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Post by Teneile on Apr 19, 2007 13:51:44 GMT 1
The ride would never last long enough. Sitting in his lap was her favorite place in the world to be yet she knew she couldn't stay there forever. She kept one hand on the bag of food Rocky had even gotten a burger and she smiled softly as she nuzzled into her strong boyfriend and enjoyed the ride not aware of how fast they were going because she was much too relaxed to care. He would keep her safe and that was all that mattered at the moment. Though she felt the small curb of the drive way all too soon and she sighed softly as she looked up at him when he told her they were here. Before she moved she kissed him again gently and lovingly unable to keep her touch and her lips off of him for very long. If this had been some crazy alter universe she would have sworn he had put a spell on her to make himself desireable to an exponential degree.
"I love you kazuma." she whispered to him looking deeply into his eyes his car suddenly transformed into the most romantic of settings. With a soft smile and a gentle stroke of his cheek she finally moved getting out of the car easily without so much as stumbling or feeling stiff because of the position she had been in.
She went to the door and waited as he opened it and then she quickly moved out of the way so that Rocky would jump into kazuma's arms instead of her own. Once that was done she stepped into the house and put the food on the table beginning to unpack the burgers and fries. The extra one at the bottom she placed in Rocky's bowl so he could eat it when he got done greating his Daddy home. When he came back in the house and sat down to eat his own dinner she sat down in his lap again and ate from there not wanting to be far enough that they couldn't touch. She had warned him early on that she was clingy and she wasn't kidding when she said it. She enjoyed a lot of physical attention even if it was just holding hands or a hug every so often Teneile liked physical affection. She took a bite of her burger and smiled.
"Not bad." she said as she began to chew her feet, not reaching the floor because of Kazuma's lap danced up and down over and over again while she ate to some random beat in her head. She smiled softly her blue eyes looking around the house as she thought about how she could transform it as Kazuma had given her the freedom to do so.
"So what are you going to do with all the boxes in what is soon to be my room?" she asked curiously. "Do you have an attic or do we need to take them to storage?" she asked him.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 19, 2007 23:22:01 GMT 1
He received his normal greeting at the door from the giant German Shepard. Kazuma knew already these greetings would soon become a problem knowing already that one day he would have both Teneile and rocky looking to leap up on him at the same time. Oh well he was willing to deal with that when that road came to pass.
When he entered the house and made his way to the kitchen he was not surprised Teneile had everything out and unwrapped. He loved the fact she was a girl with a mind and did what was needed to be done, she did not need step by step directions and could do things for herself. It was a trait he loved in women though it was a trait that was dying out among girls in his age group.
When he finally got a chance to sit down Teneile jumped into his lap. She had just spent the last 15 minutes there in the car and apparently she had not gotten enough of it just yet. He did not mind at all, she had given him fair warning she was clingy and he was getting a kick out of it. No one he could ever remember being with ever felt so safe around him, they never just wanted to cling on him the way she did, and now that he was experiencing it for the first time in his life he could not imagine another day without it.
He looked at her as she ate, it was hard to believe she was only two years his younger. It was the way she bobbed around as though listening to music in her head and the way she swayed her legs back and forth because they did not hit the ground. She acted like a bit of a child every now and then but he knew how mature she really was.
“Yeah those boxes…I almost forgot about them” he hummed for a second thinking in his head “Well some of those are actually empty, I was just to lazy to crush them after the move….some of them can go up in the attic, it’s small but they will fit up there easily” Kazuma thought for a second again “If there is anything left over I can put it in the shed out back…nothing in those boxes that will be damaged outside” he smile at her taking a bite of his burger.
Washing it down with a little soda he thought about everything else that had to be done. “After I move everything out and you start painting…I’ll go into the basement and start working on your other room” he smiled at her knowing how much he dance room ment to her as much as her room upstairs “You know this way you can do some stretches in the morning or what ever it is you crazy dancers do”
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Post by Teneile on Apr 20, 2007 0:08:10 GMT 1
Teneile smiled as she began to eat her burger and her fries alternating between the two that she had been given. She enjoyed being in contact with kazuma and he never complained nor seemed annoyed by it so she wasn't planning to change any time soon. She thought that the food was good for drive through nothing on a diner but still it was good none the less. She ate slowly but excitedly ready to get started as he began to tell her what he would do with the boxes in the room that was to become hers and what he would do while she painted. To think she could have her dancing room ready for her in the morning so she could use it was something that made her smile brightly she loved working out and stretching in the morning and if he was going to get it ready for her she was even more excited than before.
