ready yet?" she asked coming into their bedroom with a smile on her face in her sexy outfit.

[Kazuma]

“A drink” Kazuma said in a small shocked whisper. He had never known her for the drinking type except for a glass of wine here and there. He had even cut back on his own consumption thanks to her. When ever he drank she seemed to give him a slightly disapproving look, especially when he got alittle drunk. He figured it was because her father was a drunkard that she hated to see him in that state.

She then turned around giving him a kiss that took him by surprise and drew him in. It was deep and soft, their tongues dancing together and his lips felt as though they were tingeling with electricity. It was a feeling his body had not forgotten and that naughty side oof him began to hum as it were in his conscious. A deep growl came from his chest, he had a tendency to growl instead of moaning like most though that was not to say she did not get him to moan when ever she wanted him to. He was disappointed when the kiss broke, he wished it had lasted longer but he knew it had to come to an end.

She went upstairs and Kazuma headed to the kitchen first. Rocky and bella seemed to follow him as if they knew what was happening. He opened up the cabinet with their food and fixed their dinners. Both seemed to attack their bowls when they were put down acting a bit livelier today as well. He then headed upstairs. He walked pasted Zeas room, it broke his heart every time he did. He didn’t even have to look that the door, he had stared at it for so many hours already that every decorated inch of it was locked in his memory. It was going to be good to get out of this house, and away from that door.

He headed into their bedroom and stripped down to his boxers not bothering to close the door. Modest was a word that had died out long ago in their house. They were just so comfortable with one another that being naked or half naked was a good thing while the rest of the time clothing seemed to be a torturous way to keep their bodies from touching.

He figured if they were to dance that they were not going anywhere to fancy to eat. He picked out a pair of black jeans and a sleeveless black stretch shirt which showed off every muscle he had on his upper body. He reached into his closet and pulled out a button down short sleeve white shirt and slipped his arms through it. He would wear it just for dinner where it was a bit unseemly for his body to be exposed, he would probably by nights end leave it in the car to go dancing later.

He spritzed himself with a small bit of his cologne and then sat down to put his boots on. Just as she came in with a bright smile showing off her look to him. He grined a little grin, she was still so beautiful, to it had been hidden under her sadness. To see her happy again, even if it was only slightly was to see her when she was glowing. “It’s a good thing you wearing your wedding band…if not I would have to beat every guy off of you we came across tonight” he said with a little grin as he stood up.

She was beautiful there was not doubt about it. When she was all healed up Kazuma had plans about getting her into a few more photo shoots, she made a terrific model as he remembered their shoot together and how the photographers concentrated more on her then the man who was pushing their product.

He came over to her his hands finding her waist “Well Miss Sagara….I think its time we started enjoying ourselves” he leaned down capturing her lips with his own. That spark he had, that passion and lust which had become so quite slowly began to roar again within him. When the kiss broke his eyes looked down into her own. “So any ideas on food?” he asked curiously seeing what she wished to do

[Teneile]

Teneile chuckled and just for his benefit wiggled her left hand softly the two rings he had given her glimmering softly against her skin. Of course her necklace from her birthday in April was still around her neck and had never been removed since his lips had sealed it. She looked at him liking what she was seeing. She looked at him, her agent had indeed called this morning and asked when she thought she would be ready for another shoot. After the protien add had come out she began getting more and more calls. Natural red heads were hard to find and one in extremely good shape willing to be in a bikini was harder still. And with kazuma's connections he had gotten her through the door. And now that she was through the door she was greated by many that wanted her to endorse their products, enough that she could actually pick what she wanted to do.

"You look amazing." she said as he came over to her and his massive hands slid onto her waist. He leaned in and kissed her and her arms wrapped around him as best as they could while he kissed her pressing her into the door frame. She could tell that tonight was going to play havok on his hormones and as long as he didn't ruin her one hundred dollar shirt, she was allright with whatever came later.

