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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 7, 2007 5:42:23 GMT 1
The bell had finally wrung. Home ec had been the biggest drag of a day. They weren't even doing anything home.. ecy. All they did was watch a movie on teen pregnancy. Some boy had sex with his best friend and got her knocked up only to want to keep the baby and become a dad at 15. Every school anywhere in America had shown this before but really.. it was old. She sighed as the lights flickered back on. Today it didn't matter if you were partners during 'cook day' or not. She was forced to sit in her seat, a regular desk a whole classroom away from her best friend. She looked over at Deacon only to find him looking over at her already and a blush filled her face as a smile warmed it. His own smile came back to her and she blushed even more picking up her packet, they had been made to answer questions so the teacher knew they were paying attention.
She rose and gathered her bag, it was their first day of school and luckily they were getting to experience it together which was much better than apart. She turned in her packet to the teacher and looked over seeing Deacon leaning against the wall waiting for her. They had promised to eat lunch together on their first day though she didn't expect to eat herself as she had not brought anything and she didn't eat lunch like she was supposed to anyway. She came over to him and she offered him another one of her shy smiles.
"Ready?" she asked with a soft smile.
They headed to the lunch room sticking close because of the crowds. already many of the girls around her were jealous of the closeness she had with Deacon. He was very good looking but she was very sure he didn't think of her in any other way other than a friend. She did't push it and she didn't ask anything. She enjoyed being around him though he made her happier than when she was alone. They found a spot in the corner and sat down at the table Elicia sitting right next to him.
"So... how has your first day been so far? We haven't had much time to talk yet today." she said as she pulled her 'lunch' out of her bag, a bottle of water and nothing else as she sipped it and watched him with her green eyes.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 7, 2007 8:39:04 GMT 1
They sat in the cafeteria finding a spot in the corner away from most of the others. He was famished though he didn’t not eat much he defiantly was not one to be picky. All his meals were all brought from home so he knew everything which went into them. He pulled out a plastic container as she pulled out her water bottle. He opened it an revealed a chicken breast with brown rice with a small side of grilled broccoli. He got his plastic fork and knife out cutting the chicken into thin strips as she asked her question
“True we haven’t been able to really talk but we have been in every single class together” he said lightly with a small chuckle. “I guess though its not bad…it is not a violent here as everyone said it would be” he said to her as he reached in his bag pulling out his own bottle of water.
He looked at her she didn’t seem to have anything with he as usual. He worried about her though it was a subject he never brought up. Even when he was at her house she never seemed to eat, the pieces all lay out infront of him though he refused to put the puzzle together for some reason. He tilted his bowl like container up, “you know if you forgot you lunch your always welcome to share with me…I don’t expect anyone to eat that crap they serve on the line” he tried saying softly yet jokingly.
He paused “So what did you think of this place so far…bad? good? Even worth the gas money to get here?”
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 7, 2007 9:11:48 GMT 1
Elicia opened the bottle. It was tough for a moment as the cap resisted breaking from the ring. She set the blue cap to the side and took a long sip of her water. She was thirsty and hungry but she never ate though the smells of food still made her hungry just like any other normal person. But she wouldn't eat she would live but she wouldn't eat. She barely ate dinner and the only reason she did that was because her father made her. She leaned back in her seat as he told her that he liked the school so far but he didn't like how they rarely got time to speak to each other during class. She smiled softly as she looked up at him and blushed. Did he like being around her that much? She smiled softly.
He mentioned her lunch. thinking that maybe she had forgotten it and she smiled. Perhaps he had not figured it out yet. He had never seen her in less than normal clothing had he ever seen her in a bathing suit he might realize that she was insanely thin. Her ribs and plevic bones thrust out against her skin and her collar bone was in her skin sinking in slightly. She was anorexic and she knew it. But he had not figured it out yet and she was not yet ready to tell him because she liked him too much to run him off and really who talked about their disorders?
"No I don't have any money. And I can't take your lunch. I didn't really forget mine, I really didn't think about it to be honest when I was at home." She shrugged softly. "Happens from time to time to be honest."