"Oh yes because all us dancers are definatly crazy." she chuckled looking at him with a lightness in her eyes unsurpassed by anything else. "Because you weight lifters are SOOOO level headed." she grinned.
She looked over at him and saw a bit of mustard on his cheek. Leaning in she kissed his cheek softly licking the mustard off while she did it with a bright smile. She pulled back and licked her lips.
"Mmmm Kazuma flavored." she chuckled as she finished off her burger licking the grease off her fingers as she sat in the rather large lap of Kazuma. She picked up her little box of fries and began to finish those off as well thinking about how nice her room was going to look when it was done. She couldn't wait to get settled in and have a nice new home where she and kazuma could live together for as long as they wanted.
When she finished her fries she sipped her srink before she got up off his lap and stretched going over to her boxes she knelt down and searched for some old clothes she wouldn't care about if they got paint on them. She pulled out some jeans and an old loose tshirt that had been her garage shirt for working on the car. She didn't go anywhere she stripped off her jeans right there and slid on the new ones. Taking off her this morning made shirt she threw it into the box and then slid the larger shirt over her body it hid her form but had grease stains on it and oil spots from the garage. She smiled.
"I'm ready when you are!" she said excitedly as she picked up the cans of paint.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 20, 2007 22:56:11 GMT 1
As they finished their quick meal Teneile ran off into the living room getting chanced into some clothing she knew could get dirty, he followed her in a few seconds after she had gotten her oil stained Tee on. Even in those clothes she could not help but look attractive to him as she now looked like a tom boy, except with really long and beautiful red hair. Just from her look he knew that she had quite some experience with tools and such something he did not expect of a dainty dancer. “Alright…lets get started” he said with a smirk.
He grabbed the roller and brushes they had picked up and lead her upstairs to the room that soon would be hers. It was odd he was at the point of no return this was actually happening and he was happy, after being a loner for more then a decade he had actually found some one he wanted to share his entire life with.
Kazuma got right to work as soon as the got the door to the room open and found a light switch. It was a nice sized room he knew she would feel comfortable in, the only thing that was in their way was a bunch of old unpacked boxes that he had no reason to unpack. Filled with the things that once filled is Cabana in varron to the brim. His hammock, hot plate, dishes and decorations. Stuff he did not want to get rid of but yet had no reason to actually use.
He made Teneile stand to the side as he slid box after box out of the room, some empty, some full to the brim until they were all in the hallway, leaving the room quite barren and also reveling that it did have it’s own large closet which had been blocked from view and memory by the countless boxes he had once kept piled in there. He chuckled “apparently I am a bit of a pack rat and didn’t even notice it” he said to her.
He soon reached up and grabbed a string to the pull down ladder of the attic which came down with an unpleasant squeak. Making his way up the old ladder he tuned on a light that reveled the untouched storage space he himself had never seen. And then made his way back down. “Well…I guess I’ll get these things up there…if you want to get started with the paint you should go into my closet and get one of my wool caps” he said looking at her in her sparking blue eyes “Last thing you’d probably want is to have blue paint ruining your lovely hair”. He could only imagine how much she lovely that long red hair of hers, knowing it took a lot of care to keep it looking as healthy and as vibrant as hers was.
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Post by Teneile on Apr 23, 2007 0:21:45 GMT 1
Teneile made sure to get out of the way and watched as boxes flew by. She smiled as she watched his muscles work from her position as the boxes collected in the hall. Turns out there was a closet only it had been hidden which surprised her, it meant she would have more room for her clothing than first thought. The dresser, the closet, and some of his closet, should be good enough to hold her clothing. Once the room was clear she came in and placed the cans of paint on the bare floor and looked around the room was bigger than she had thought at first since it was filled with boxes. Kazuma told her she could get started and borrow one of his caps for her hair.
"Awww thanks honey." she said as she huggled him tightly for a moment squeezing him around the waist for a second and she kissed his cheek with a giggle before she rushed off to his room.
At the site of their bed she blushed thinking of what had happened the night before. She went to his closet and found one of the caps he was talking about picking one out she came back and sat on the edge of the bed. Pulling her hair over her left shoulder she began to braid the long locks that fell down her front. She watched him pull the attic stairway down and began putting the boxes up. She tied off her hair gently and then wrapped it up around her head in a crown like thing before she put the cap on over it letting the cap hide her hair only a few bangs showed. She smiled softly as she came back out looking about as cute as she could in a greasy shirt and jeans with his cap on.