The kiss broke and she let out a slight moan of disappointment she really hadn't wanted it to end. He asked her if she knew where she wanted to eat and she smiled. "Burgers. I want something simple and easy. Lets go to that seaside place on Cullen Blvd. It always smells so good when we walk by and I"m dying to be bad. Cheesy fries and a big cheese burger." she chuckled. "Lets be bad.. for just one night." she whispered seductively in his ear, and oh if that one phrase didn't have a gazillion meanings. She loved when she could get his blood to boil to the point that she could see it in his eyes.

She ducked out of his arms and headed down the stairs knowing how to toy with him and knowing just what it was doing to him. She knew he wouldn't be far behind and that they would have a good time. In the car she was in the passenger seat sitting there she took his hand as always on the way to the burger place. She leaned back in the seat and stared out the window looking at the city pass her by. She felt better, being able to move she was too happy about it. She stroked his hand as he stroked her leg while they rode in silence. They would talk over dinner if they talked too much now there might not be anything to talk about later. They pulled up to Sparky's a burger joint on the beach and they were shown to a table on the porch section so they could eat outside under the clear christmas lights that twinkled.

"so, when should we move in?" she asked as they finally got seated sitting as close to each other as they could and looking down at the same menu.

[Kazuma]

As he drove those words played in his head. She wanted to be bad, she wanted them to be bad. As his hand stoked at her leg he could not help but think about them being bad in past time. The had left the house an utter mess, broken coffee tables, broken pictures, he nail marks were still dug into the finish in the kitchen table. The had been bad, they had circum to lust and gave into their desires for one another and had never had any regrets about it. Already she had him, he was hooked for the night his fire lit and fueled. All she was doing now was adding gas to it as though she wanted him to explode.

It was not long at all when they got to sparky’s. They had passed it before having spent a lot of time at the beach looking for houses in the area. His nose picked up on the smell of burgers, bacon, melted cheese all things which were great and yet evil in his book. If he was preparing for a competition his trainer kill him for eating such thing, but luckily he would not be worrying about that for a while.

They sat close to one another smiles bright on both their faces. They never needed two menus they always seemed to share one with each other because of this closeness. She asked when it was they should move in and he smiled. “Well…I figured by the end of the week we would start going there and painting…getting it the way you want it before we move our stuff in…We should be settled firmly in there within two weeks time…everything will be taken care of and we can enjoy our first home together” he said to her in a light tone before his eyes traveled over the menu “Its gunna be great..living near the ocean…friends over for bbq and beach parties…me chasing after you…naked and in the moon light….and we’ll always have the hot tub when the waters turn cold to enjoy”

He looked up at her with a smile on his face. “Best of all the house will be signed to Mr. and Mrs. Sagara…it will be ours and no one will ever be able to take that away from us” his arm came around her bringing her closer to him the menu still held in his hand

“So what do you think…Double bacon cheese burgers…cheese fries and a corona to start off the night?” he said wondering what she would have.

[Teneile]

Teneile looked up at him. They could begin working on it this week. She smiled brightly. She couldn't wait she wanted to fix it up and make it as beautiful as they could and make it their home. She couldn't wait. It would be better than the home that they had now. It would be theirs. Their first home and not him trying to make room for his wife in his bachelor pad. But this would be their first house and when they were ready they would be able to raise their family right there on the beach. They would watch them play in the sand and swim in the water growing up with the two dogs as their babysitters and guards. She could already see their life in the new house that she had wanted so badly and had been praying at night that they would get it. Apparently she finally deserved something really good to happen in her life because they were getting their new house and they would be able to live there and disappear from the neighborhood and her father would be unable to find her. She wanted to be in there as soon as possible.

"Good. I'm ready to move. I .. I can't stay in that house much longer I hate being alone there." she whispered. She smiled then and kissed him softly she didn't want to ruin their date she loved him too much and they needed this night out more than they needed anything else.

He asked about the burgers and fries. She looked at the picture just as the waitress came out and asked what they might want. She smiled at the happy couple.

"What can I get you guys?" she asked in a voice that was a little bit too happy for working at a burger joint.

"We'll have two double bacon cheese burgers with cheesy fries and two Coronas." said Teneile. Teneile reached up and flashed her rings at the waitress who was about to ID then before she put her jaw in her hand as if it was a natural move.

"Allrighty. I'll get that right out to you." she said brightly. She turned and headed into the restaruant. Teneile held her left hand out in front of her and smiled.