Actualy he would soon learn if they ate together more often that it actually happened every day. She pulled her leg up in the seat and looked over at him, every time he flashed that smile at her, her heart beat so fast. And when he touched her, which right now was rare it was like electricity going through her, even when it was accidental. She blushed softly and looked down.
"Hey.. umm.. well I was curious.. about friday.. what.. what are you doing that night?" she asked her long fragile looking fingers playing with the cap of her water bottle. "Because .. well there.. there is this movie in town.. you know one of those anime's that I showed you and.. and I was thinking if .. if maybe we could go together."
"It doesn't have to be a date!" she said quickly. 'Nothing like that.. just.. you're the only person I know.. and I was thinking maybe.. we could go?" she asked and began chewing on her lip a nervous habit she had.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 8, 2007 4:02:16 GMT 1
She didn’t want to partake in his lunch, he shrugged it off not thinking to far into it. Maybe she wasn’t a fan of grilled chicken, maybe it was a vegetarian thing he had not learned about. What ever the case he wasn’t going to press into it. He took a piece of chicken in his fork and brought it to his mouth eating it as she pulled her leg up into her seat. The food wasn’t great but it was better then anything the served here or atleast that’s what he had come to expect of cafeteria food.
There was a slight pause in the air. He thought about asking her something, the movie they had watched last period had put thoughts into his mind about women. He liked Elicia more then one would think just by looking at him and the calm face he seemed to keep around her. He wanted her, he wished to feel her body beneath his with their warm bodies pressed together in a loving embrace. They were ideas one would have about a potential girlfriend but it was often hard to see her as anything but a friend at times just from the way she acted some times..
She asked him if he had plans for Friday night and his eye brow cocked slightly until both his eyes grew wide and a piece of brown rice got caught in his throat as she basically asked him out. Deacon never viewed himself as anything special though he knew women found him attractive. He figured he was more of a one night stand material but Elicia seemed to see him as date material. He coughed lightly grabbing his water and washing down the obstruction in his throat.
“I’d love to” he said before he realized what he said “I mean…sure…it would be nice to go out with you and do something” he knew his cheeks were growing warm.
He looked at her his eyes now drawn to her own “Sooo… for this little outing of ours, maybe we can start it right after school…and stop for a bite to eat some where before the movie…if your willing to spend that much time with me that is”
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 8, 2007 4:27:52 GMT 1
He seemed surprised. Maybe that had been a bad move on her part. A move that she shouldn't have made. She bit her lower lip as he chocked slightly and then moved to drink down a portion of his water. The blush was only growing deeper on her face. She just knew he was going to laugh and tell her they were just friends. That they shouldn't be like this. That she wasn't his type as she suspected that she wasn't. Why would she be? Fat, ugly, too shy, too everything really she had no good qualties at all so she really didn't see where anyone would want to be with her. He was good looking. Self confident. He had already been asked out several times since school had started by the more brazen and forward girls but each time he turned them down only served to confuse her futher. Why would he turn them down? They were good looking and surely they had other qualities, but he never seemed interested and the best part was when he would make soft comments in spanish that only she knew what they meant to get her to chuckle or smile in the very lest.
Finally, he answered her. A bright smile broke over her face like the sun shinning through the clouds when he said he would love to. She blushed softly. He cleared his throat and made it a bit better or smoother really when he said that he would enjoy going out to a movie with her. She smiled softly. He mentioned dinner and she chewed on her lower lip for a moment. It was looking like it might be more of a date now if they were going to go to dinner. But the worst part was not that it may or may not turn into a date instead of just friends going to a movie. But that she would have to force herself to eat. She would also have to apply all her tricks of the 'trade' so to speak so that it looked like she was eating a lot more than she actually was. Movies were easy she could easily decline the snacks there claiming them unhealthy. And just look like a health nut but at a restaurant or diner she would have to be crafty. She was decent at that, but still. .. it would take skill and timing.
"Sure, dinner sounds good." she said softly. If she could get a salad it would be easier to eat. Not only eat but hide, and it would be easier to shift it around and make it look lke she ate a lot more than she actually would. "It would be fun. To go out together.." she sad wth a soft blush.