"Allright, I'm ready to paint." she said excitedly. Back in the room she knelt down and opened the paint can. Pouring it in the tray she rolled the roller into the paint and got it ready for the walls. Taking a deep breath she walked over to the full blank wall and began to roll the paint on in that 'W' technique that tended to get a lot of cover, much more so than going up and down.
"Awww it's going to be so pretty!" she said with a bright smile. "Hey babe? When you're done with the ballet room, can I get your help on the ceiling?" she asked.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 23, 2007 3:55:34 GMT 1
She hugged him tightly before running to his room or what he would now get used to calling their bed room. Her hug alone put a smile on his face as he began throwing and walking boxes up, he normally hated moving stuff but right now it was all putting a smile on his face. He was actually able to make quick work of it all since he knew nothing expect a box filled with dishes and another filled with decorations could be damaged.
When she came back she actually looked kinda cute, dressed in a way that made her look almost boyish but her face and her body made sure no one could make such a mistake. She was ready to paint and was so excited about it, going right to work without so much as a second word. As she took the roller to the wall Kazuma put up the ladder and closed off the roof leaving an empty box out which he would take down to the basement.
He smiled looking at her going to town on the blank wall “Alright I’ll be back soon” he said a tone of joy in his voice. He grabbed the empty box and was about to head downstairs as her voice stopped him dead in his tracks. It was about the ceiling and he chuckled. She was shorter then him and her hands could never reach all the way up to the ceiling like his. “No problem babe….I should only be 20 or so minutes down stairs” it would probably take alittle longer then that but he was hopping not to be away from her to long.
As he headed downstairs his voice called out faded by their distance “Be carefull…I don’t want to come up here and be greeted by a smurf later”
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Post by Teneile on Apr 23, 2007 4:50:46 GMT 1
Teneile was in the zone. Her roller was all over the wall covering it with the sky blue paint. She couldn't wait for her room to be finished and set up. She loved it here already and her room would be so much different than it was back at home where she used to live. It was going to be her room for just being herself and being alone but she and Kazuma would be sharing his room for the nights. She couldn't wait to sleep in his arms again they felt so wonderful. The blue covered the wall beautifully. It had been a white wall to start with so the blue being thick paint went on smoothly and beautifull. Already she had decided where she was going to put her 'tree' and what it was going to look like having decided to make the trunk out of paper and sticks from a hobby and craft store and to buy some cheap face trees and ferns to make up the beautiful over hang of it, it really would be pretty in the end. She heard him call out from below and laughed softly when she heard his voice. He was the best.
She put her roller down and went to her purse that was in Kazuma's room and pulled out her Ipod since he was going to be busy. She turned it on and put one of the ear pieces in her ear so she could still hear things going on around her and if Kazuma came back. Music began to play in her ears and her head bounced to the music as she went back to painting. Moving to another wall while one dried having supposedly a two hour dry time, which mean she could put the second coat on tonight and move on to white tomorrow without having to worry about anything. She sang softly under her breath to the music in her ears her body moving in time to the rythum of what play and her head bobbed as she painted having a good time and waiting for kazuma to come back.
When he did come back she would be much the same. On the second wall listening to music, and bouncing. But a few spots of paint on her pale arms here and there but she didn't seem to mind. Even a cute little spot on the side of her nose from an itch she had scratched.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 23, 2007 6:02:53 GMT 1
Kazuma entered the basement with everything in hand. He headed to what was going to be her dance room, it was smaller then the one in her house but it would do the same job in the long run. He threw the empty box to the table, soon every bad memory would be packed away and out of sight, well al be but a few items which were mainly just his sword and armor as they held contriverisal memories which while reminded him or death and battle also reminded him of the old man in Varron. Who had been the only kind of father figure he ever had.
Kazuma got to work on the bar which would bring this room together for his girlfriend. It was relitivly a quick job just because he had a large collection of tools that he used for just about everything. He would make this house theirs even if it meant tearing it down and rebuilding it from the foundation, anything that would make her happy he was willing to do except getting rid of his weights of course.