"These come in handy." she said mentioning her wedding rings as they sparkled in the light. She turned to Kazuma. "I love you honey." she whispered kissing him softly on the lips again before she lay her head on his shoulder.

"So.. about our new home. What colors do you want? or are you giving me free reign again?" she asked curiously looking over at him with a smile. "What would you like to see in our house honey?"

[Kazuma]

She ordered for them in a cute little way only she could. He could not help but laugh alittle as she used her wedding rings as her ID. They seemed to work perfectly though and he knew she would use that move later on to get another drink while they were out dancing. She was a clever one, she had figured him out all to easy which was not an easy thing with all the tough guy fronts he put up in public. He let out a small sigh happy with everything at the moment. They were sitting outside the oranges of the dying sunset playing with her beautiful red hair, it was always so long and vibrant, he forbid her to ever think of cutting it loving the way it seemed to over take them at night as they lay together.

She kissed him softly, through out all that had happened they were still the same loving couple they always had been. They loved each other fully their was no question about their devotion for one another. She was his world, she stood for everything good in his life. She lay her head on his shoulder and he smiled looking down at her through the corner of his eye. She was finally resembling herself again she finally looked like the women he hd given his heart to, the one that held such love and passion for life.

She asked him about the house and he chuckled. “Oh…your getting free reign this time….a beach front house should be light and full of life…and you know how I am with colors” He sighed lightly “Just let me have a small part of the basement for my equipment and that’s all I will need” he said to her.

He kept his arm around her he could not help but want to keep in contact with her as he always did. “I can’t believe how lucky I got with you… I never thought I woulod share my life with anyone the way I do with you” He leaned in an captured her lips with his own in a soft loving kiss, he could not imagine what it would be like not to be able to kiss her every day. When it broke he was smiling “Your the best thing that ever came into my life”

The hand that was around her resting on her leg began to run its thumb over her leg, stroking her through her jeans. He was completely lost within her, she was his life his everything.

[Teneile]

Free reign. She couldn't wait for that. She couldn't imagine how wonderful it would be to paint and fix up their new place. It had everything they would need. The basement for Kazuma a room for her to dance in, a full house upstairs complete with four bedrooms that would work for the growing family they wanted some day. A screened in porch that allowed a beautiful view of the ocean from their home. It was the prettiest color she had ever seen in her life she loved the pale yellow that really reminded her of the beach when she was there and she already had ideas. She knew that their huge walk in closet would be enough for her clothing and his own which was something they didn't have just yet, but she would need another closet for her other clothing as much as Teneile liked to shop and mix and match thing things that she did buy.

"I think I already know what I want to do." she said softly leaning against him feeling his large hand lay against her leg as it wrapped around her small body. He stroked her leg gently and that only made her relax more. "Blue, a soft sky blue for the living area. And maybe a nice beige for our bedroom since you like neutrals. And I want the house color to stay the same, and lavender for my dance room, and I want soft colors love. Because that just means beach to me, soft gentle colors." she whispered softly.

He kissed her again and she kissed him back her hand rising to capture his cheek gently in her own. Her polished nails from the salon yesterday glistened softly in the light. She kissed him gently letting them share another moment under the sunset before it broke gently and he confessed to her how much she meant to him. Tears welled in her soft blue eyes and cascaded one after the other to fall down her pale cheeks glimmering softly in the light as she looked into his eyes as he told her how much she meant.

"You are my life, my love, my heart." she whispered softly. "If I were to lose you I would lose my reason for living, for breathing." she whispered softy. "You are my lodestone, my compass and my world. I love you to the depths of my soul. I am proud to call you husband. My life was never happier than after I met you." she confessed to him softly.

"I regret nothing. I love you, I am glad for that day of coffee and for your nerve of calling me." she chuckled. "For if not, I would never have met the man that fits me. The one that completes me."

[Kazuma]

She really did have a way with words that reached down and captuered his very soul. He doubted there was ever another pair of people that loved each other so fully. They had given their hearts to one another fully and without question, they not only shared their lives but their very essence with one another. He caught her lips one more time, his time allowing his tongue to enter her mouth in a soft love filled kiss that reflected his very passion for her and they life they had together. He let it linger not breaking it for some time and even when he tried to his lips continually danced with her own capturing them several more times before he was able to finally pull himself away from her lips.