Her eyes looked over at him, his own eyes looking into is food for a moment placing a piece of chicken against his lips. She truly wished for his lips. To be able to feel them aganst her. To know his touch, she remembered the hug from the other day when they had found themselves enrolled in many of the same classes. She remembered how she had wished to linger in his arms but knew that she did not have that privledge. She wished to be the girl that would hold his hand in the hallway and the one he spent all his free time with. But they were all dreams of a foolish girl, one that didn't deserve what she really wanted. Him.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 9, 2007 5:07:35 GMT 1
Deacon smiled at her lightly he had wanted to ask her out before but was always a bit afraid to do so because of her overprotective father, whos eyes always seemed to be watching them even when they thought they were alone. He ate his lunch though feeling a bit awkward about eating alone. He finished the last of the chicken recovering the rest of the rice and broccoli.
He watched how she drank at the rest of the water. They way he lips seemed to shin from the small amount of water that clung to them. He eyed her up and down his eyes traveling up and down her as quickly and as innocently as he could. He packed the rest of his food away and smiled at her. “Elicia….would you mind coming with me real quick”. He bit lightly at his lower lip. “There is something on the roof I would like to show you” he said to her with a small light smile on his face.
He wanted to get her alone right now, he had to see something. He knew from their small hug they had shared something was there between them. There was a connection between them but he wanted to see just how deep this connection was.
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 9, 2007 5:40:27 GMT 1
He finished his meal and she sat beside him enjoying the company. She liked being around him. She stared out the window softly her green eyes matching for now because of the contact she wore stared and glistened softly. She was unaware that he was watching her. That her lips glistened after drinking her water. That her sweater moved softly with every breath that her hair played with the shadows on her face that the sunlight from the large windows created. She didn't know that he found her attractive because, who would? She was just a girl, nothing special in fact she was abnormally plain. Her name sounded in his accented voice and she smiled softly looking over at him. He seemed to want to take her somewhere.
"sure." she said softly. She trusted Deacon with her life so to speak they were close and she enjoyed any time they spent together. "Where to?" she asked.
He said he wanted to show her something on the roof and she smiled softly. She assumed he had been up there so she closed her water bottle and teld it in one hand and rose gracefully smoothing out her deep green sweater over her small frame. She pulled her bag over her shoulder and motioned for him to lead the way. She could tell there was something on his mind she saw those gears turning behind his eyes and she chuckled softly as they left the lunch room together. He led her up the stairs and she smiled softly following easily behind him her steps light and quiet but she was there. Once the door to the roof was open she stepped out into the sunlight and walked out a little ways putting her bag down since there was still some time of lunch left.
"What did you want to show me?" she asked looking at him over her shoulder. Her hand began to nervously play with the cap that was on the top of her water bottle in her left hand. She blushed softly as her eyes fell upon him but she turned away and looked out over the school once more.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 9, 2007 6:19:34 GMT 1
The sunlight played with her giving her a glow he had never noticed before. There was absolutely nothing up here, nothing worth seeing except for her. She asked him what it was that he had wished to show here he smiled not having any answer for her, though his eyes spoke louder then his words ever could at this moment. He looked at her seductively his glare taking her all in telling her not to move an inch. He looked at her as though she were his prey his eyes confessing his want to devour her.
He came closer to her his hands slowly reaching up and finding her thin shoulders. As he held her his eyes staring into her own he could not help but notice how friale she felt within his grasp. He gave no warning as to what would happen the only thing that gave away his intentions was when the stare he gave her broke so his eyes could softly close as his head leaned down so his lips could capture her own. He had wanted to kiss her so badly, he wanted to know how he lips felt and if they were as sweet as the girl which lay behind them.
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 9, 2007 6:47:27 GMT 1
He didn't say anything. And elicia was confused her brow furrowed softly as she stared at her. His eyes seemed hungry. Wanting. Desperate for something. She bit her lower lip. Her habit besides messing with her hair. She watched him looking at her. His eyes took her all in those blue eyes that looked so lovely when he laughed and smiled growing a sparkle where there was none before. But right now there was no sparkle. If anything she saw it was greed, he wanted something and she had no idea what it was. Certainly she didn't expect what would be coming soon. He came over to her. His steps were sure and gentle his eyes never left hers and she found herself memsermized by what she saw. The depth of what he wanted the answer was right in front of her and she only had to look to see it but she couldn't decifer the code.