Kazuma got done quickly, brushing up whatever dust and debrie he had kicked up while drilling. He grabbed the bar and gave it a little shake making sure that even under his weight it would be strudy enough for his much smaller Teneile to use for anything she had to “Perfect” he said to himself and then went upstairs. He would start with packing his stuff up tomorrow right now Teneile was the only thing on his mind and he had to get to her
When he got upstairs she was still on it painting the second wall listening to her ipod. He tried his best to sneak up on her nd his arms wrapped around her quickly stopping her from rolling anymore paint on the wall “God that was to long…I’m never going that long without my Teneile fix” he said smiling “So…your bar is up which means I guess its time for me to get to that ceiling” he told her just so happy that everything was actually happening and that their lives would be lived together instead of seperatly from now on
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Post by Teneile on Apr 23, 2007 8:43:29 GMT 1
Teneile moved and covered most of the second wall having a good time transforming this blank canvas into her room. She couldn't wait to be done and actually have a part in this house. He had said it was their home and it was still hard to think of it that way. What if one day he didn't love her anymore or found out that maybe her parents were right in the end, maybe she was just worthless. She would have to move again. But.. for now she wouldn't dwell on such thoughts because she truly loved the man that was downstairs right now...
Strong arms came around her and she smiled leaning back into him she bent over for a second and placed the roller in the tray close by and just let him hold her for a moment complaining that he had been gone from her for much too long and refused to do it again. She chuckled and turned around looking into his eyes with a smile unaware of the paint on her she was just having fun with the man she loved and preparing her own space in their house.
"Awww honey." she said a warm smile brightening her face as she leaned in and captured his lips with a soft kiss. Her heart felt so light when his arms came around her and her shoulders as well. Just looking into his eyes and the devotion there made her doubts about their relationship dying fade. "I missed you too. We're going to have to get used to it at school though. We don't have any classes together." she said with a pout.
"But we can eat lunch together and meet in the halls between classes." she offered. "I can't go a whole day." she smiled. "Not without my Kazuma fix." she laughed.
"Come help me paint. Two coats before bed, I'll do the clouds and the white tomorrow and then we can lay carpet." she said with a bright smile excited. Her eyes softened again as she saw him looking down at her and she smiled. she leaned into his ear with a smile. "And when we're done you can help me Christen the room." she grinned as she wnked at him.
Picking up her roller she turned once more and went back to painting the wall she was currently working on. Humming to the music and very much aware that kazuma was fighting his urges. They hadn't known each other long and she was still learning about him but how to turn him on and keep him wanting.. well that seemed to be coming naturally.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 23, 2007 23:22:28 GMT 1
Apparently she did not like to be away from him any more then he liked being away from her. To kazuma that was a good thing it showed they had a strong connection already and he hopped that connection between them would never fade And while he knew they would be separated during school hours the idea of eating lunch and meeting in the hall ways sounded nice something he could really get used to
Soon she asked him to help her and he would, after all he was the only one who could reach the ceiling without the need of a ladder. I was odd that he had fallen for a girl who so much smaller then himself but so for their size differences had not made anything awkward yet and he doubted it ever would. She then made a crack about christening the room which made him chuckle. He had not told her yet but they still had to christen ever room but his and he planned on starting on that very soon.
She then went back and picked up her roller to begin painting once more. With a smile he went over and picked up another one bending down he rolled it back and forth in the rich blue paint. And with a sigh he stood up and his arm raised up touching the roller to the ceiling. His style was different from her own just the plain back and forth motion making sure he would not have to go over any place until the second coat had to go on.
He was doing his best to keep his mind on the task at hand wanting more though to have some fun with his slightly paint splattered girlfriend. “I hope this color looks this good when it dries” he said with a grin trying to make ideal chit chat. “I wonder if your actually ever going to sleep in here?”
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Post by Teneile on Apr 24, 2007 10:10:01 GMT 1
Kazuma went to working on the ceiling and she smiled. She knew this room was really going to look neat once it was done she couldn't wait to see it complete and ready for her to just have some fun in it. It would be a room for her to relax in and spend time alone if and when she needed to though living with Kazuma she doubted it would be ofted unless he was gone for the day. Or was busy doing something he needed space for. Still when he asked her that question she smiled thinking about it for a moment.
"Maybe. Depends. One, if your in here with me." she said with a smile still working. She finished the second wall and moved to the third as she dipped her roller back in the paint to start the new wall.
"If you aren't. Then it might happen that I fall asleep reading a book after school or working on homework. Something like that, I don't know. But, it'll mostly just be used as a recration room for the most part." she said with a smile. "But it'll be nice to have a place that's kind of girly. I'm sure you've noticed that I"m pretty girly when it comes to myself. I don't mind doing tomboy things but for the most part I'm your average girl. I even like pink." she laughed softly.