He wondered if they would have been like this if he had not kissed her in the middle of the restaurant during their first date. Would she have come to his house if he had not whispered though words to her during their first embrace outside the restaurant, confessing love to her so early in their relationship. He could not understand how he lived before her, he was unsure if her truly ever lived before he met her. He was convinced he was just wandering the earth surviving back then not truly living till she became the very center of his world.

Their beers were the first to come, the waitress putting them down not wanting to bother the young love birds. Just say “It will be another 5 for the food” before she left them again. He didn’t care how long they had to wait, when he was with his wife time stood still for him. They would be like this forever, he knew they would be. Always in love with one another only sharing it with the family they would create one day living their days out in their house near the beach.

He took his beer holding it out to her leaning it forward “Cheers” he said to her “To our house” he said with a small smile She picked up her bottle and clanked it lightly against his own before they both took a sip of their beers.

When they put their bottles down kazuma leaned over his other hand reaching down hooking underneath her legs and lifting her up into his lap where she belonged. They could never be close enough in public the only time he was ever satisfied was when they were having sex, that was the only time when they were actually connected that he felt he was close enough to her.

“So…Mrs. Sagara….Is there anything you’d like to do after we go dancing later?” he asked her with a coy little grin on his face

[Teneile]

The kiss was deep but soft. Gentle and loving. They were rebuilding each other. Finding a way to get past the things of the last few weeks. Trying to move on though it was hard when Teneile was afraid she was a wreck at home she was better when they were out and when he was keeping her mind busy and off the most recent events. He kissed her for what seemed like a very long time she finally lost herself in the kiss. Her hands raked through his hair softly normally he tied it back but tonight he hadn't and maybe he remembered that she liked it when it was down. She stroked her long fingers through it while they kissed the sunset as their backdrop. She almost moaned softly into the kiss as loving as it became between them. It was broken gently but not quiet. Neither could get enough of the other's lips and so several times they came back together for another 'last kiss' only to come back together again unable to part for more than a second. Finally they moved past it and she chuckled.

The waitress brought them their beers and she took the lime out of the mouth of hers and tossed it onto the beach so that some kind of animal could have it if it got hungry. She smiled softly as he cheered to their new house. She tinked her glass bottle against his own and took a long sip wincing at the flavor she was definatly not a drinker. She put it down making a face and laughing softly. Suddenly, she felt Kazuma put his arm under her legs and she chuckled as he lifted her with little effort into his lap. She smiled softly as she leaned against him and felt his hand in her hair softly. He leaned down to her ear and whispered asking if she had plans for them after dancing and she grinned softly. She shifted in his arms and placed her lips against his neck letting her breath rush against him while she spoke.

"Well.. I think.. we could.. go for a spin.. in the hot tub.." every few words punctuated by a kiss or nibble to his over sensitive neck only part of her plan to drive him more nuts than before. "and then.. we could retire.. to our room.. for a little.. one on one.." she whispered her breath was hot and she moaned softly because she knew that it turned him on and bit into his neck pulling the skin back with her for a moment barely moving it at all but the senstation would be there before she lay her head on his shoulder.

"What do you think?"

[Kazuma]

He felt those lips press against his neck, it was his ultimate weakness, the one she had mastered within a few hours of their first date. It calmed him down and turned him on, made his legs feel weak while his arms could only hold her tighter. He let out a soft moan while she spoke to him. She was driving him crazy he could already feel himself twitching slightly in his jeans. There was no other women alive who could manipulate him like she did, she had become a master at it over their relationship. She moaned softly her breath warming over the skin beneath her mouth, he could not help but shiver alittle at the torture she was putting him through.

As she lay her head on his shoulder he was all but a second away from throwing her ontop of the table and taking her right here and now. He had restrained himself ever since the incident and was holding back a lot of sexual energy. Before there had not been a day in their relationship were they had not made love, when it came to her his lust seemed never ending he yearned for her every second of the day and his eyes always gave it away. She knew well enough what she was getting herself into by teasing him like this, calling him out as it were. It was clear she needed him, just as much as he had needed her.