"Deacon?"
Her head followed him around slowly til he stood in front of her and placed his large hands on her shoulders. They swallowed her small body. She looked up at him. Still he didn't speak. She was getting worried. She didn't know what was going on. He said nothing his eyes intent on hers. She could see the resolve in his eyes. Whatever he was going to do he was going to do it right now and not worry about anything else. And then he did. Suddenly, he moved forward and his lips so soft and gentle pressed softly against her own.
She gasped.
For a moment she was tense, how could she not be, it was such a surprise. But slowly she relaxed and her eyes closed gently. Her arms rose and moved around his waist as she stepped into his arms allowing their lips to play softly with one anothers. Her heart raced. How could he kiss her like this? They were best friends, she had never thought he would like her for anything more. Surely not, she was just not that special. But then why else would he kiss her? Why else would he care for her in this way. It was one hell of a first kiss. Her very first but she doubted it was his. They kissed softly lost in their own small world of silence up on the roof of the school. Gently she broke it, her green eyes opening slowly. She was gasping for air softly her breath racing slowly against his face.
"Deacon.." she whispered softly looking up into his eyes. She swallowed hard and blushed a deep red. "I.. I don't understand.." she whispered again looking into his eyes but she did not move away. All the girls in school that had crushes on him why had he not brought them up to the roof. She reached up with the hand not holding her water bottle and touched his face something she had wanted to do for so long.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 11, 2007 10:25:22 GMT 1
He felt it, he felt the feelings he had so needed to feel from her. He knew Elicia liked him but he was afraid it was only as a friend, he had needed to feel her lips against his own, to speak to her without words as it were about the feeling that both had seemed to grown for one another. Her lips told him, screamed out to him that she herself longed to be more then just his friend even if she would have never said it herself and he knew his actions clearly gave away his intentions for her as well.
She blushed so deeply when it was over yet his composer seemed so cool, he had nothing to be embarrassed about after all, he had put himself out there only to find the answer he had seeked. She claimed she didn’t understand but from what his lips had just felt a moment ago it was only her mind which could not wrap itself around what would have been so clear to everyone else.
She smiled at her lightly as she touched his face, his hand reaching up and gabbing her hand within his own holding it against his face for a moment. “This outing…were are to have Friday…I wish to call it a date if you wont mind” he said to her in his accented voice his face warm from a blush that would never been seen.
“I don’t know how you could expect me…to not have feelings for you…especially after I have spent so much time with you…I could not say anything in your hours where your dads ears could ear us…But I would like to think…especially from the way you look at me at times, that we could grow to be more then just friends”
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 11, 2007 10:47:07 GMT 1
His large hand came up to her own hand on his cheek pressing her hand to his cheek. She blushed softly thinking he must have wished for her touch him like this. She looked up into his eyes as he began to speak to her again. Slowly a smile formed across Elicia's face. He was so amazing. How could he like her? What had she done to deserve to be so blessed? She couldn't figure it out but she had to admit that she was not upset to think about it. To go on a date with him. To hold his hand, to kiss him again like he had just a moment ago. She loved it when he was around.
"A date?" she whispered softly she was completely set in shock. He was .. a model! He was.. a God. How could he want to be with someone like her? She bit her lower lip one of her main habits as she looked up at him softly.
He continued with his confession of telling her that he didn't understand how she could not know his feelings for her. She had of course hoped that she could be with him but she had no idea he felt the same. All the beautiful girls around him all the time and he wanted this ordinary girl that blushed too much and was much too shy for her own good. He told her that he couldn't confess infront of her father and she smiled softly she would have been so embarassed if he had. She looked up into his eyes.
"I am glad you .. want me.. I don't know why.. but I.. I will take it.." she said with a blush.
She moved forward again and looked into his eyes only inches from him now as she wrapped her arms around him again and placed her forehead against his softly her smile was large but gentle and soft just like she always was. She gently placed her lips against his leaving this kiss gentle and soft everything that a kiss shoulder be as they held each other there on the roof where they were alone. She broke it softly.