"Hey Kazuma?" she asked softly. "You know a bit about my family. But what about yours? Obviously they don't live here and you said the man in Varron was like a father. But you haven't mentioned your family. What.. were they like? If you don't mind my asking. If so.. you don't have to talk about it. I don't mind." she said as she continued painting.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 25, 2007 0:49:47 GMT 1
He liked her answers, they made him happy knowing she would not be retreating in here to get away from him every day. Everything was going well as the room was getting done quickly, even the ceiling which he started on would be done soon. He did not remember having this much fun painting the rest of the house, but then again he was constantly stopping what he was doing keeping Rocky from sniffing the paint every 5 seconds.
When she asked him about his family the roller in his hand stopped moving and his body shook alittle. His family was something he had done his best to move into the back of his mind, and having all those memories rush forward made him freeze. He hated to think of them, he hated them and had every right to, they were the last thing he wanted to think about after spending a day with her.
He took a deep sigh and his hand resumed moving “In all truth I do mind, those people aren’t really my family in my mind” he sighed again “But seeing as how were going to be together for a long time, maybe you should know about them”. He took a moment thinking of anything good he could tell her about them, though nothing really came to mind.
“Well my adoptive parents were actually Japanese, hence my name. My father was your average company man while my mom was a house wife, they only adopted because of the fact they could not conceive on their own…They were nice people for the most part and took care of me until I was around four. At that time my father like most business men started to do drugs to release stress, and my mom well at first she didn’t do anything and then she began drinking and I was often left to my self” he sighed their was no distortion in his voice as he continued to talk and paint.
“Soon I was more of a decoration then anything to them, often only being brought out when it was time to do stuff with the rest of the family, who hated me because of the fact I was not Japanese like the rest of them…you can only imagine the effect it had on me at the time, but in retrospect it taught me to be my own person…They kept up their duties as parents…I always had something to wear, and food was always in the fridge but I never had anyone to talk to, I never remember talking to my parents just constant yelling”
He was smiling now as he finished the last strip of the ceiling with the roller “It’s not very hard to believe they abandoned me in varron, I just wished they would have told me goodbye themselves, if they did that then I would not feel this coldness towards them that I do every day” He looked over at her and smiled “But what ever happened happened…because of them I met the Old Man and most importantly I found my way to you which makes me the winner in the long run”
He was looking around the room which was basically done. It would be a little while before the second coat could go up. “Wow I must have really started babbling huh?”
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Post by Teneile on Apr 26, 2007 7:43:05 GMT 1
Teneile winced. It had been too soon to ask that question. She had figured with the lack of familial pictures and momentos around the home that he wasn't exactly on good terms with them. But she had hoped that maybe it wasn't terrible. She looked over at him with a 'I'm sorry' look as he began to describe what his family life was like. She really felt bad for asking now as she moved onto the next wall. She listened though, silently however as she wondered just what his parents were thinking. Her own, well they had her brother. So she was just in the way. And they had never wanted her to begin with so she grew up knowing she was worthless and no matter how hard she tried she never was good enough and would never be either. She sighed softly. Why had his parents,.. wanting him so badly that they adopted then turn on him in that way.
When he finished and tried to brush it off she put her roller down silently and came over to him. Taking his arm in her hand she took his roller too and put it down looking up into his eyes with her own soft blue eyes. She smiled softly and litterally threw herself into his arms hugging him tightly. Her heart ached for him. To have known love and then had it revoked she couldn't imagine it. Teneile.. had never known that kind of love from her parents. She had never been on the receiving end of that, but he had known it and then had it slowly taken away not by death but by stupidity. She didn't say anything for a while just hugged him and stroked the back of his neck softly letting him hold her as long as he wanted or needed to. She loved him so very much that she never wanted him to feel sad or to be upset but she knew that they both would have times like that.
"I love you." she whispered softly after minutes had passed of them just holding each other. Having found what they both needed in each other. Teneile had found acceptance and love and Kazuma had found much the same. They had found a place in each other's world's and they just fit so perfectly. She moved back a bit off his shoulder and looked into his eyes with that same soft smile.
"I'm glad we met. I'm glad to know you. And I"m happy that my new life includes you. You are what I've always longed for." she smiled softly and touched his cheek. "Lets finish so we can go do something else."