“I think…with a plan like that…your not going to wake up till around 3pm tomorrow” he said in a bit of a heated voice. There was no doubt anymore that his sensual side was fully awake now, his eyes not looking at her as a fragile victim anymore but they women he had married.

He held her there, just needing to hold her, it was something he found himself never getting enough of. He loved the life they had, and was so protective of her. He was so proud of the offers she was getting as a model he never would have guessed one ad would have gotten her name so known, and yet he was against the idea of him having to share her with the world.

The food came, the waitress given them a soft look before leaving again. He could smell the food and his mouth watered at the very scent of it. He could tell right off the bat from the size of the portion he was going to have a field day with her left over. Though she had a healthy appetite the portions they served at most places were a bit to large for some one her size, after all she still weight less then rocky and had barely begun to out weight the 110 lb shepard when she was carrying Zea. “Hmm smell great” he said lightly “Its nothing like the food in Europe but theres something about greasy cheese burger that always sounds good”.

[Teneile]

Teneile knew that he was only getting more and more heated by the moment and that was the intent. She knew that she was broken, but in many ways it was emotionally. The physical wounds would heal. She was having problems getting past the emotional and he was part of that healing he was her husband and by him accepting she would begin to accept herself as well something that she knew she really needed to do. She needed to find herself somehow she felt lost without Kazuma and she was trying hard to find the way back to what she had before when they were happy it was hard to see herself in the mirror. Hard to look at herself every day. it was hard to know that the maternity clothes that she had packed away would not come out for a long time again, that she was no longer pregnate with her beloved child and it was hard to reach down to stroke her daughter where she was growing and find nothing there, this usually ended up in Teneile crying.

"Promise?" she grinned playfully as he told her that she might not be up til three pm tomorrow at this rate. And she had only just started they weren't even dancing yet.

Their food came and she smiled at the waitress. Teneile reluctantly got out of Kazuma's lap since it would be hard for him to eat without dripping on her if she was there and she didn't feel like beingh is own little cheesy fry. So she kissed him quickly on the lips after his comment about European food and she sat back in her seat but she was against him and leaning there softly because she needed his touch now more than ever. She adored him, and right now with her state of mind especially still living in that house she could just not stand the mere thought of being alone it frightened her to the point of not being able to sleep or locking herself in the basement til he came to find her and carried his shaking wife back to the world. She knew that it was hard on him, it was hard on her too. She didn't know how to get better but she swore that the new house would be the answer. A fresh start, her memories and fears would't be waiting her in the place she had once called sanctuary because it would be a new sanctuary they were moving into.

"Lets eat I'm eager to dance." she said softly.

She cut her burger in half and placed the half she wasn't going to eat on kazuma's plate. Her huge husband ate about three times the amount of food that she did and so she tended when out to eat to give him at least half her food. She began with her cheesy fries not too girly she dug right in with her fingers and ate them with a smile no need for a fork tonight was a night for fun and her fingernails could be washed out later if need be. She picked up her burger and moaned softly closing her eyes as she took the greasy bite and chewed it. They were very healty people. Fast food and grease was not something they did often. But when they did, they went all out and it was to die for.

"God this is so good. I'm glad we came here." she said taking a swig of her beer and another bite of her burger. "So anything you want to do after dancing?' she asked curiously wondering if he had any ideas.

[Kazuma]

It was not easy to let her out of his lap but he understood she would hate to ruin her clothes with grease and cheese just for the sake of cuddling which she knew she could get from him 24/7. He smiled as she cut her burger in half already, she really did know him to well especially his hunger. He was over 310 lbs of muscle and bone with only 3% of it being body fat. He burned a lot of calories just by sleeping and with the way he worked himself out his body always craved for food.

He bit right into his burger, cheese bacon and greasy beef all in one delicious package. He smiled as he chewed as his eyes darted to her. She seemed very happy with the food as well. They were health nuts one could day, they cooked their own meals and avoided grease and fats. Kazuma had been doing it for years and Teneile seemed to take to his eating habits very easily even improving on his diet by making ajustments to recipes and bringing back flavor into his life. But sometimes it was good to just have a big cheesey burger. He nodded at her first statement his mouth still happily full.