"I can't wait for Friday." she whispered. "My dad will probably be happy. He likes you Deacon. He thinks your good for me." she chuckled softly with a shrug of her tiny shoulder.
"Do me a favor, wear your hair down on friday." she whispered. "I like it so much when you do." she said with a smile remembering the time at her house she had stolen his hair tie and he had chased her around the house for five minutes trying to get it back.
"Any special requests on your end?" she asked curiously.
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Post by Deacon on Aug 11, 2007 11:13:53 GMT 1
He was happy not that her father though he was good for her though it would make dating her all the easier because her father was so over protective of his only daughter. But at the fact she had been brave enough to capture his lips for a second kiss. She normally seemed so iffy and unsure about even touching him but for her to want to capture his lips for a second kiss meant that she had taken a big leap forward in her own confidence especially when it came to him.
She asked him to wear his hiar down, it was so cute. His hiar was long with small slight waves to it, it was one of his many features which made him a very handsome young man which made it easy for him to be in the profession he was in. He was a small time model, nothing big his foot just in the door but everyone he had come across said that he had a future in the industry because of his body and his handsome features.
She asked him if he had any special requests and he smiled at her. He could not think of anything special he wanted just having her there with him would be good enough for him, but he knew she was nervous and might go out of her way to doll up if this was going to be an official date. “I will wear my hair down..but in return” he said slyly leaving a small pause to try and get her nerves goings. “I want you to be yourself…don’t try and doll yourself up with makeup..it would hide the girl I get to see everyday…the one I wish to be with me on Friday” he gave her a small smile “Besides you just being yourself…relaxing while you are with me…I could not think of anything else I could want from you”
He let his tongue trace over his lips with a small grin on his face “Well…one small request…make sure your wearing this lip gloss on Friday…I have a sudden fondness for it…and I would love to be able to taste it again on Friday”
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Post by Elicia Alexander on Aug 13, 2007 0:01:32 GMT 1
Elicia smiled. She could just imagine a date with him, a black shirt, since that seemed to be his color of choice, some jeans and his boots. She could imagine his hair down as he pulled into school on his motor bike. She blushed softly. what would she wear? if they went on his bike she wouldn't really be able to wear a skirt so maybe some nice dress pants. Something black with fine clothe. And perhaps a silk blouse, with buttons running up the front, or maybe a nice blazer, make it more like a suit. Of course matching the pants and use a bit of color under the jacket to accent her eyes, they were normally green she liked to use the green instead of the blue so that way it wasn't so normal. Green eyes weren't all that common. She bit her lip thinking about what to do with her hair and exactly what kind of colors she might use, perhaps she would wear make up and be pretty for him after all he desereved it. And..
“I want you to be yourself…don’t try and doll yourself up with makeup..it would hide the girl I get to see everyday…the one I wish to be with me on Friday” he gave her a small smile “Besides you just being yourself…relaxing while you are with me…I could not think of anything else I could want from you”
She looked up suddenly and her face blushed a deep deep red. He knew her too well. That was a bit awkward because she really didn't feel like she knew him that well herself. But he seemed to have her figured out already. He then licked his lips and told her that he had one other request. She smiled when he told her to wear the same lipgloss that night as she was wearing right now. A chuckle and a soft blush covered her cheeks as she nodded gently. To be honest she had only bought it because there was a cute little frog on the front sticker and Elicia, as Deacon knew, had a thing for frogs. But it was a gentle watermelon flavor and she found that after she used it she liked it, and now she had even more of a reason to use it.
"Of course." she said softly with a smile. Elicia looked off to the side for a moment trying to get herself composed once more as she smiled. How things had changed on her first day of school. Her best friend was now her boyfriend and she couldn't be happier. Deacon was one of the nicest people she had ever met and they were nigh inseperable as they were now.
"Lets go. I have study hall and I beleive you're supposed to have something else." she said extending her hand to him about three seconds before the bell rang. She smiled as their hands enclosed about each others and together they headed down from the roof a new couple. Elicia gaining the jealous stares from the girls that wanted Deacon for their own.
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