She kissed his cheek softly and went back to her roller working on her wall silently. She didn't know what else to say but she wanted him to be happy with her and she was going to do her best to make sure that happened. She loved his smile and the way he always had such a sweet quality to him when he was with her. How he loved to show her affection and she loved for the first time in her life that she felt special.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 26, 2007 23:26:48 GMT 1
He did not hear her stop, he figured she would just keep painting as they were. He then felt her tiny hand around his arm stopping it from what ever it was doing and removed the roller out of his hand. He looked at her for a moment, her eyes were so soft it was easy to tell that she felt sorry for him. She leapt into his arms hugging him in what he guessed was an attempt to help him feel alittle better. His arms wrapped around her and he hugged her lightly back.
He had a feeling hearing that was harder for her then it was for him to tell it. Kazuma was a strong person and his strengths went far beyond his muscles, a lot of his strength came from his heart which he had done his best to close off from this world. There were all of three people he had ever let near it and it wasn’t women that had managed to get this far into his world. One was of course Teneile who had seemed to slip pass his defenses, the other was Rocky who was always there to make him feel like he mattered, and the other was the Old Man who upon his passing made him shed actually tears of sadness.
His family and his past, they were both things he tried his best to bury. He did not want to dwell on the sadness they had brought him or exactly were they had lead him in life. They had caused demons to nest in his mind and body which made him fight, made him power hungry and yes even had made him murder several people whos only mistakes was that they fought him at the wrong time. He knew if he dwelled on the past these demons would never rest and he would never be able to enjoy life which he wanted now more then anything. Teneile brought him joy, made him feel love, and made him laugh and smile. If she were the only person in his world he would actually find no problem in it.
She whispered to him and he smiled. When she looked up at him once more it was clear his eyes held no sorrow or regrets even with his past and family on his mind. She made those thoughts seem so miniscule and unimportant, he never thought in all his life some one would be able to claim his restless soul the way she did with just a whisper of a few sweet words.
She spoke to him again with words that made him feel like he was the only true person in existence. He knew that he had told her more about himself then he had anyone except for his shrink which he did go to see every now and again. Part of him wanted to push her away, he didn’t want to risk some day hurting her, with some tidbit about his past or even an action of violence he would not be able to control. But if he pushed her away he knew that would destroy her more then ever seeing the monster he could be at times.
She kissed his cheek and then went back to the wall. He grabbed his own roller and followed her lead just silently thinking to himself as he painted along side of her. He knew there were so many things they could talk about but he was more of the silent type, and knowing her talkative ways knew one day it would all balance out. He wondered if this girl was his destiny, could this lively and loving girl one day be the woman he spent the rest of his life with or would she be the one that finally tore out the rest of his heart. He didn’t know what would be but he was willing to find out.
He looked at her as they painted “Your probably the best thing that’s ever happened to me” he said out of nowhere, he had a horrible habit of saying exactly what was on his mind. There was then a silent paused as the subject completely changed “So what is it you fell like doing after this…I hope coffee fits some were into it” he said smiling in almost a care free tone as though all those thoughts he had just experienced left his mind
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Post by Teneile on Apr 27, 2007 1:52:29 GMT 1
Teneile blushed at the comment. To think that she, this small redheaded girl was the best thing that had ever happened to him was a bit hard to beleive. Looking over at him she gave him a soft smile and leaned over kissing his neck softly. She had never known what love was, not truly. Her brother had loved her but she wasn't allowed to see him much and her parents never had. But now that she had Kazuma, she felt like she was finally complete as if there was nothing that could shake the foundation she had built herself up on. She loved her life now. Even though she had only just met Kazuma the other day there was just something about him that really helped her life feel much better than ever. This large man that to so many would seem scary to her was sweet and gentle. He was like a teddy bear and she loved every moment she got to spend with him, he was amazing. Even if he didn't think so she knew that there was something special about him.
"I know you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel.. happy now. I guess in a way I was for the most part always happy but I feel happy now. Like inside." she said with a bright smile. He asked what they would do while the paint dried and she laughed.
"Sure, coffee it is. We can just relax a bit after this while the paint dries. Drink some coffee and maybe I'll fix us up a snack." she said as she finished up the forth wall and put her roller back down. She stood back and smiled at the room, it really was pretty, it just had that look that said it was going to be hers she couldn't wait to get it all finished to see the final result. Turning she smiled at him.
"So you ready for that coffee?" she asked.
When he agreed and or was ready she would take his hand gently in her own and together they would go downstairs. She put the coffee kettle on the stove to heat up while she got some mugs down. Washing her hands in the sink to remove any paint she began to raid the fridge for something to eat. Nachos! She began pulling out left over beef, jalapenos, and cheese. Opening the pantry she found some chips and she piled all of this on a large plate and slammed it home in the microwave as it began to nuke their snack. She leaned against the counter and pulled him close sandwhiching herself between him and the counter he leaned against him gently. Her head on his large chest.