She asked him if their was anything he wanted to do after they went dancing and he swallowed his food before putting his burger down and taking a sip of his own beer. “only you comes to my mind” he said grinning at her with a mischievous look on his face.

He picked up his burger again and took another bite enjoying the food he normally deprived himself of. Letting some time pass before he managed to speak again. “I was wondering…do you think we should throw a party on our block before we leave for good…we did have some nice neighbors and I am sure the kids on the block will want to say bye to rocky and bella” he asked her wondering if she thought it would be a good idea.

[Teneile]

Teneile grinned at his response tonight was turning out to be wonderful. She ate her cheesy fries and her half of her burger. It was so good she wished she could eat like it more often. But as a dancer it was not allowed, extra weight could hurt your chances at anything and being thin as she was, was dangerous enough. She knew that during her pregnancy that the doctors had been watching her closely because she was thin but her very healthy life style left little to be desired from the redhead. She didn't take anything but vitamins. She ate and chewed her burger washing it down from time to time with a sip from her beer that was half gone and she was already feeling that tingly tight sensation that she got when she had a tinsy bit of alcohol in her system.

Then he dropped the bomb on her. In the middle of their night out he mentioned the house. Even though he meant it in an innocent way the house always brought back very bad memories for Teneile. She froze and tensed up tightly. she didn't move for several moments as she carefully composed her face so that he wouldn't know what she was going through she knew that he hadn't meant it. She looked over at him and threw on a big smile just for him as she nodded.

"Sure. Burgers on the grill and we could sell some of our old stuff we don't want. Or give it away. We'll want some new things for the new house." she shrugged softly.

She went back to her fries her eyes staring at her plate but she didn't quite have the gusto that she had before. Teneile's eyes swayed to the right as her head turned and while she munched on her fries she stared out at the beautiful ocean her mind lost in the same train of thought over and over again. Her left arm lifted and placed itself on the back of her neck as she leaned against it with her body weight letting it take the weight of her. Her eyes stared at the ocean. Soon enough she would see the ocean every day. But right now it was calming her and she needed that she really didn't want to ruin their date by being upset or scared. She wanted them to have a normal date again, it was hard for her to live in that house, harder every day especially at one thirty two in the afternoon. She couldn't even look at a clock around that time without freezing in fear. The loss of her daughter was the hardest. Her therapist was quite pissed with Teneile because the redheaded girl couldn't quite get past blaming herself for not protecting her daughter when she was all her daughter had.

"Sounds good." she said softly her mind miles away from the current subject but she still felt that she should say something even though at least a few minutes had passed since she had agreed.

[Kazuma]

As she turned her head to the ocean Kazuma mentally slapped himself across the face. He forgot that mentioning his house had a bad effect on her. She stared out into the ocean and Kazuma sighed softly at himself as she began to space out. This had all been hard on the both of them but for Teneile it was the hardest and he knew it. She had a life inside of her which had been ripped away from her. Her howling cry in the hospital still plagued his nightmares. Kazuma defiantly had a thicker skin to him though, he was able to hide his pain better thanks to his life. He had learned in prison those that cried normally got themselves beat up or worse and 9 months of hiding pain had carried over into his current life.

The doctors said she would be fine but it was only the therapist that had warned Kazuma about the mental stress she would be going through. He was told their was little he could do besides being there for her. Fear was something one had to face on their own their friends and loved ones had to stay by their sides till they conquered their fear and right now Kazuma was sitting on the side lines wishing he could do more for his beloved wife.