"Kazuma?" she asked softly holding him around the waist with her tiny arms as her body lay in his own arms. "Thank you.. for giving me a happy life here." she whispered.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 28, 2007 1:24:11 GMT 1
“Umm a snack…that’s something I could go for” he said with a grin “But what I would really like to sink my teeth into is you” he could not help but make comment like that around her. They finished up the forth wall and put their rollers back down, the room was actually starting to look livable which was great. He wanted her to have he own space in the house, even though it would from this day forth be their house he knew the importance of private space.
“Yeah…I could really use a bit of caffine…its been a very eventful day” which it had been. She took his hand and he followed her down stairs. She moved quickly and without hesitation like she had been living here for years, he was glad she was so comfortable around him and around their home. He had his doubts thinking she would need time to adjust to their new living aragments but he was wrong which made him happy. As she got together their snack he washed his own hands which had a few specks of blue paint on them.
As she leaned on the counter He came over to her smiling at her and the wonderfulness around her, she was one in a million and he was the lucky bastard that had managed to get her. He was pulled over to her willingly pinning her between him and the counter behind her. She lay her head on his chest which kazuma had noticed she did a lot, he didn’t mind at all and loved every time she did so. When she spoke he felt his chest puff up alittle with pride, after all he should be proud of himself to make such a wonderful girl so happy.
“I should be thanking you…you’re the only person that has gotten me to smile so much and so easily….Your agreeing to live here has made me so happy” he said to her as his arms wrapped around her upper back. Life wound not be worth living if he could not hold her, or atleast that’s how she made him feel every time they did.
He leaned back a bit looking at her. “I hate to be a buzz kill…but you know eventually your going to have to tell your dad about leaving home…Last thing I want is cops searching the streets for you” he said to her. He knew her dad was a soft subject but if he was any kind of real parent he would atleast want to know his daughter was alright, even if she had left him high and dry.
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Post by Teneile on Apr 28, 2007 6:15:19 GMT 1
Teneile felt his arms come around her and hold her tightly. She smiled. There was something so wnderful about being right here and no where else. She smiled because she now had what she had been missing for so long. A family. Love. A place to belong. She looked up at him as he mentioned her father and her eyes grew cold for a moment as she looked away moving into his shoulder nuzzling into it gently as her arms hugged him tighter and she closed her eyes. He felt amazing. His strong chest. His massive arms. The way his voice was always so soft for her and the way he smiled to her.
"He has my cell number. If he wishes to know my whereabouts he can call me. Besides. When we go back tomorrow, perhaps when we go back to pick up the couch, we can leave him a note or something. I don't know. I can call him if you want. I can do it tonight if you wish." she said softly nuzzling into him more.
"I'll.. do it right now." she said moving away from him she went and got her cell phone. Coming back she pulled herself up on the counter and sat there dialing her dad's number. She placed the phone to her ear.
"Hey Daddy it's Tenei..." she was cut off immediatly and she listened as you could tell she was being yelled at.
"Well yes, I did because I.." More outrage came through the speaker and her eyes grew cold her face fell as she looked down and listened.
"But that was.." she stopped again.
"That isn't fair!" she sighed and her fingers tightened her hand into a fist. She looked at the floor listening as the microwave dinged.
"Is that what you reallly think about me?" she asked softly as tears welled in her eyes. "But that's because I.."
"But you don't even understand!" she cried out and winced as he screamed something at her. "You never.." "But you always.." She gasped and she looked up suddenly tears streaming down her face. "How could you say that?" she asked in a whisper as there was a loud scream and then a click.
Her phone fell limp from her hand as she jumped off the counter and ran. She ran up the stairs and into the bathroom. She slammed the door and sat down on the lid of the toilet pulling her legs up to her chest she held them there as her body shook. She was crying. She didn't cry often she was used to keeping all that hidden but her father had said some very cruel things and now she knew what she had always feared. She was unwanted.
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Post by Kazuma on Apr 28, 2007 14:48:45 GMT 1
She sat on the counter talking to her father well it was more like having her father just scream at her while she tried to get a few words on. It was clear he had made the mistake of asking her to call him. Kazuma stood there wondering how a parent could be so cruel to his only daughter, a father was suppose to be his little girls security blanket, a shoulder she could cry on and some one she could retreat behind when the world became to cruel to bare. He father was apparently a bastard, some one who could not see the wonderful gift that the world had placed infront of him.
She began crying right before the phone clicked off and she leapt from the counter upstairs. What could this man have said to make such a wonderful high spirited girl run away in tears. He heard a door slam upstairs and he followed her shouting out “Teneile” as he did. When he got upstairs the bathroom door was shut and he could hear her blubbering. It made him furious, he knew her father had to be taught a lesson.
He stood by the bathroom door “Teneile I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have made you call that prick” he said through the door “He doesn’t know what he’s talking about the bastards a moron” Kazuma said to her trying to make his tone as caring as possible which was hard seeing as how he wanted to rip her dads head off. She still remained in the bathroom it was clear she wanted to just retreat from the world and cry.
He gave it several silent minutes, he knew his words could not make her feel any better so he would have to lure her out of the bathroom which she sat in alone. “Teneile baby please come out… If you don’t then there is not going to be anyone to stop me from going to your house and beating him half to death” Kazuma was dead serious as his tone clearly projected. He had no problem assaulting an officer and would enjoy protecting his loves good name.
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Post by Teneile on Apr 30, 2007 4:31:46 GMT 1
She had heard him scream out her name but she couldn't let him see her so weak. She didn't like being weak and so even when he called her name she didn't turn around. In the bathroom she cried softly as she listened to his voice on the other side of the door. She didn't want to come out but it was the first time she had someone to run to. When he mentioned that if she didn't come out then he was going to go beat her father up a half smile crossed her face as she sniffed and wiped her cheeks with the back of her hands. She rose slowly and opened the door she looked up at him her eyes filled with sorrow and tears for a moment. she pushed herself into his arms and hugged him tightly as she nuzzled into him even more as she trembled in his arms trying not to cry, not to really cry. She was used to pushing her feelings about her family away.
"I.. I.. I..hate him!" she said softly as she hugged his body as much as she could.
She began to shake softly in his arms for several moments as she looked up at him and her eyes welled up with great large tears. Just the soft worried look in his eyes made her finally break down. She collapsed to the floor as she cried large tears as she hugged onto him anywhere she could get purchase which at the moment was his leg. she cried hard and her body shook as her cried echoed around the room as her tears fell down her cheeks into his jeans and to the floor. When he got her back in his arms no matter how he did it she clung to him for dear life and cried hard for a very long time before she ended up just leaning against him with her eyes closed.
"Kazuma." she would whisper softly as she nuzzled into him. The problem was she knew that it was true. Everything her father said was true. She knew it. She had known that for a long time but the worst part was being told it in words. Knowing and feeling it were one thing but you always held hope that maybe it wasn't quite like that. Maybe they really wanted you to be around and wanted you period. But now it was crystal clear. Without Kazuma she had nothing.
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Post by Kazuma on May 4, 2007 1:27:36 GMT 1
She slowly opened the door he could see the pain in her eyes. Her normally joy filled bright eyes were dull and hurt as though she had just had part of her world crushed. He could not imagine what her father had said to her but it must have been hash and unloving something not even Kazuma could think of. What could one possibly say to a girl who seemed to always look on the brighter side of the world to crush her and leave her the way she was at the moment..
She pushed herself into his arms which wrapped around her, and hugged her tightly back as she seemed to nuzzle herself into him trying to find comfort in him. He felt bad, he wished he had not said anything about her father this was all his fault and he knew it. He could feel her light tears seeping through his shirt lightly.
With that she began to say something studering slightly with her ‘I’s’ before she managed to push out her true feelings for her father. All he could do was hold her, she needed to let it all out and he knew that. She managed to look up at him and clear see the worry that was in his eyes, It caused her to collapse and his heart broke from her pain for a moment. “Teneile he said softly trying to claim her but her crying got worse and she clung to his leg. Her crying was loud and it echoed through the house and her tears were heavy from sadness. He bent at the waist Grasping her body in his arms and slowly lifting her, part of him wanted to slap her for being hurt by a man how clearly disliked her while the other part could sympathize with her.
She leaned into him still just clinging to him her tears stopping slowly as the moments passed by. He heard her whisper his name though nothing came after it. He just hugged her knowing that was what she needed, she needed to know he would not leave her that he wanted her and wanted to be with her. “Teneile its all going to be okay” he paused “I’m sorry I made you talk to that bastard…” he whispered to her softly and in a claiming tone “He’s out of your life now though…he’s out of our life”
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