His arms out reached and grabbed her her from her midsection as he got out of his seat and knealed down behind her his head resting against the back of her small shoulder. “Ya known…part of taking you out was to keep those pretty eyes of yours on me” He said in a play full tone. “I forgot baby…it hard not to refer to that place…if…if you want we can move a bed in to our new home with rocky and bellas stuff and make it our home from tomorrow on” he paused. “But if you wanna do that your gunna have to turn around and kiss me”

[Teneile]

She felt the weight and the massive arm of Kazuma, her husband, come around her. He pulled her close and she smiled feeling him lay his head against her shoulder. She reached up gently and stroked his hair like she enjoyed to do because it was nice to be with him, he always made her so happy. He told her that he wanted her eyes on him or he wouldn't have taken her out and a soft gentle smile crossed her face. He told her then that he had forgotten how hard it was on her to mention their home, she tried so hard not to think about it because of everything that had happened there, the bad for some reason, and the most recent, would not leave her alone. He told her that they could move in tomorrow if she wanted and her eyes widened, she wanted to be out of that house so badly it was the source of everything that plagued her days and nights and she knew she would feel safe if she was somewhere else. It still might take a few days but she would begin to settle she just knew she would. She turned around to look in his face to see him smiling but his eyes told her he was serious.

It took one second for her to press her lips heatedly to his. Their kiss was hot and passionate gently but with so much drive behind it that you could tell it meant a lot to her. She kissed him deeply giving out a small little moan as he held her tighter pulling her into his lap again while her arms wrapped around his neck. She did love him, nothing had changed, she didn't feel he had failed her in anyway and if anything it was she that had failed him in not protecting their daughter. Breaking the kiss she was breathing heavily as she looked into Kazuma's eyes with a smile.

"I'll make a deal. Tomorrow, we'll go buy the pain and we'll paint the house. Let it dry over night. And we'll go home and pack and move in on Sunday. I know.. I just know I'll be better at the new house. I promise I will. I just.. I need.. a new start." she whispered softly.

She closed the distance again and another passion driven kiss between them ensued. Their tongues came out to play for the first time that night and she moaned softly as her hair stroked through his hand and down over his back. She needed him and she wanted him very badly. But it would be all the better to wait for the night to end. They could go dancing and then go home to finally make love the right way before they fell asleep with the dreams of their new home in mind. She broke it again with a soft moan of disappointment.

"I don't want to stop but.. if we don't.. we'll get kicked out.." she whispered heatedly trying to catch her breath as she looked into Kazuma's passion filled eyes. She couldn't stand it though and they kissed again and again nothing with tongues just heated meeting of their lips his hand growing tighter on her small body when she put a stop to it again.

"I love you Mr. Sagara." she whispered heatedly. Her lips only an inch away from his and her breath racing across his face her nose running the length of his own her eyes half closed in that moment of bliss.

[Kazuma]

She turned around and looked at his eyes it was clear he wasn’t lying about what he said to her. I barely took a second for her lips to find his and he knew that she was happy. She wanted to be out of that house she wished to be any where but there and he understood why. She moaned in the kiss pulling herself into his lap holding herself to him as his arms came around her. They were out of the place he had called home months before he met her, that place was tainted now to tainted to live there peacefully.

When the kiss broke she seem excited in her soft whispers. Getting to this new house meant the world to her and if she was happy he was thrilled. She closed the distance beween them and kissed him again her tongue meeting his own as their hand found each others bodies. That spark between them was back and brighter then ever. He wished to have her so badly willing to take her right here with the eyes of others watching them witnessing their love in all its glory.

“Ya know…I really wouldn’t mind getting kicked out of here” he said to her in between his own breaths before they shaded another kiss. Heated and filled with passion. Their lives had a never ceasing passion and lust for each other built on a firm foundation of love and trust in one another many would never understand. Their lives belonged to one another long before they wore rings to prove it, its what made them inseparable it was what would bind them together after years of marriage and it was what would insure their passion for one another would never die out.

“I love you too Mrs Sagara” his voice nearly as heated as her own “But…if you still want to go dancing we have to stop…if not then I am driving to the nearest place with a bed we can use” he was honest, there were always small hotels around much closer then their home and with the way he felt now it was clear to Teneile that he was not joking.

He could not help but caress her lips once more they were barely and inch away from his own and called out to him like a sirens song. He kissed her again passionately everything about the past two weeks fading away in his mind with only Teneile as a bright shinning imagine in his thoughts While he knew their was not doubt about having her tonight he could barely stand to wiat another second much less till they got home. But this was her night out as well as his own and he knew he would have to show some restriant